I would like to apologize to loving4tomorrow. I'm so sorry. I didn't see your review until after I uploaded the last chapter. Thankfully we were thinking the same thing. Thank you again for the review.

Thank you all for your kind reviews. I'm glad everything is okay. I'm going to keep everything a mystery for at least one more chapter.

Author's Note: I'm going to admit this. I do not know exactly what happened to Squall's base, but I'm going to take a guess and write something that would sound good. If anyone knows exactly what happened I'm sorry if I messed it up. I'm basing it sort of on when the base was attacked with the soldiers right before it became a floating ship. The only difference is it'll be portals of heartless instead of soldiers breaking into the base. Also I'm adding a character that's not in Kingdom Hearts but was with Squall. My mind just seemed to flow that way. Sorry.

WARNING: Language, violence, bondage, and toys The last two are in the last two paragraphs of this story. If it bothers you please skip it.

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Chapter Three

I searched high and low for Cloud. There were no signs of him anywhere. I grew frustrated more and more as the day went on. Something seemed off, and I couldn't put my finger on it. It was the same feeling I had hours before to heartless invaded. Portal after portal opened all around the garden. SeeD dispatched from every floor, firing on the countless enemies. It didn't take long for the swarm of soulless beings to cover every part of our base. Selphie, Quistis, Rinoa, and I formed one group that was in charged of defending the top floors. We were the last level of defense protecting the headmaster. The heartless were too many. They overcame all our troops within the hour. Every good soldier knows that you go down defending the base. Or, at least that's what I thought and was willing to accept.

The girls lied unconscious directly in front of the elevator leading up to Cid's office. I barely had energy to put the last bullet into my gunblade. A white light surrounded me. I thought it was the end, but something pulled me away from my base and landed me in Traverse Town. With no way to return to my base, I looked around the town only to figure out that the garden was completely taken over. My name was ruined. I couldn't bring myself to admit to people who I was. Everything inside of me screamed that it was wrong. That it wasn't my fault, but I knew that was a lie. I changed my name that day and started my solo mission. I was going to find some way to defeat all the heartless even if it killed me.

It didn't take long for the heartless to appear in that town. Determined to put some of my research into affect, I tried to kill the creatures, but my blade did nothing to them just like at the garden. Fearing that there was going to be another take over, I joined a group of soldiers. They seemed more knowledgeable about the heartless and other worlds. That's where I met Sora; the only person that could defeat the heartless. His keyblade had some sort of energy around it that attacked the heartless's core, destroying it. I couldn't believe it. All I had to do was get my hands on that keyblade, and I could save the garden, but unfortunately, the blade was made for one person only. I couldn't use it even if I tried. Supporting him was the only thing I could do in order to help my world. If he could defeat the darkness, the heartless would leave my world, and I could fix what I've done wrong.

Eventually we hitched a ride on the gummi ship and arrived at Merlin's house in Hollow Bastion. That's when we discovered Ansem's lab. I figured if I could find out how he created the heartless or even reconstruct a keyblade of my own, then I could return to the garden with the means to prevent this from ever happening again. I knew with the defeat of the heartless and nobodies along with Organization XIII, I could return to my world, but my solo mission wasn't complete. Or, maybe it was my own fear. It didn't matter. I noticed a few days ago that I was searching for ways to stay with Cloud. Apparently my feelings wanted to stay with the ex-SOLDIER. What's another shameful act going to do to my name? Yes, I was in love with a man. Yes, I knew it was wrong, but could anyone stop the heart from fluttering. It felt like when I first laid eyes on Rinoa with more passion.

Now, here I was searching everywhere for Cloud like we were already in a relationship. I was pitiful. I walked into the castle. Instead of going to the basement where Ansem's lab was, I decided to walk up to the top of the castle that was labeled off limits. This was the last place to look for Cloud. I knew he wouldn't listen to warnings. I walked through the sewers like I've done several times before. After getting lost in the beginning, I managed to memorize the right turns to make in order to make it to the doorway leading into the castle. I pulled out my flashlight and checked the whole hallway for any signs of Cloud. I didn't want to miss him by accident or laziness. The castle was dusty and in need of a serious cleaning and remodeling. I walked up the torn, blackening carpet until I reached right outside of the library. He could be in here looking for another book to read. I placed the flashlight on my belt, knowing that the light always illumination the room.

I opened the door and shut it behind me. I sensed a presence in the room the second I opened the door. "Cloud?"

"Wouldn't you wish. Then you could finally fuck your new friend."

I knew that voice. "Zell?"

"Now I'm impressed," the voice shifted from back of the library to closer to me. "The traitor remembers me."

I frowned. He saw me as a traitor. That's far worst than seeing myself as a failure. "I didn't betray the garden. Come down here and talk to me."

Fists came out of nowhere and punched me in the gut and face. "I'll show myself when I'm ready," he said, kicking me in the stomach. I fell to the ground, but didn't reach for my gunblade. I was sure I could talk some sense into Zell.

"It wasn't my fault. Something pulled me away, but I've found out enough about those creatures. The only problem was trying to find a way to return. How did you get here?"

Zell kicked me again, but this time I held my blade in front of me to block it. I wasn't going to sit around and let him attack me like this. I swung the blade around and aimed it right at Zell's head. "What you going to do? Kill me? They'll only send someone else."

"Is everyone alright."

"Don't play the victim. It doesn't suit you." Zell came at me again. I blocked most of his attacks, but he seemed faster than I remembered, or I was slowing up. He landed a strong punch in my head. Dazed, I didn't see the kick coming. I laid on my back, the gunblade just barely out of my reach. The world spun around me. His power level increased. I was no match for him anymore. He sat on my waist.

"Just get it over with."

"Oh you think I'm going to kill you and then return to the garden with your head. Oh, no, Squall, you won't get off that easy. I see you have an attraction for that little blond man."

I tried to punch him, but he grabbed my wrists and bent over me. He was extremely close to me that I was beginning to feel uncomfortable. "Zell, did anyone die?"

"You haven't earned that information. At first, I didn't believe that you were a traitor. I was sent to kill you, but I wasn't going to. I knew you had some sort of reason to do what you did. I was going to talk to you. When I found you following that blond and hanging out with a new crowd of people, I knew you were a traitor that they said you were. The friendship is over. I will return to Balamb Garden a hero, the one that killed the traitor. You never had any intension on coming back. If I could reach this world, I know you could reach ours. It's all because of that pretty blond that you remain here. What if I told you that I tasted him already."

I pulled at my arms, but I couldn't get them free. He was much stronger than I remembered. I tried to kick him, but my legs wouldn't reach up far enough to knee him in the back of the head with how he sat on me. Images of him torturing Cloud fueled all the anger inside of me. Zell didn't seem the type to do something like that, but something has changed inside of him. He's not the same man I once called my friend. "You wouldn't do that. He has nothing to do with me."

"Let me tell you how much he screamed when I shoved my dick in his ass. Blood stained the mattress as I rammed in and out of him." I felt disgusted. I couldn't believe it.

"How could you do that to someone?"

Zell merely laughed. "How about we make a deal? Submit to me, and I'll tell you were Cloud is. You can rescue him from the hell he's in. Once you say your final goodbyes to him, I'll come for your head."

"And if I don't?"

"You'll watch me take your boyfriend over and over again until he dies."

I closed my eyes and stopped struggling to get free. I couldn't prevent what happened to Cloud already, but I could stop Zell from doing it to him again. My own body and life sounded like a small sacrifice compared to saving Cloud's life. I opened my eyes back up and looked at Zell. "You win. I'll do anything you want. Promise you'll leave Cloud alone. I'll even return with you to accept my execution publicly."

Zell smirked and pulled out a rope. "Anything I want? Stand up and strip." He moved off me, and I sat there for a few seconds. For you, Cloud. I slowly removed my clothes. First taking off the my jacket and shirt before working on my pants. Once naked, he approached me with a bag. "Down on your stomach, hands behind your back." He tied a rope around my wrists and neck. I tried to move my arms, but the rope cut into my neck. "I wouldn't do that if I were you. Try to squirm out of those knots, and you'll strangle yourself before the fun begins."

The bag ruffled behind me. "Open your mouth." I didn't at first until he pulled on my arms, and the robe restricted the air from entering my lungs. I gasped, and he shoved something round and rubbery in my mouth. I grunted around it as he released my arms. I closed my eyes and put my head down on the ground. He was making this the worst experience possible. Something was shoved cruelly into my entrance. I screamed around the gag and tried to curl away from the pain. He picked my chin up and stared at me. "Now we are ready," Zell said. His eyes changed from blue to an intense blood red.

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There is my usual length chapter. I hope you liked it. I'm sorry if anything didn't seem to work out and for the cliffhanger. It won't be long for the next chapter. I promise. Thanks for reading please review

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