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Seether – Careless Whisper (Remake)

"I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies, something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen and all those sad goodbyes
I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool"

April 9, 2010
Hilton Head
Indianapolis, Indiana
12:37 PM

John was beyond mad when I came back to the room around 7 in the morning smelling of the scent we all knew so well. He had literally thrown me into the shower, turning it to burning hot and scrubbing his smell off me. I tried to explain to him what exactly happened but he drew his own conclusions, telling me that I fell for his charm and was taken under by his sweet nothings. I could agree with him but I knew that I was falling harder for Randy Orton than I wanted to.

John had made sure I smelt like him, rubbing his t-shirt on me and ordering me to wear it along with a pair of his shorts. I looked liked I was drowning in his clothes but I knew he was trying to show Randy that I did not belong to him. That I was a free woman and could be with whomever I wanted.

That was until I told him what I said to Randy.

"You told him that you are his! How stupid can you be Kayley?" John screamed, pacing the room in a frantic rhythm, nearly causing a friction burn on the carpet. "Do you know what he is thinking right now?" He ran a hand over his face, trying to calm himself. "Of course you don't, you are too blinded by his fake cover!"

"I am not!"

"Yeah? Then why did you just roll around in his bed for 6 hours!" John shouted, looking me dead in the eye as I stayed silent. "That's what I thought!"

"John, please, understand-"

"Kayley, how can I understand? You told me you were done with him. After everything we, all of us, have been through with each other you still push our limits."

"We need to put this behind us."

"There is no chance in hell that is going to happen. We both, pretty much in the same way, are very determined to keep you. I love you Kayley and this is killing me. You can't keep doing this to us. To Randy and I. One day, he's just going to snap because you keep coming back to me. I am not going to wait around and stand on the sidelines as that day comes closer because believe me Kayley, it's fucking coming and I don't want to be in the crossfire of his attacks." He told me, stopping his pacing to look at me sitting on the bed. "There are times I just want to quit this job, no matter how much I love it, because you keep getting in danger. I just want to quit, take you to Florida or Massachusetts and hide there with you until everything blows over. I put you first in my life, always; I always come last because that's what I do. I care for you more than you can ever imagine and one day you will realize that everything I have ever said over the years is true. I love you Kayley but you need to make up your mind. I can't have my heart breaking every time I see you with a guy. Even if it's Matt or Jeff, it still kills me because I don't have any claim on you. You aren't mine and I'm not telling you to stop talking to those guys, they are your friends, I'm just saying that you need to decide what you want to do because I am so close to breaking down in front of everyone."

"John-"

He shook his head, looking up at the ceiling. His beautiful blue eyes shining with tears but he refused to let them fall down his cheeks. "Kayley, you have to make a choice."

"Now?"

He shook his head again. "No, not now but soon because I'm so close to becoming nothing without you."

I sighed and looked down at my hands. There were a lot of women out there that wished John was saying this to them but to me, I couldn't help but asking myself how Randy would take this. Randy had nearly had enough of me and this, with John, was not helping anything.

John did have a point though. I knew he loved me and I knew that I was his everything. Randy, I had no idea. I loved both of them or maybe I was in lust with one of them. I couldn't deny that I loved Randy's dominate side but I absolutely loved John's soft, normal side. I was so comfortable around him.

I was tired of being embarrassed by Randy, who tries his hardest every single day to make my life hell, minus last night. Was I really ready to let go of the one man that had helped me on my feet, only to break my walls down completely and leave me vulnerable? Or was I ready to let go of the man who helped build me back up, piece by piece, into the person I was today? Was I ready to even make such a decision?

"Don't hurt yourself sweetheart." John whispered softly, smiling down at me.

I couldn't help by smile back. He could lit up a city that just had a black out. He lit my world up when Randy left me. "Are we still going to Florida tomorrow?"

He chuckled, sitting down next to me and wrapping his arm around my shoulders. "Of course we are. Did you really think that just because we are having a fight that we are dropping the plans we made? I don't think so, scooter."

I laughed.

"We're meeting the guys for lunch at Outback, so get ready babe." John told me walking into the room.

"Who is all going?"

"Ted, Cody, Hunter, Shawn, Morrison, Truth, Adam, Matt…do I really have to name everyone?" He sighed heavily looking at me desperately.

I shrugged, pulling out jeans and a black long sleeved, turtle neck underarmor shirt. "I know how much you like hearing yourself talk."

He rolled his eyes, spraying his body spray and fixing his shirt. I quickly changed, pulling my hair into a high ponytail. I kept my makeup simple, eyeliner and mascara. Simple. I slipped on some sneakers and followed John out the door and towards the elevator to take us to the lobby.

"I was thinking we could leave later tonight, maybe around midnight to get to Tampa." John said as the elevator started to move.

"Sure." I said nodding.

"We can go see a movie and I can take you out to dinner."

I blushed and looked at the buttons on the panel. "That would be nice."

"Good. I know this great place I can take you. What movie would you like to see?" John asked.

"Hot Tub Time Machine?" I asked.

He laughed, nodding. "Okay."

The doors opened and we were met with hugs from everyone who was going with us. The lobby was crowded so I knew that they had called the restaurant and told them that they had a big party coming in. There would be no doubt that they would have closed down the place for us.

I climbed into a taxi with John, Matt, Morrison, Adam, Hunter, and Shawn. We had at least 9 taxis to get all of us. They fit at least 7 people but 8 would be pushing it. I laughed with Matt, who was telling me about a new episode of the Hardy Show that he wanted to do while John talked to Adam, Hunter, and Shawn.

"You need to stop by Cameron. You're never going to guess what's happening." Matt said to me.

"What?" I asked.

"Beth's pregnant." Matt smiled brightly. "She just found out."

"Oh my God!" I smiled. "I'm going to be an adopted Aunt!"

He laughed. "Beth actually wants you to be the godmother."

My eyes grew huge. "No fuckin' way. I'm going to have a godchild!"

"So if anything happens to Jeff or Beth, which it won't, knock on wood, we will be responsible for the little bundle of joy." Matt said, looking out the window.

"Oh! That baby is going to be so spoiled."

Matt nodded. "By Uncle Matty and Aunty Kayley, yeah spoiled is about the right word."

I laughed and smiled at him. Whatever gender Beth and Jeff's baby turned out to be, they would be spoiled beyond belief. I had always loved children, always wanting one myself. I wanted someone to depend on me for everything instead of the other way around. I saw John watching me so I tried to ignore it but his hand wrapped around mine, intertwining our fingers. I saw Shawn smile and look away.

"Food!" Morrison yelled pointing at the restaurant as it came into sight. It wasn't that far away from the hotel so it was maybe a 5 minute ride, not even. All of us piled out of the taxi as everyone else pulled up.

I sat next to John, of course, when we got to our table. They had put the tables together in a circle so we could see everyone. Cody sat next to me on my other side, talking to me about his upcoming change in the WWE. He would be known as "Dashing" Cody Rhodes, which made me laugh and congratulate him.

"So are you and John dating?" He asked quietly, looking between John and I.

"No, why?" I asked him just as quiet.

He looked between us again, shrugging. "There's something different about him. He seems more protective of you, like you are his."

I shook my head, stealing one of his fries from the appetizers. "We've just hit a rough patch." I told him, eating the fry. "Nothing we can't get over."

Cody smiled, putting the French fry plate between us so we can both pick on them. "Good. I would hate to see you guys go your separate ways."

I looked at him. Maybe he could answer my questions without realizing he was doing so. Cody was smart but I knew how to manipulate him. "Why?"

He shrugged again, eating a fry. "You fit so well with him. It's like he's your other half." He smiled and looked around the room, his smile disappearing from his face. "Then there's the Viper…"

I was afraid to look up so I kept my eyes trained on Cody. "He's here?"

He nodded, flicking a fry away from the others in the plate. "Yeah."

I groaned and tried to separate some of the cheese from the French fry. "Is he doing anything?"

He lifted his eyes real quick and then brought them back down. "No, he's talking to Sheamus at the moment." He sighed heavily. "He's getting worse. His temper has exploded a lot at random times but this morning he was alright."

I tried not the blush. "Yeah? That's a good sign, I guess."

"I guess so."

I lifted my eyes to look at Randy, only to see him looking back at me, smiling. I tried to look away but his eyes drew me in. I watched as he nodded to his left. I glanced over to his left, my right, and saw the bathrooms. I groaned and looked at John.

"I'm going to go to the bathroom real fast, babe."

John nodded, kissing me on the cheek and sliding his chair over so I had an easier time to get out. "Take your time."

I glanced back at Randy, who nodded. I turned to Cody. "I'll be back."

He nodded, smiling at me. Not suspecting a thing. "Okay, I'll wait here. What do you want if they come to take our orders?"

"Chicken Caesar Salad, please." I told him. "Doesn't matter what dressing."

He nodded and let me go. I looked over where Randy sat and noticed he was missing. I walked over to the bathroom and entered the woman's one. I put my hands on the counter and sighed, looking up into the mirror and noticing Randy was leaning against the wall.

I turned around and watched him come closer, smirking. I bit my lip as he reached me. He touched my face, running his finger tips along my cheek. I sighed. Not again.

His lips crushed mine before I had a chance to tell him to stop. His skillful hands touched my breasts, rubbing them softly as his tongue slipped inside my mouth. I ran my hands up his sides, pulling him closer to me.

"Mine."

I shook my head, pulling away quickly. "No, we can't do this."

"We did it yesterday."

I put my hand to my forehead. "I know. It was a mistak-"

"No it wasn't." Randy interjected. "We both want each other."

I shook my head violently. "No! No we don't."

"Stop trying to fight it."

"I want John!" I yelled.

It got silent in the bathroom. Randy watched me as I backed into the counter."You want John?" He let out a humorless laugh. "He's nothing compared to me."

"He's taking me out on a date tomorrow."

"Yeah? Where? Applebee's?"

"I don't care where! We could fucking go to Dairy Queen and get a damn cheese burger there, but where ever he is, I want to be."

He stepped closer, his body heat soaking through my clothes. "No you don't. You want to be with me. I can see it. You want to feel dominated, controlled. You don't want someone to think that everything you do is perfect. You want someone to call you out on your shit. What would John think, if he found out you were sneaking behind his back? That we fucked last night."

"He already knows." I said, looking into his eyes. "I told him. I tell him everything, where with you, I lie."

His body was crushing me against the counter. His hand print forming on the mirror as he held me in place against him. "You weren't lying last night."

"How do you know?"

"I know you better than you think I do." He leaned down so his cheek was against mine. "When you get turned on, your eyes change to a dark blue." He pushed his hips against me, making me hold back a moan. "When you're about to cum, your eyes turn a liquid blue." He bit my ear lobe softly, making my chest rise up. "When you're happy, you can't stop moving." His free hand held my hip. "When you're nervous, you play with your hands." His hand traveled up my side, making my finger curl around his shirt. "When you're mad, you tremble. When you're upset, your breathing picks up and our eyes turn glossy." He pulled back to look at me. "And when you lie, your left eye twitches."

I glared at him. "What am I feeling now, oh Great One?"

He smiled, resting his hands on my hips, looking down at them. "You're mad because you know I'm right. You are feeling regret because you know you love me. Guilt because John was your everything and turned on because only I can do this to you."

"You're wrong. John can do this to me."

"So you admit everything else."

"No." I said, trying to keep my eyes on Randy. "John is my everything."

"Liar." He growled at me.

"Move on, Orton. I love John, not you!"

"You will." He ran his hand down my neck and chest. "You can't stay away from me long enough."

"It's the other way around."

He smiled. "Wanna bet?"

"Yes!"

"If I can stay away from you for a week, I promise to leave you alone forever." He said. His lips turned into an evil smirk. "But, if you find me, you are mine."

I growled deeply from my chest. "Deal. If you come searching for me, you lose. If I come searching for you, I'm yours. Got it."

"Good. Let it begin."

"Fine." I moved to get away from him but he pulled me back.

"One for the road dearest." He answered. His kiss had fireworks exploding behind my eyelids. His lips where soft and covered in that dangerous venom that had me weak. His hands where everywhere on my body. I wanted him. Now but I couldn't. He pulled away smirking. "Good luck."

This is just a huge load of fuckness.