The next morning Kurt woke up feeling just as conflicted as the night before.
He slumped up the stairs and into the kitchen, fixing himself a plate of fruit before sitting down and attempting to eat.
Finn came in shortly after, no doubt drawn by the smell of food, and started making his own breakfast.
"Kurt..You okay dude?"
Kurt nodded, not looking up. "Didn't sleep well.."
"What happened with Sebastian last night? He looked pretty torn up when he stormed out.." Finn asked as he poured some cereal into a bowl.
"I don't know.." Kurt said quietly. "He got a text and like ran out.."
Finn nodded, opening the fridge and grabbing the milk.
Kurt sighed. He had no idea what to do.
He was about to give up trying to eat when he heard Mercedes' ringtone.
He answered, trying to sound normal.
"Hey.."
"Hey boo! Wanna hit up the mall with me? There's a sale at HM with our names on it!"
Maybe this is what he needed. Thank God for his best friend.
"Please. I need a girls day."
"What's going on? You sound like you need some retail therapy.." Mercedes said.
"I don't know. I've just been in a weird mood lately."
"Alright then. Make yourself look fierce, as usual, and I'll be there at eleven. I think this requires intense shopping."
Kurt sighed. "You're amazing. See you then."
"Bye boo."
Kurt smiled for the first time that morning. He threw away the untouched fruit and went to take a shower before getting ready.
He looked at his phone in hopes that Sebastian might have text or called. No such luck. He sighed, starting to work on his hair.
He was still messing with his hair when Mercedes walked down the stairs.
"Boy, your hair looks fine.." She laughed, standing at the foot of the stairs with her hands on her hips.
Kurt chuckled. "Well hey to you too."
"Hey..Now come on, you don't have anyone to impress, you already have a man." She joked, giggling.
Kurt gave a quick laugh. "Yeah. Let's go."
They got in Mercedes' car and drove to the mall, Mercedes eying him the whole way
Kurt stared out the window the entire way, trying to control himself.
They pulled into the mall and Mercedes linked arms with him as they walked in. "What's got you in a funk? You didn't even hum when I played GaGa.."
"I don't know..." Kurt lied. "But I don't even think Blaine could pull me out of this one.."
Mercedes frowned. "Is there anything I can do?"
Kurt shook his head. "I'll find a way out. Let's just try shopping."
Mercedes nodded, squeezing Kurt's hand as they walked through the mall.
Kurt looked through some clothes that he would normally grab and insist they try on, but he just didn't care today.
They tried on clothes for a bit, and Kurt bought a few things without really looking at what they were. They walked out and Kurt froze at what he saw further down.
His eyes were wide. "Oh fuck..."
"What is it?" Mercedes asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Sebastian..." Kurt whispered. He couldn't see him. Fuck. He should've wore a different outfit. What if Sebastian saw him? Oh God...
Kurt hid behind Mercedes, hunched over.
"Kurt, I get he's competition, but damn!"
"Mercedes...You don't understand..." Kurt said quietly.
Mercedes moved out of the way, "Kurt what is your issue?"
"I can't talk about this here..." Kurt said straightening up. Damn, Sebastian looked good.. "Let's go somewhere else.."
Kurt gasped as Sebastian turned his head and their eyes met.
"Shit.." He mumbled under his breath, unable to look away.
Sebastian's cheeks grew red as they stared at each other. He slowly started walking over, deciding he couldn't just stand there.
Kurt took a deep breath, trying to relax as he walked closer. Was he going to be cocky Sebastian or the one he got a glimpse of last night?
Kurt sighed as he saw the smile starting to spread on Sebastian's face.
"Kurt..Mercedes.." He said smirking.
"Sebastian.." Kurt said back, trying to not let his eyes roam over his body.
"What are you two doing today? Looking for a gallon jug of tater tots?" Sebastian asked.
"We're at the mall." Kurt said. "We're shopping. What are you doing here? I'm guessing you live closer to a mall near Dalton."
"Well Westerville's mall doesn't have an American Eagle surprisingly..." Sebastian sighed.
"Well I guess you should get to it..." Kurt said, looking away from Sebastian. Even though he was being a prick, all Kurt wanted to do was wrap his arms around him and kiss him.
"Aawwe..I was looking forward to helping you pick out something from Victoria's Secret.." Sebastian said snidely.
"Get out of here creep.." Mercedes said, linking arms with Kurt.
"Fuck you," Kurt said, icily. But Sebastian could see the hurt in his eyes. Kurt made sure of it before walking off with Mercedes.
"He is such an asshole.." Mercedes groaned.
Kurt swallowed hard, a tear slipping down his cheek. "Can...Can we leave...please?"
Mercedes saw the tear and stopped, pulling Kurt to the side.
"Kurt you don't listen to one thing he says..He isn't worth anything..Especially not your tears."
"Can we just go? I can't...I can't do this..."
Mercedes nodded, wrapping one of her arms around Kurt's shoulder as they hurried out of the mall.
They went to Mercedes' house and sat in her bedroom. "I...I need to tell you something..."
"What is it? You know you can tell me anything.." She said, grabbing a box of Kleenex and handing it to him.
"You can't tell anyone, 'Cedes...I'm serious.."
"I swear.."
Kurt couldn't even look at his best friend as he spoke. "I...I slept with him.."
"What? Kurt..W-Wh-How did that happen?" Mercedes asked, eyes wide.
"I...He ran into me at the Lima Bean. We kept going back and forth and he kept talking about how Blaine needs a real man and I couldn't make him feel as good as Sebastian could...And...It was stupid...But he made a proposition...He said if I could prove myself right, he'd leave Blaine alone..." Kurt said, bringing his knees to his chest.
"So you...Had sex with him? Like..Sex sex?" Mercedes asked.
"Yes..." Kurt groaned. "Then I was just going to leave...But somehow I wound up staying and we were talking...Then he came over last night and we just talked...And...Mercedes...I like him...I know...I'm horrible...I'm so stupid..."
"Kurt..He's a creep! You're just another notch on his slut belt! You heard how he talked to you in the mall." Mercedes said quickly.
"I know...But the way he talks to me when we're alone...He actually talks. And I swear he almost even cried last night..."
"Really?" She asked.
Kurt nodded. "Something happened to him...He won't say what yet...But this is him hiding whatever it is he's afraid of..."
"Kurt...Do you really think you can trust him?" She said carefully.
"I don't know...I do. But he's scared around other people...And Blaine...God...I hate myself for doing this to Blaine..."
"Oh my god...Are you and Sebastian still..You know?"
"Not since the first night...We've just been talking since then..."
"Do you...Have feelings for him?" She asked calmly.
Kurt looked down, ashamed. "I really do..."
Mercedes grabbed Kurt's hand. "Do you still love Blaine?"
"I don't know how to explain it..." Kurt said. "I still have fun with Blaine. He still makes me blush. And I love him...But when we were hanging out yesterday, all I could think about was Sebastian coming to my house later that night...I don't want to do this to Blaine. He's been nothing short of perfect. But I'm just wondering...Is this because he was my first love? He saved me and helped me get away from Karofsky...But I don't know if it's real or high school...Not that it can't be both...But I just don't know..."
"Well...Where do you picture yourself in five years?" She asked, looking up at him.
"I don't know...I'd like to be in New York. But well, let's be honest...I can't afford that. And as for a partner, I have no idea. I'm just starting to get to know Sebastian..."
Mercedes nodded, biting her lip. "Well..If Sebastian really isn't a complete ass like you say..I'm here..And I'll support your decision no matter what..But you'll forgive me if I'm a bit apprehensive..He made you cry.."
"I know...And that's why I'm so confused. I mean, it's one thing to just act like nothing happened so we could hide it from everyone. But it's another to say what he did...Normally it wouldn't bother me..." Kurt said, sighing. "But it really hurt coming from him..."
"C'mere..." She said softly, pulling him into a hug.
Kurt hugged his best friend. "Blaine is the safer route. He's amazing, beautiful, sexy, the perfect boyfriend. But it's safe. Sebastian is so different. He's gorgeous and oh god, his abs Mercedes...And I know if I can break down that wall he has, he'd be sweet to me. Last night...It was so adorable. He was rambling about how he thinks my eyes are beautiful..."
"Something makes that a little hard for me to believe.." She chuckled.
"What do you mean?" Kurt asked.
"Sebastian..Rambling about your eyes...I guess it's, like you said, the front he puts up that makes it hard to believe."
"I couldn't believe it either. But I got to see it. And it was so adorable. He blushed and everything.."
Mercedes pulled back. "That's so cute.."
"I know...And seriously...You need to see him without a shirt. You will want to lick his abs!" Kurt chuckled.
"Did you?" She smiled.
Kurt bit his lip, blushing. "A couple times.."
Mercedes laughed pushing him softly. "You're so bad!"
Kurt giggled. "That's nothing compared to what I did after that."
"Ooh..What else?" She asked, giggling.
"Mercedes, I didn't know you had a kink for gay sex," Kurt laughed. "Are you sure you want to know?"
"I don't, but I'd tell you! Now spill."
Kurt laughed. "Well, it started with so much anger. I was pulling his hair and biting his neck. Then I got to taste those beautiful abs, which made him fall back against the wall. I started to suck him and fuck...Mercedes...He's big...He's not as wide as Blaine but he's longer. The sounds he made though...So sexy...I made him get on his hands and knees on the bed, slapping his ass. I stood in front of him and told him to suck me. He took me so quick...He's so fucking good at that. I..just..wow...He kept making snide remarks so I smacked his ass again before teasing him with my tongue.." Kurt paused, laughing. "He tried telling me I wasn't good. But he was lying, his body was already shuddering from that. At this point, it was all about getting him to leave Blaine alone. I didn't care one bit about him. So...I thrust inside him as fast and hard as I could. I regret that so much. I wasn't thinking about how he doesn't bottom much so it hurt him pretty bad. And when I'm with Blaine...If it hurts him, it's natural for me to run my hands up and down his sides so I did that for Sebastian. That's when it started to change. I don't think anyone has ever given sweet gestures to him. That's when he finally gave in and let the pleasure go through him, screaming my name...It was so hot, Mercedes..."
"Damn Kurt!" She said laughing.
Kurt blushed. "But that's where it all began...I told him if he was loud enough...I'd let him fuck me..."
"Was he good?"
"Oh my God, yes!" Kurt exclaimed, closing his eyes. "Before it happened, I was licking his abs again and I got on top of him and whispered in his ear everything I wanted him to do to me."
"I do have a question..And this isn't to make you feel bad or anything..But is he better than Blaine?" Mercedes asked.
"I've thought about that a lot...It depends on what aspect. With Blaine is amazing. We share that connection of being each other's first and I can feel how much he loves me. But with Sebastian, I feel like he could make it special if he brings down his walls. But if we're just talking about the sex, yes..."
Mercedes nodded when Kurt's phone beeped with a text from Sebastian.
"I'm sorry..I didn't mean that.."
Kurt sighed before giving a reply.
"Then why are you texting me now instead of when I practically ran out of the mall crying?"
"Because you were with your friend..I really am sorry Kurt.." Sebastian replied.
"Is that him?" Mercedes asked.
"Yeah..He's trying to apologize.." Kurt said quietly.
"I really don't know what to say. That really hurt after last night.."
"I know..It was stupid and insensitive..It's just..That's the only way I know how to act around other people Kurt..Please forgive me?" Sebastian text.
"Are you going to forgive him?" Mercedes asked.
"Not easily...If he wants to try, he has to work at it as much as I am." Kurt said to his best friend.
"I really want to...I expected an attitude and that cocky smile. But I didn't expect that. I know this is hard for you...But right now, I just don't know if you're really going to try. To be honest, I feel like I'm some kind of joke to you..."
Mercedes nodded.
"Kurt..What do you mean you think you're a joke to me..Did last night mean nothing?"
"Last night meant more to me than I can tell you. But today you took a huge step back and became that arrogant bastard again. If you want this, show me."
Kurt sighed, looking up and Mercedes. "I don't know what to do..."
"What do you want me to do Kurt?" Sebastian asked.
"You'll figure it out Kurt.." Mercedes said, grabbing his hand.
"Thanks 'Cedes," Kurt said, smiling lightly.
"Show me you want this. How? That's up to you to figure out."
"Let me take you out to dinner tonight.." Sebastian responded.
But it was then Kurt realized he promised Blaine he would spend the night.
"Can't tonight. Tomorrow?" Kurt sent back.
"Sure..Can I at least see you today?"
"If you do it soon."
"Are you at home? Can I come now?"
"No. But close enough. Meet me there."
""I'm leaving now."
Kurt looked up at Mercedes. "I gotta go. He's meeting me at my house to talk before I go to Blaine's. He wants to take me to dinner tomorrow...In public...I don't know if I believe that.."
"Why would you not believe it?" Mercedes asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Look at what happened when he saw me in public today.."
"True..." The shorter girl sighed.
Kurt hugged her close. "Thanks for today. I really needed it."
"Glad I could help..At least you have someone to talk about with it now."
"Oh my God, I know! It's been killing me!"
"Well that's what I'm here for..Go see Sebastian.. Hopefully he has something nice to say.." Mercedes sighed.
"I'll let you know." Kurt said before heading to his house. He got out of his car, sitting on the hood as he waited.
Sebastian pulled in and got out, cringing at the look Kurt was giving him.
Kurt looked down as Sebastian got closer, waiting for him to talk.
"I'm so sorry Kurt.." Sebastian said sincerely.
Kurt nodded lightly. "I know..."
Sebastian decided words wouldn't work anymore as he slowly walked over to Kurt, who's legs hung down off of the car and stood between them, taking a huge step, Kurt decided, as he carefully hugged him.
Kurt wanted to just melt into him. "So...you're serious about tomorrow?"
"Why wouldn't I be?" Sebastian asked quietly.
Kurt shrugged. "Maybe I'm more insecure than I let people see...but there is one thing you could do tomorrow...but I can't tell you what. You have to do it on your own."
Sebastian pulled back slightly, still keeping his arms around Kurt. "So you're testing me now?"
"No. If you don't do it, then I'll decide if you made me feel like you did last night. But if you do this...thing...it will just make things a whole lot better...just little gestures that actually mean a lot to me. The only test I have is to see if you'll act like you did today or not," Kurt explained.
Sebastian nodded, unable to look at Kurt, clearly ashamed for his earlier behavior.
Kurt lifted Sebastian's chin. "I believe you when you say you're sorry. I'm just...I get hurt easily when I put that much trust in someone. But I don't know...I have a feeling about tomorrow..."
Sebastian tensed up at the sweet gesture before nodding again and it didn't go unnoticed by Kurt.
"Are you okay?" Kurt asked softly.
"Yeah.." Sebastian said. It wasn't that he didn't like the sweet, gentle touches from Kurt. He just wasn't quite used to them yet.
"You're being really quiet...You aren't even wondering if it's a good feeling or not?"
"If what's a good feeling?" Sebastian asked.
"I said I have a feeling about tomorrow night. What are you thinking about? You seem...distracted..."
"I just..I'm not used to that.." Sebastian said truthfully.
Kurt pulled back. "I'm sorry. I'm just trying to make you comfortable around me...Can I tell you something?"
Sebastian nodded, letting Kurt go as he took a small step back.
"I know that I want to be able to do these things to you. To show you how amazing you really are. And I'm not trying to change you. I just want you to be comfortable being you around me. And I know it will take time but I'm willing to take that time with you. I really like you, Sebastian. And I feel like you would be the one to say this to another guy and not hear it yourself...and I'm being completely honest when I say you are so gorgeous...I wish I could show you what I see..."
Sebastian's cheeks grew red as his eyes immediately flew to the pavement. "I..Uh..I..Th-Thank you..."
Kurt smiled. "You're welcome. So this dinner...should I be dressing up or is it just a casual thing...?"
"Umm.." Sebastian closed his eyes briefly to clear his thoughts before looking up at Kurt. "It's semi-formal.."
Kurt nodded. "Noted. Is there anything you wanted to talk about today...?"
"Just..I really want to know..Where we stand...What this is exactly..." Sebastian said slowly, looking down.
"I'm trying to figure out what you want. We're getting to know one another and seeing how it goes. I'm hoping...that you'll trust me enough to open up to me. And if you do and you're sure you can be faithful...then we can take that next step..." Kurt said honestly.
Sebastian nodded. "Well..You probably have something planned with Blaine...I-I should go."
"Wait...I'm using one of my questions...Is that something you want to try to do? Dating me when you're ready...? Please be honest..."
Sebastian looked up into Kurt's eyes and was quiet for a while before giving a small, barely noticeable nod.
Kurt smiled, taking Sebastian's hand and kissing the back of it. "Well I will see you tomorrow beautiful. Text me with a time and a place "
Sebastian blushed furiously as Kurt released his hand. "Y-yeah..I'll...I'll see you then Kurt.."
Kurt got up, kissing his cheek. "You're adorable. Bye Sebastian.."
Sebastian blushed even more as Kurt turned back to walk inside and he placed his hand on his cheek where Kurt's lips touched it before walking back to his car.
Kurt walked in, grabbing some water before heading downstairs to pack. He realized Blaine still hadn't called so he reached for his phone and called his boyfriend.
"Hello gorgeous.." Blaine said as he picked up.
"Hey there. Still want me to stay?" Kurt asked, smiling.
"Of course.." Blaine said sweetly.
"Did you have anything planned?"
"Well..My parents are going out tonight..I thought maybe we could read the phonebook aloud to each other.." Blaine joked.
Kurt stopped. He didn't know what to do about this. "Sounds good. We could make fun of the names," Kurt said, giving a small laugh.
"You're silly.." Blaine chuckled. "When are you coming?"
"When I finish packing a bag," Kurt said softly. "I'll see you soon."
"Alright baby..I love you." Blaine said sweetly.
"I love you too," kurt said before hanging up. He sat on his bed for a moment before texting Sebastian.
"I know I'm kinda going through these questions pretty fast...but I need to know your thoughts on sex...the other night was amazing. I just didn't know if you wanted to take everything slow?"
"What do you mean? I mean I know we did it the other night but..I don't think I'm quite ready for that yet.."
"Me neither. That's what I needed to know. I mean, you did look absolutely edible. But I was kinda hoping you wanted to wait.."
Kurt could almost hear the Blush I'm Sebastian's text.
Yeah..Thank you..I appreciate you understanding because..I mean it's me.. saying I'm not ready for sex."
"It's no problem at all. But does that just include me? Or in general?" Kurt asked.
"I haven't really thought about that..But I guess we're not exclusive..But also, it's not like I'm going to go out looking to get laid like I usually do.."
"So whatever happens is what happens? And thanks for being honest.."
"You're welcome Kurt. And yeah. Whatever happens happens." Kurt had a feeling Sebastian knew why he text, asking those things.
"Honestly, I'm just not even feeling anything near sexy today..so I guess it doesn't matter.."
"Kurt..You're always sexy.."
Kurt blushed, smiling.
"That's sweet. I just don't feel it.."
"Well..I'd love to be able to show you..Some day.."
"I'd love that.. when you're ready.."
"Me too.."
Kurt smiled. "Take your time. I'll wait for you.."
"Thank you Kurt...You're probably busy..I'll call tomorrow..bye."
"Not busy. But okay.." Kurt said before getting his bag ready.
"Just..Don't want to keep you from Blaine.."
"I haven't left yet. And don't worry about it. It's not like I can use my phone in front of him. You really underestimate how I feel about you..."
"Really?" Sebastian replied.
"I'm sorry if I don't show it as much as I want to. I'm trying not to scare you away.."
"It's okay Kurt..And thank you for taking it slow with me. I don't know if I'd be able to handle anything else right now."
"It's okay. I understand. And just forget about what I said earlier about that thing that could just make my night. I just want you to be you and have a nice dinner with me."
"Well what was it? Or do you still want to wait and see if I'll do it?"
"I umm...I was hoping you might kiss me good night...But don't worry. I don't want to rush you. I understand."
"Well, you never know.."
"I can't even describe how excited and nervous I am.."
"Kurt, I haven't really been on a date for a long time..So you'll forgive me if I'm a bit rusty.." Sebastian sent.
"Don't put so much pressure on yourself. It's hard enough for you already. All I'm expecting is having dinner across from those gorgeous green eyes."
"You're the only person that can do that.."
"Do what?" Kurt asked.
"You make me blush Kurt.."
Kurt smiled. "Honestly, I never thought a blush could be that beautiful."
"Yeah..Shit..My dad's home..I can't talk..But I'll see you tomorrow."
"I'm sorry...see you tomorrow.."
Kurt sighed as he didn't get a reply. He grabbed his bag, walking out to his car before starting towards Blaine's. He sent a text to Blaine as he pulled into the driveway.
Blaine popped outside, smiling as he walked over, opening Kurt's door.
"Hello beautiful.."
"Hey baby," Kurt smiled, grabbing his bag and stepping out.
Blaine grabbed Kurt's bag from him, kissing his cheek as he led him inside.
"You're so sweet," Kurt said softly.
"Just in love.." Blaine said, kissing Kurt softly before carrying the bag up the stairs to his room.
Kurt blushed as a twinge of guilt shot through him. "I love you too, Blaine."
Blaine came back to Kurt, pulling him into his arms. "I missed you so much.."
"I missed you too baby.."
Blaine kissed Kurt softly. "I just hate we haven't had much alone time.."
Kurt nodded. "I know."
Blaine kissed down to Kurt's neck, sucking lightly at his pulse point.
Kurt gasped. "Wait...I just got here. Can we just be together first?"
Blaine pulled off, looking up at Kurt. "Oh..Yeah baby..Of course.." He said, giving a small smile.
"I'm sorry. I just need some time with my boyfriend. I didn't have the best day."
"Come on..Let's go cuddle up on the couch and you can tell me all about it.." Blaine said sweetly.
Kurt nodded, following Blaine downstairs.
They lay on the couch, Kurt laying back against Blaine's chest as he pulled a blanket over them.
Kurt looked back, "Thank you baby."
"You're welcome love..Now..What made you have a bad day?" Blaine asked softly.
"It's stupid. We were at the mall. And some guy made a comment about helping me shop at Victoria's Secret...It just got to me..." Kurt said, looking down. "I should know to just expect it. I mean, I live in Lima..."
"Kurt..You shouldn't learn to expect ridicule..You are the most amazing person I've ever met..You don't deserve that..."
Kurt felt like he did. "I don't see what you see.."
"Really? Because what I see is a beautiful, kind, caring, compassionate, loving person, that I love more than anything in this world..."
Kurt blushed. "Thank you Blaine.."
"You're welcome baby.." Blaine smiled, kissing the top of his boyfriend's head.
Kurt nuzzled into Blaine's neck, wondering what it would feel like with Sebastian.
Blaine reached down, petting Kurt's hair and humming softly.
"I love you..."
"I love you too Kurt..." Sebastian's voice said. Kurt nearly jumped off of Blaine as he looked at his boyfriend with wide eyes.
"Kurt what's wrong?" Blaine said, his voice his own again.
Kurt's heart was pounding as he looked around. "What? Oh...nothing..."
"Are you sure?" Blaine asked, pulling Kurt closer.
"Yeah. Cedes made me watch a scary movie...you know how I get jumpy..."
Blaine nodded, pulling the blanket tighter around them. "I'm here.."
"Thanks baby..."
They lay like that for a while, Blaine eventually falling asleep under Kurt. But Kurt couldn't sleep. Partially because it was only three PM, but mostly because he couldn't bring himself to stop thinking about Sebastian. He swore he heard Sebastian when Blaine said he loved him. It was so weird. It sounded amazing. Kurt hoped he could actually hear it one day. No. He couldn't think about this. He was with Blaine. This was wrong. But then why did it feel so right? He buried his face in Blaine's chest, inhaling the spiced scent of his cologne. Even still, it just felt right to be with Sebastian. He had to distract himself. But how? He looked up at Blaine who looked so peacefully asleep, his head hanging lazily to the side and his arms draped around Kurt's middle. Maybe Blaine would be a good distraction. Kurt bit his lip before leaning down and attaching his lips to Blaine's neck.
Blaine made a small sound, stirring at the touch. "Kurt?"
Kurt sucked the skin into his mouth as his hands tangled in Blaine's hair.
Blaine moaned, rolling his hips up as he ran his hands down Kurt's sides. "Oh god..Kurt..."
Kurt bit up to Blaine's ear. "Fuck me, Blaine..."
Blaine whined loudly. "Fuck...Th-The lube's in my room.."
"Go get it..Please.." Kurt breathed out, climbing off of him.
Blaine nodded, jumping up and nearly running up the stairs to go get the lube.
By the time Blaine got back, Kurt had already removed his clothes, lying on the couch as he waited for Blaine.
Blaine gasped as his eyes roamed over Kurt's slim frame. "You're so gorgeous..."
Kurt blushed. "Come here.."
Blaine strode over to Kurt, pulling off his shirt before climbing on top of the paler boy, kissing him deeply.
Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck, moaning into the kiss.
Blaine reached down, unzipping his jeans and pulling out his member before slicking it up as he kissed down to Kurt's neck.
Kurt sighed softly, tilting his head back. "Ohh baby..."
Blaine bit down, sucking on Kurt's pulse point hard, determined to make his mark.
Kurt gasped, rolling his hips up. "Fuck...Blaine!"
Blaine pulled off, admiring the dark spot on his boyfriend's skin. "You're so hot Kurt..."
Kurt whined. "Please don't stop.."
Blaine moved to the other side of Kurt's neck, doing the same and moaning deeply.
"Blaine..." Kurt moaned, closing his eyes and gasping when he saw Sebastian's face.
Blaine sucked harder on Kurt's neck before kissing up to his lips.
"How do you want me?.." he rasped.
"Ohh...fuck...m-my legs on your shoulders..." Kurt moaned, squirming under Blaine.
Blaine did as Kurt asked, lifting his long beautiful legs and laying them on his shoulders before lining up with Kurt's entrance.
Kurt gasped. "Please...Blaine, I need you..."
Blaine nodded, slowly pushing into Kurt and gasping at the feeling.
Kurt whimpered. "Ohhh fuck...Blaine..."
Blaine pushed in all the way, running his hands up and down Kurt's thigh, and turning his head to kiss it softly.
Kurt bit his bottom lip, looking up at his boyfriend as he panted. "You..You can go.."
Blaine nodded, slowly starting to roll his hips. "Kurt...oh.."
"Ohmygod...Blaine!" Kurt moaned loudly, moving his body with Blaine's.
Blaine leaned down a bit, causing himself to deeper as he sped up.
Kurt trailed his fingertips up and down his chest, his back arching as he cried out.
"Kurt..Kurt!" Blaine groaned, thrusting harder. "God...I love you..."
"Baby, I love you...so much..." Kurt panted.
Blaine kissed Kurt's thigh as he kept up the pace, both of their orgasms slowly building until they were both on edge.
"K-Kurt...Close.." Blaine gasped.
"F-fuck...Me too baby...Ohhh...bite my leg...Please..." Kurt breathed out heavily.
Blaine moaned loudly, cumming hard as he bit Kurt's thigh.
Kurt let out a high pitched cry as he came all over his stomach and chest. He panted harshly, looking up at Blaine and sighing.
"I love you so much Kurt..." Blaine breathed out, leaning down to kiss him.
Kurt let his legs fall off of Blaine's shoulders as he kissed his boyfriend softly.
Blaine smiled against Kurt's lips. "Wanna take a shower and then lie down?"
Kurt nodded. "Sure.."
They did just that, and when they lay in the bed together, Blaine pulled him close. "Are you okay baby?.."
"Yeah. I'm just not tired.." Kurt said quietly.
"What's on your mind?" Blaine asked softly.
Kurt sighed. He didn't really want to talk. "Just laying here with you."
"Kurt..Is what that idiot in the mall said still bothering you?"
Kurt looked down. "Kind of..."
"What is it baby?..Talk to me.." Blaine said quietly.
"Just...Maybe I deserved it..."
"Kurt..Why would you say that?...you're not a bad person..You don't deserve that.." Blaine said seriously.
"Look at me. It's one thing to be gay. Nothing's wrong with that. But...maybe...I shouldn't add to it...by giving people reasons to make fun of me..."
"I think you're perfect the way you are Kurt..." Blaine said quietly.
Kurt got tears in his eyes. He felt terrible. He cheated on Blaine and now he keeps lying to him. But Sebastian... "Thanks Blaine..."
Blaine turned Kurt around so they were facing each other.
"Don't ever let anyone else define who you are...You are too amazing to describe, Kurt.." He grabbed Kurt's hand and placed it on his own chest. "My heart beats for you..And everything about you..."
Kurt looked down, letting the tears fall. "I'm sorry..."
"Why are you crying?.." Blaine asked softly, wiping Kurt's tears.
Kurt shook his head. "You're just so perfect..."
Blaine hugged Kurt close. "I love you so much..And I was kind of waiting for the right time to give you this..But I think right now would be a good time.." Blaine said, turning on the bedside lamp and digging through the nightstand.
Kurt's breath caught. What was it? Whatever it was, Kurt didn't deserve it. Why did he let this happen?
Blaine pulled out a small velvet box and turned to Kurt. "Now..I had this big speech planned, but I'm too scared to remember any of it right now..And don't worry I'm not proposing, but it's a promise..A promise for us.." Blaine said, opening the box to reveal a simple, white gold band.
Kurt's tears came more freely. He was dizzy. All these thoughts and questions ran through his mind. He whispered Blaine's name, clutching to him before everything went black.
He woke up later that night, with Blaine hovering over him. "Baby?" Blaine said, "Baby are you okay?"
Kurt sat up slowly. "What happened...?"
"I showed you the ring and you fainted.." Blaine said quietly.
Kurt's eyes went wide. "R-ring?"
"It was just a promise ring, and don't worry about accepting it or not now..I can see now it was way too soon to even try." Blaine said sincerely.
"I'm sorry...I love you. Blaine, I really do love you..." Kurt said, tears in his eyes again. "I just...I'm not ready. I'm sorry..."
"Don't be sorry Kurt..I understand, I really do..I love you too baby..This is perfectly okay. I mean it.." Blaine said seriously.
Kurt wiped his tears, nodding.
Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand, kissing his knuckles. "I love you..Okay?"
Kurt gave a small nod. "Can you just ..hold me?"
Blaine nodded, turning off the light and laying down, pulling Kurt into his arms.
"I love you Blaine..." Kurt whispered.
"I love you too Kurt.." Blaine said softly as they both slowly fell asleep.
A/N: Ohmygod... Poor Blaine :...( Up next...First date. Reviews please