Chapter 3:
a/n: So… I got some reviews asking me to update, so I'm back. Shoutout to She Who Turns To Dust for guessing the song correctly. The song was Car Radio. So… Keep a lookout for the one at the end.
Emmabeth.
P.S. Can somebody please tell me how to do the line break thing in Microsoft Word? I haven't been able to figure it out. Thanks y'all.
Chapter Three: Tris POV
I stay in Four's apartment for the entire day. He calls in to work sick, so he can stay with me. I know he doesn't understand how I hide my panic attacks so well.
I hide it by simply shutting the fuck up. It's hard, but I do it. I keep myself from talking much, and I keep my head down. When I feel one coming on, I'm usually able to get away from the trigger.
After the sims, I just got away from the sim room. And after Edward was carted away, I went to a secluded corridor where I could get my shit together.
But Today… I don't know what the hell happened. I just broke. I reached my breaking point.
"Do you want to sleep in here tonight?" Four asks.
I stare down at my hands. I do… but I don't want to kick him out of his apartment. He touches my shoulder.
"Tris, your Abnegation is showing. I'm worried about you. I'd really like to be able to keep an eye on you tonight." He says gently.
I cave, and he looks relieved. Four helps me lay back against the pillows. He kisses my forehead.
Wait. Did Four just kisss my forehead? After I acted like a complete dumbass? Yes? Wow.
Four must either pity me, or maybe, just maybe, he understands. Either way, he kissed my forehead.
The last words I hear before I fall asleep are him saying, "good night beautiful." And perhaps I would have told him I'm most definitely not beautiful, but I'm already outl.
a/n: Okay. So how was chapter three? Review how many chapters you want this to be. Also review if you know this song.
"Scared of my own image,
Scared of my own immaturity.
Scared of my own ceiling,
Scared I'll die of uncertainty.
Fear might be the death of me,
Fear leads to anxiety.
Don't know what's inside of me.
Don't forget about me.
Don't forget about me.
Even when I doubt you,
I'm no good without you."
See if you know the answer. And please tell me how to do the linebreaks. And also tell me how many chapters you want this to be.
See ya.
Emmabeth.