Hey guys! I'm Back! so, i kinda realized these are more of oneshots than drabbles... awkward... But so i wrote this last night at like 3 in the mornin because it was so freaking HOT! so i couldnt sleep because of that. this story is kinda sad. its certainly diferent(ish) than the other "drabbles" ive written. But please read and review! hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: Do you think that if i owned Maximum Ride I'd be on FANfiction? that;s what i thought. Dont own, dont sue. I dont own this song either
Acceptance
It had been three weeks. Three weeks since he left. I haven't gotten out of my bed once. The flock had brought me feed and water and anything else I needed but I haven't gotten up at all. I still have the bridesmaids dress on. I missed him. I wondered where he was, what he was doing. Had he forgotten about me? Or maybe he found another girl, someone normal and wingless. I wish I could see him again, but no, he left without a trace.
You know, three weeks doing nothing gives you quite a lot of spare time. Nudge had gotten me a radio/cd player and some cds she had found. Three weeks of songs. That's what I am doing now. Listening. It was a song I'd heard before on the radio. I can't remember what it's called, or who it's by, but I like it.
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
At least, that's what Angel wants.
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
Probably the latter, though.
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
If I ever saw you again, I would never let you go.
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
I guess that's you.
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
How true.
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
I know that you will find someone else, someone better than me.
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
I guess not.
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
I don't care what everyone says about Dylan being my other half. I only wanted you, because I thought you were perfect.
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
As much as it kills me, I know you won't ever come back. I have to be strong for the flock and suck it up. I'll just have to accept you're gone.
See what i told you? sad. sorta. Ya, this one turned out really long because of all the lyrics. i really like this song, though. So dont forget to review! THANKS! :D