Impossible Chapter 3
Bella's POV
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It had been a day since Carlisle had made his diagnosis. Everything was extremely awkward around the house. I had to be feed every 6 or so hours, I had to go to the bathroom, and I even took a shower. Everyone tried to comfort me and Carlisle ran more and more tests. But nothing seemed to help.
"It will be ok," Alice would whisper to me when I would break out in tears because of a test that came back negative.
"I love you, and we will make it through," Edward mumbles in my ear when I would throw up and start to cry.
"Don't worry, Bella," Esme would tell me calmly when I took a sip of water and enjoyed it.

It was the evening and Edward was sitting beside me on the couch, watching TV. My head ached and I felt like the world could collapse.
"Will you change me back?" I suddenly blurted out. Edward slowly spun his head towards me and frowned.
"What?" he asked softly.
"If I become a human again, will you change me back into a vampire?" I asked quietly. Edward sighed and wrapped his arm around me.
"If your body is rejecting the change, it will probably reject the change a second time. Like, if you're allergic to peanut butter and you break out in hives, the second time you eat it, you'll probably break out again," Edward finished.
"Is that a no?" I squeaked. Edward laughed.

"Sorry, that is a no. I guess you'll have to settle for a plain old boring human life, huh?" he muttered jokingly. I tried to force a smile to show I was ok with the joke, but instead my eyes stung with tears and I started sniffling.
"Oh no. Bella, I'm so sorry, I didn't know," Edward rambled. I felt a few tears run down the edges of my face before I curled up to him.
"Don't you ever leave me if I become human," I growled deeply, looking up into his gorgeous eyes. He blinked and then smiled.
"I would never leave you, Bella," he whispered and kissed my head.

"Can I see Jacob?" I whispered a few minutes later. I felt his body stiffen against me and he sighed.
"Now's not a good time. You could get something from him and he would get something," Edward said, making up excuses.
"Please, I want to see him," I begged. Edward turned his head to glance out the window and then sighed.
"Why don't you wait until Carlisle is sure?" he asked.
"He is sure!" I screamed and tears ran down the side of my face. Ugh, I was such a baby!
"Bella, don't cry," he whispered and kissed my forehead. I sniffled and curled against his chest. My body shivered as he put a hand on my head.

"You're cold," I mumbled against his chest. I felt him peel his hand off my head but I immediately grabbed it and pushed it back against me.
"No," I demanded. There was silence and then I heard footsteps. I looked up and saw Carlisle walking over to me and handed me a cup.
"I forgot a very important test. It's highly unlikely that this is true, but please, pee," Carlisle finished. I giggled and got up, Carlisle holding his arm out to catch me if I fell. Sure enough, I did. He helped me up and walked to the bathroom with me.
"I can t-take it f-from here," I murmured, a little shaken. I walked in, did my business, and left the bathroom, handing Carlisle the cup.
"Thank you," he whispered and was gone.

Edward was sitting on the couch where he was before I left, flipping through one of Alice's beauty magazines.
"Having fun?" I asked softly before settling down beside him.
"Do you find any interest in this?" he gasped and held the magazine up on a page with ridiculously long jean skirts and a girl with neon green eye shadow.
"Not at all," I muttered and reached on the ground, sipping my water. Edward looked at me and then looked away, obviously disgusted.
"Are you mad?" I asked after I put the glass on the ground. Edward pushed a blanket over my shivering body and let me spread out my legs.

"Of course I'm mad. My wife is being turned back into a human and I can't spend eternity with her," he muttered. That was when it hit me that if I was a human, I would die. That would mean not having him. I choked on the words I was trying to push out before I started crying louder than usual.
"Bella, what's wrong?" I heard Esme ask. She was in the corner of the room and Edward was sitting beside me, pushing my hair back, and kissing my face.
"I-I-I'm g-going to d-d-die-die!" I screamed. Edward sucked in a sharp breath and touched my face, kissing it.
"Bella," he whispered. I knew he couldn't deny it. I was going to die, eventually.

"I can't die! I can't!" I whimpered, rubbing tears off from below my eyes. I felt Edward wrap his arms around me and pick me up. I looked around and tried to push myself out of his grip.
"Put me down!" I demanded. Edward was walking up a flight of stairs.
"I'm putting you in our bed!" he exclaimed. Before I could object, my body was flung in a huge, comfortable bed. I looked up at Edward with a sad expression.
"Don't leave me," I whispered. He was at my side, lying down in seconds.
"You need sleep," he replied, stroking my hair out of my sweating face. I wrapped a hand around his neck and leaned in to kiss him. The same spark came to me and stung my lips, leaving me with a taste of perfection as he pulled away.
"Sleep," he demanded.

Minutes later, I felt my eyes getting heavy. The weight of Edward got off the bed and I sat straight up.
"No!" I cried out. He smiled and settled back down. Within seconds, Carlisle's footsteps entered the room. He looked nervous.
"Carlisle, she's trying to sleep," Edward muttered and I smiled with my eyes closed and curled against his chest.
"Mmm," I sighed when I felt his arm wrap around my neck.
"Well, I need to tell you something…" he whispered. I opened an eye and saw him pull out a paper.

"The test was positive,"