Speaking out
By Charly AKA Smut Princess
A/N Part three, hope you all like it. I will update again tomorrow and the next day.
I dont own Twilight, If I did Edward would be mine !
Chapter 3: Down Goes Another One
Bella POV
I woke up before my Alarm, I couldnt sleep any longer the dreams were getting more vivid and always Edward still, I learned that screaming doesnt help, I got up threw on a summer dress and Dolly shoes to match, I grabbed my cardigan and purse, I threw my Cell in it after turning the Alarm off. I proceeded down the stairs, I hummed 'Down goes another one by McFly' , I entered the kitchen, Edward was sat there with Esme.
"Is Alice as Jaspers" I asked looking at my watch its was half eight that might be pushing it.
"Yes she is dear, Edward told me you had a dress fitting today" Esme said
"Yes I do, meeting Evelyn and Rose in Port Angeles for the final fitting, Im cringing at the thought, Im not big on fancy dresses, I pefer summer dresses, even at that its pushing it" I said. "Morning Edward" I said.
Edward didnt look up, I looked round and seen he fell asleep on the counter.
"Do you know he is crashed out" I said to Esme.
"Oh Dear" Esme said
Take thats a no then
"Help me to the couch with him Esme his neck will do no good" I said I took one side, Esme took the other. we got him to the couch and wrapped him up. I looked at my watch. "I have to go Esme, erm when Edwards up get him to come to Port Angeles at lunch, I know Evelyn is meeting up with Uncle Phil and Candy, Rose will be flitting with Emmett, So ill be needing company." I said
"Sure dear" Esme said
I drove to Dad and Evelyns and went in, I decided to test the waters and ride with someone else today and Evelyn offered to car pool.
"Hey Bells"
"Hey Dad hasnt Uncle Phil dragged you to the batting cages yet" I said
"Not hes with Candy showing her the sights plus I took an extra shift so Im working" Charlie said. "Sorry about living arrangements hon, I forgot your Uncle Phil was coming down" He said
"Dont worry about it, The Cullens are very hospitalbe, I was thinking if the Cullens allow it to live with them during summer you know to catch up with the gang." I said
"Sure hon, I think after the wedding Evelyn and I might fly to Phoenix to spend time with your Uncle Phil." Charlie said
"Sure, Do you know if Evelyns ready yet" I asked
"Oh she told me to let you know that she will get you at the dress shop" Charlie said
"Okay Ill go now, I thought she was carpooling" I said
"She thought it might cause an attack" Charlie said
"Okay" I said and gave Charlie a hug and ran out the door and went in my car and drove to Port Angeles.
I went to the dress shop, Evelyn and Rose was inside, I walked in.
"Hey Bella, Your dad called, Im so sorry I forgot about your wee experiment, forgive me" Evelyn said
"Ofcourse, aslong as you take my car to Dads" I said
"Rose will take it" Evelyn said
"How aobut you keep my car untill you leave" I said
"Its okay, Em got his Jeep were driving it back to Chicargo a week before we have to go back home" Rose said
"Okay" I said.
My cell buzzed and I opened it up.
Hey Bella, Thanks for moving me, I dont think I can meet you at lunch but we can hang at the house, I need to talk to you x Edward.
I smilled and replied.
Thats okay, I didnt want you to get a sore neck lying at the breaakfast bar like that. I'll come as soon as I get my dress fitted x Bella
I pressed send and looked up and seen evelyn in here Ivory dress. it was beaautiful. It went to her calf. she has a half Jacket to match (A/N If you have ever seen Evette and Karls Wedding thats the dress I have in mind), Rose came out of the curtain with her brides maid dress on, Evelyn wanted a retro style, Rose Dress is bright red and Pink with the big skirt and strapless corset, I got up and put mine on, mines is bright blue and green with the same style as Rose. I was the last on the podium. to get mesured.
"Miss Bella yours is perfect fit, would you like to try the shoes on" The assistant asked.
"Should I be afraid ?" I said
The Assistant went in the back room and then came back with a box, she opened it and lay in there was Blue and green dolly shoes.
"But Evelyn I can wear heels, whos ushering ?" I asked, I know the weddings big but Evelyn and Charlie just wants a small dinner, with us the Hales and Cullens, but they told the guest where were eating and need to book their table.
"I havent asked for ushers yet im waiting till the day of Bella hunni, Im not sure I could ask so Im waiting for the Guests to arrive to the church and choose two, I know Charlie asked Emmett to be best man as Mark couldnt take the time off aswell cos hes the deputy" Evelyn said
"Okay, but Get heels just incase you pick a tall usher and Ill take the flats aswell for later incase my feet ache and means my outfit is complete" I said Putting the flats on and seen the complete outfit it was amazing, its like Evelyn was going for a retro sixties or seventies style.
I nodded my head and changed out my outfit.
"Do you mind me going guys, I want to see Edward, I know I was there last night but he text me and something was off, and you both know he talks to me more" I said
"Go, Your dress fits we weren't going to force you to watch us getting adjustments" Evelyn said
"Give Edward my love" Rosalie said. She had been awfully quiet today
I nodded and went into my car and broke a few speed limits going back to the Cullens. when I parked, Edward was on the porch, I noticed Edward has taken a break down again. I Quickly climbed out of my car and ran up to him, I gave him the biggest hug I could
"Come on, lets go to your sanctuary" I said making him very comfortable, I took him through the door and to the sanctuary. I lead him in and closed the door behind us and lead him tot he couch and sat next to him. "Have you texted Dr Sturgeon ?" I asked.
Yes, hes kind of disapointed to keep journals from him and Dr Jackson but I have reason for that, I started when I was eleven for a bit of leverage, I never stopped, I just did, you know you have these feeling and you cant talk about them, well I wrote them down to kind of get them off my shoulders.
"Edward I can call Dr Jackson and tell him that you did it for a reason but can I see these journals cos you showed me the last two" I said
Edward nodded and went to get up.
"Later" I said pulling him back down. "Now I remember that you dont eat much with your break downs, come and get some lunch I can make some cold cut sandwiches" I said taking his hand to the kitchen, our current is still going.
I went in the kitchen and Esme is standing making sandwiches.
"Heard you coming in, thought you would be in making lunch" she said putting them on two plates.
I sat down at the breakfast bar, Edward just hovered at the stool, I pull him on it.
"You need to Eat Edward please" I said taking a sandwich off the plate.
Edward took one and played with it, I sighed and sat my sandwich back down, two can play that game.
Edward looked at me and I just played with the glass Esme had given me and gave me the knowing look that I was playing Edwards game. Esme sat two jugs on the table, I took the Iced tea and poured some in the glass and took some small sips, I kept watching Edward out the corner of my eye.
"Oh Bella dear I know its a streach and your home for summer but Calisle and I always take Alice and Edward to Italy for the Summer but Alice wants to stay here with Jasper and I asked Mr Hale if it was okay, So we have a spare ticket would you like to join us, well be going to Volterra its a beautiful place" Esme said
I was lost for words Esme was asking if I could go on there summer vacation with them, I was shocked. I stared at Esme opened mouthed.
"You okay dear" Esme asked
I nodded. I swallowed a few times.
"Sorry, are you sure ? I mean I know im friends with Alice and Edward and all but does Alice know you were asking me and what about Edward I mean what if he wants to keep it a family thing" I rambled once again.
I got tapped on the shoulder.
It was Both Alice and my idea, you have been the best friend to us both.
I nodded my head " Okay, Ill come but I need to let Emmett and Rose know, ofcourse dad and Evelyn" I said
"Good dear, Alice would like to take you some shopping for the trip, I asked her since you brought some winter gear for here" Esme said
"Thanks Esme, But I think I can find something, I dont have that much money, what I saved from my small waitressing job on campus can do the trip" I said
"Miss Swan, You think were asking you to pitch in for this trip is absurd, Edward has his card and Carlisle and I are forking for your spending money for the month" Esme said
Month, we'll be in Italy for a month. Oh My God !,
"I cant let you do that, I need to pay something" I said
"Nothing Bella, you coming is all the payment I need, Edward needs company, Please Bella let us have this" Esme said
"Okay" I said
I looked at Edwards plate and noticed he had eaten everything, I picked my food up and devoured it, I think Esme and I was on the same page, Ignore Edward so he can eat.
When I finished I texted Alice
Miss Cullen ! ! Tomorrow, You, me and a Mall x Bella
I took Edwards hand and took him out to my car.
He pulled back, I turned around
"Whats wrong ?" I asked
Im still not over my break down
"Your not driving I am, I need you to comfirm the plans to Dad and Evelyn" I said chewing on my lip.
Stop chewing your lip, Ill go
"Sorry" I said unlocking my car.
I went in the car and Edward followed, He doesnt look right but if he doesnt keep daily life going hes going to be stuck in the house every time he takes a break down. I know I can do it mind you my facade isnt up to scratch but I still live my life.
I drove to Dads and notice him packing his truck for fishing, I pulled behind it, Edward and I climbed out of the car.
"Hey Bells, Hello Edward" Charlie said
After the Christmas incident, Charlie Apoligised to Edward.
"Hey dad, I came to left you know . . . hang on" I said and turned to Edward.
When are we leaving ?
I asked Edward I didnt know all of the details.
Were leaving the day after the wedding
"Okay, Dad, The Cullens asked if I could join them on holiday, Since Alice is staying here, Its to Volterra, an amazing place in Italy, and well I know summer is for family but its to let you know I accepted." I said
"Of Course Bells, Evelyn and I are Flying out to your Uncle Phils after the wedding so you wont see much of us anyway, have fun, how long will you be away for ?" charlie asked
"Four weeks" I said
"Well both of you have fun, I'll let Rose and Emmett know" Charlie said
Edward nodded to Charlie and shook his hand. I hugged Charlie and jumped back into my car and drove back to the Cullens.
Edward got out of the car with me and pulled me into a hug.
Thank you Bella, If you didnt drag me out of the house, I would be sitting thinking about my break down. Even though I spoke to Dr Sturgeon.
''No problem Edward" I said.
We went in the house, I went to my room and threw on some comfies and sat on the bed read a Book with my ipod on, Edward went in his room. I has reading at the part where Detective Alex solved the murder, when my door was barged open,
"BELLA !"
I was attacked by Alice the super Pixie
"Okay Alice calm down" I said
"Well when I got your text and thought start today, So I went to port Angeles and picked up your whole wardrop for the holiday so Tomorrow you can spend time with Edward more, He had another break down last night, and your the only one he really talks to" Alice said
"You sure" I said
"Of course, Oh and Dinner is ready in ten, I packed your case for you and have your outfit out for the holiday and tomorrow" Alice said
"Okay" I said may aswell take it.
Alice left the room and I freshened up and went to the dinner table, Alice was sitting next to Jasper, I took a seat .
A/N Thank you and PLEASE review !