Bella's POV:
I froze for what it seems like a long time. I couldn't think about anything after his admission. I remember years ago, I thought. I walked over to my band and whispered to Adam. He nodded once before relaying the message to the others. We've only practiced this once, though.
I remember years ago And you were strong and I was not And now when all is done
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
I channeled my thoughts to the day Edward said he left me. I knew I cried a great deal, and he is moving away to somewhere else I didn't know. I could feel my life being replayed again in front of my eyes. Tears oozed more from my eyes.
Tell them all I know now Tell them I was happy
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
It always goes on and on. This pain, the sadness. Only he could break my heart and fixed it again. But still, why? I don't understand my life at all. At first, I'm only the Chief's daughter, meeting the most gorgeous guy on the Earth at an unknown town in Washington Peninsula.
Falling out of love is hard Thinking all you need is there And know when all is gone
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Then, out of all sudden, we're madly in love and in November I'm almost killed by a vampire because of my fault. The next spring, I was almost killed by Jasper and all hells break loose.
Tell them all I know now Tell them I was happy
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I would cry until I couldn't cry anymore. I would find a way to close the wounds in my heart. Without him, I can't breathe anymore. My heart has received enough.
I remember years ago Tell them all I know now Tell them I was happy
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I walked, I ran, I jumped, and I flew right off the ground to float to him. There is no gravity to hold me down for anything. But somehow I'm still alive inside, even when you took my heart, I survived. I don't know how but I don't even care.
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did...
I rushed backstage after I finished. I changed my clothes into a midnight blue floor-length dress, and let the stylists do their work. I checked myself on the mirror after they finished. Exactly what I want, I thought and I thanked them before I went to the stage again. I could see that my grand piano has been pushed up and the crew is pushing it to the T-section. I took a deep breath, Time for the big reveal. I stepped out from the backstage and went to sit by the piano. Maybe the Cullens didn't know I have many talents unraveled, but they would have to see it now. The crowd screamed when I started to play the intro to the beginning of my hit song.
Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn't look back?
And the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I stared into Edward's eye as I sing this song. This song is inspired from the time when he left me. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, trying to calm myself.
Open up next to you, and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head; break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?
When I opened my eyes, I saw that he has moved nearer to the stage and he never breaks his gaze from me. I almost trembled then, but I remembered that I haven't finished the song yet.
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again, I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again, I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
I let the last notes hung in the air before I looked at Edward's direction. I stared into his eyes and see him, raw and filled with pain. I could feel my tears welling up in my eyes and I quickly looked back to the piano. I almost cried right there on the piano, and let the worldwide knew my weaknesses. I wanted to be strong now, but with him around I could only be stronger. My life is filled with myths and supernatural things, I could be giddy from all of the information I received. I started to play the next song, but then I remembered that this song needs a male lead. I let it be and started to play.
[Bella]:
Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone
'Cause I can't fight it anymore
[Both]:
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
My eyes widen, Who is singing the male lead? I thought about the possibilities about who sing the male lead.
Its quarter after one, I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control
And I need you now
And I don't how I can do without
I just need you now
[Edward]:
Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in
The way you did before
I gasped, Edward is! I looked over to his direction and saw him. He, indeed, was singing along with me, taking the male lead. I cried for the thousandth time today.
[Both]:
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
Its quarter after one, I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control
And I need you now
And I don't how I can do without
I just need you now
[Edward]:
Woah, woah
[Both]:
I guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all
I always knew that my life has its own way, but I never thought that my life would be turning upside down the moment I met him.
[Bella]:
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone
And I need you now
[Edward]:
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
[Both]:
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
[Bella]:
Oh baby, I need you now
I wiped my tears as I finished the song and I blowed a kiss at Edward, saying that I forgive him already. He smiled his crooked smile at me and catched my kiss. I giggled at him and rushed backstage. I smiled so widely until the stylists smiled too. Apparently, my smile infected all of the crew. They knew why I was sad, and how I could be happy again. Adam hugged me and twirled me around. He reminded me so much about Emmett, so I can't resist him being in the band with me. Mark is exactly like Jasper. He could comfort me; make me pissed off as shit at him, the usual. Then there is Vilna. She's the exact copy of Alice, except for her height. She is way taller than Alice, with the same energy and the same shopping possessiveness. I smiled more, thinking that I haven't feel being like left so much.
Song list (as order of appearance):
Impossible by Shontelle
Breathe Again by Sara Bareilles
Need You Now by Lady Antebellum