rick and I sat on the sofa taking a sip of the beer that Camerons mom always had in the apartment. We each had our own bottles and the tv was playing a horror movie where the girl runs up the stairs as the killer is chasing her. I rolled my eyes as I finished another bottle. It was my third. "I'll take one shot for my pain, one drag for my sorrow. Get messed up today, I'll be ok tomorrow," I whispered quoting a song that was playing on my ipod last night.
rick looked over at me lazily. "She's stupid," he mumbled looking back at the screen. "What's he see in her anyway?"

I shrugged and opened another bottle. "She doesn't have a dick," I said bitterly.

"Well fucking screw her," rick slurred; he finished his fourth bottle and reached for another frowning when he found none. "Where'd all the beer go?"

"We only had an eight pack rick," I said, stumbling over my words slightly.

"I have a six pack," rick countered smirking, pulling his shirt up and petting his abs lovingly. "felix should love these."

I giggled lazily. "You're so drunk."

"You're one to talk," he laughed, a small hiccup escaping him.

"This chick is an idiot," I glared at the screen. "Why would you run up the stairs? Can you fly!" I screamed at the television, earning a laugh from rick.

"She's scared," he tried to defend her but it was lost when he began laughing randomly at how she screamed.

"rick," I began, taking a quick chug of my drink. "You're gay, I'm gay, let's just…do it."

rick stared at me before laughing. I grinned at him and laughed too. "Dude it'd be like sucking off my brother!" He laughed harder; his breathes coming in short quick huffs.

"Could you guys keep it down," cameron scolded as he poked his head into our room. "I know my mom's not here, but lourdis and I are trying to sleep."

I felt my chest tightening again. rick looked at me, oddly sober for a moment before looking back at Cameron.

"Why don't you just take your whore to a motel? I hear they charge by the hour," rick glared.

My eyes widened in shock as I stared at rick.

cameron watched him for a moment and smirked. "You're drunk. Talk to me when you're sober, toddrick."

rick growled. "Don't fucking call me that!"

cameron smiled amused and dodged the bottle rick slung at him. "Enjoy your night guys." He vanished behind the door and rick glared at it before turning back to me.

"You think felix and Jennifer…," he trailed off, his eyes sad.

"I don't know," I whispered. "felix will come around rick, just don't give up on him."

He smiled lazily and got up, moving to me and lying on top of me and nuzzling into my neck. I smiled and rubbed his back petting through his afro also. I could feel his breathing deepening and slowly closed my eyes, deciding sleep wouldn't be such a bad idea.

xoxoxox

"Morning sunshine," rick called as he held a cup of coffee in front of me.

I groaned and looked at him. "How the hell do you look so good after drinking so much last night?" I snatched the coffee from him. I took the scent in greedily before taking a sip.

"Lucky I guess," he smiled shrugging and preceding to towel dry his hair. "jimmy called you earlier."

I chocked on the coffee I was drinking and looked up at him. "Excuse me?"

"I gave him your number that day we met him when I ran into him at the gym. You were still asleep so I answered. He wants to go to the park with you."

I stared at him in shock. "I…I can't!"

"Why not?"

"Because!" I threw my hand in the air and looked at him. "I lose my control around him! What if I say something personal! He just…I want to tell him everything but I can't! This is insane I just met him!"

rick chuckled. "I'll go with you then."

"Really?"

He nodded and smiled. "Yeah, I'll go and if you're going to say too much I'll interrupt."

I grinned and hugged him. "You're the best rick." With that I grinned wider and chugged my coffee, ignoring the burn in my throat and rushing to dress. I couldn't wait to see jimmy again.

so sorry i know its short but i'v split this chapter up, updating on wed!:)