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| I hate writing the copywrite i hate writing the copy write i hate writing the copy write i hate righting the copywrite I HATE WRITING THE COPYWRITE! Its sooo annoying! N.E. wayz I don't want a lawsuit so people this may come as a shock 2 u but I don't own gundam wing, kagato, washu, or risika! The Bloody Secret Cusho lie there with his wrists sliced open. An eternity of blood surrounded him in a circle of death. In some morbid subconcious of mine this was beautiful. He looked so peacefull and the crimson framed his body like a death cloud. A wave of nausea passes over me and I run to through the remains of my non-existing lunch in a tree. I walk back over too him in mere shock. Finally the pure pain of what has just happend hits me like a freight train. My kneese give way as I collapse and clutch Cusho to my breast. His once beautiful eyes of gold were now hidden from the world forever. It hurt worse knowing he died hating me. It hurt worse knowing I never had a chance. It hurt worse knowing he didn't love me. I look at his beautiful face. My precious warrior. My love, my soul, my heart. You tamed the heartless monster that I share my body with. Now it is set free once more, but even it mourns your death. So we shall mourn together the monster and I. No. You shouldn't be found like this. You shouldn't have one of those normal funerals that humans find so damned important. I take you in my arms and leap from branch to branch. I should take him to the forest, that is were he saved me. NO! You died hating me. You shouldn't be barried in a place I'm sure you find so vile now. I take your souless body to lake Mayumi. The place where you first met your beloved Relena. She made you happy when I could not. She was pure. I was a monster. She was innocent. I was drowned in the blood of others. She was a princess. I was a barbarien. She was your love. I was not.............A sob racks my body as I know I am forced to let you go. The water chills my body as I dive into it. When I am half way to the bottom I look at your face. Your beautiful face that once held so many smiles. Tears drown me more than the water surrounding me does. I let you go and watch you as you fall into the abiss to once again join your beloved. And she is not me. I propell myself out of the water and leap to the highest tree branch to survey Lake Mayumi. "Don't worry Cusho. I will never violate your resting place with my bloody hands. I will never bother you again." With that I run away from that cursed place with the promise of no return. After hours of mindlessly wondering I find myself over looking the ocean. What was I going to do? I didn't want to go back. I didn't want to go back to the hidious monster Cusho so hated. I feel a presence behind me and whirl around. It is a fawn. One that has just found its spots. The young deer wanders up to me unafraid. Its ears twitch as it sniffs and licks my hand. Does it taste the blood that I know is there. I create an energy sword in my good hand. I want to kill something beautiful. I raise my arms, both hands clutching the sword as I look the newly born deer in the eyes. With a great force my weapon down and plunge it into the heart! But it wasn't the deer's. I stagger back still clutching the sword in my chest. The pain is almost unbearable. The fawn follows my staggers with worry in its eyes. I turn away from it and look out into the ocean. A smile passes my face as I step of the ledge of the cliff. Falling. Thats all I feel. And yet I'm happy. The last thing I see is the fawn looking down at me with pain in its eyes. I see it follow my movements and walk off the ledge. At least my last moments on this earth wont be alone. I'm so sorry Riuko. End Flash back When I awake Riuko is gone. "Riuko?" I clutch the covers to my naked body and look around. He's no where to be seen. I get up and get back into my work gear. At Relena's/Risika's Mansion "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" The words of the great Zechs Marquis could be heard all the way in Hawaii. "Just what we told you. A man named Kagato called her an android and left with her." The monotone voice belonging to Heero. "Psst Duo, get the sedative."Noin whispered. Duo nodded and went off to get some sedative and prozac. "So you're telling me my sister is the killer of trillions of people on colonies and earth!" Each of the gundam pilots nodded. She was a killer. That was all he could think of. She would destroy the newly built Sanqu Kingdom if he let her. "Kill her." He whispered. "WHAT!"you can bet that screech was from Duo. "If she lives She'll destroy the Sanqu Kingdom and the Peace we've worked so hard for." HE turned away as he said this. "If you're willing to kill your own sister then your no better than her!" Duo was ready to kill ths guy. "Mission accepted." Duo turned toward Heero."WHAAATT!!" Heero responded by walking out. The rest of the gundam pilots soon followed. Outside the window of the office which they were in. So thats the way he wants it. My own brother has betrayed me. My own brother thinks I'm a monster. I clench my eyes shut and my fists shake at my side as I balance myself on the sill. "You have no brother so I don't know why you're worried." I open my eyes and find Riuko floating laying down with his legs crossed and his hands behind his head. "Leave me Riuko!" "Why?" I have no answer. I jump and begin floating over to the top of the building. Washu designed the gems as the gundams. Using the power source which enables them to shoot lasers and the device with enables them to levetate. Riuko stands infront of me and stares down at me from my sitting position. "I don't understand why you're all worked up." "you wouldn't" "That never used to be the case." "Riu don't-" "Why?" "Things can't go back to the way they were." "Why?" "I've changed." "Why?" "I couldn't help it." "It was Cusho wasn't it." "He was the start. He changed the way I see things." "He made you blind. But now that you see with your eyes open you know that you were right all along." I saw nothing. "Everyone has betrayed you Sika-chan. Your new sight has only hurt you. Now its time to go back to the way things were." Is he right? was I blind all along? I nod and levetate to my feet. I don't like flying at all, it wastes far to much energy. We make our way home and begin to train for the fight. Hours later I find myself asleep in a dreamless state. Dream sequence There's blackness all around as I float. Its as if I've fallen into a black hole. "You have suffered much my child. Why continue your suffering." The voice is part male part female. as if speaking together. I hear it all around me yet I am not afraid. "I am paying my price." "How could any price be so high?" "I don't know." "You've seen and done so much." I say nothing. Suddenly an image appears infront of me. Its of Cusho taking care of me while I'm unconcious. "You've loved." The voice says. Another Image of me comforting Riuko appears. "You've been loved." Me glaring at Kagato. "You've hated." Me crying after Cusho died. "You've wept." Me with a look of anguishon my face as Cusho stuck me to the ground. "You've suffered." Me falling off the cliff."You've died." "Is there a reason for this?'Cause I don't see one." "There is a reason for everything." "Then why was I created only to die inside?" "Why is any other living thing created?" "I'm not living. I have no beating heart. A machine can't live." "Yet you have feelings. You feel hurt, joy, happiness, how can you call that not living?" "And this is?!" Nothing else is said as I wake up. end dream sequence A blast rattles me awake. "Huh?! Whats going on?! Riuko!!" I get dressed and and fly out to the top of the building! The gundams are blasting Riuko and the base! Riuko dodges all of there attacks and retaliates with his own. "Riuko!!" I fly toward him to help! The fight wages on for hours on end. My suit is torn and bloody. I'm exhausted! I can carry on no more. I give up and plummet to the top of the base. When I hit I can see Wing Zero take aim at me and fire. I don't care anymore. I wait for the pain but it never came. Riuko teleports infront of me and blocks the attack with his back!! The look on his face is one I can never forget nor describe to anyone. When its finished he collapses into my arms. "Ri-sika my angel(pant)I wont let anyone take you a-away fr-fr-from ....me." With that he dies in my arms. I stare in mute horror as my other half dies in my bloody arms. I begin to shake yet not one tear falls. My eyes clench shut as I shake with rage. You've hurt me for the last time Heero. "I'LL MAKE YOU PAY!!!!" I scream with rage and sorrow in my voice. I take every fiber of power inside my body untill my gems explode in my wrists but I couldn't care less. I am now flying above wing zero and everyone is in to much shock to notice. A large energy ball containing my last ounce of life is held in my arms which are now raised above my head to strike. Tears begin to stream down my face but it doesn't affect my expression of pure hatred and rage. "You've hurt me for the last time you son of a bitch." I whisper before I bring my arms down destroying wing zero. and the man that destroyed my soul. I fall back down to the top of the base next to my partner. The gundam pilots, except Heero run to my side to help me. Yells of hang on and don't leave surround me. But I don't hear a word. I stare at Riuko's face. His eyes are closed and his shirt is ripped to nearly unrecognizable, blood surrounds him. So much blood. It seeps over and soaks my own body. Tears fall onto my body. They're crying for me. I reach over and for the last time I take Riuko's hand in my own. Where ever we go at least we'll be together. For all eternity. Just like it was meant to be. So now you know You've seeped into the mind of a monster You know the truth And you will tell no one For the secret will die with us You know something no one living does you know my bloody secret Keep it well Tell no one For it dies with you let it die with you Just as I had My beautiful bloody secret The end | ||
