This Chapter is a little shorter compared to the others, but this is were the story kinda kicks off. I will have the next chapter uploaded by tomorrow. I really hope you all enjoy it.
Chapter 3
(Izaya's POV)
I looked at Shizu~chan, he looked surprised to see me. "Did I startle you Shizu~chan"? I say mocking him.
"You know I never got to apologize for my absence" I'm a busy man you know. I said sarcastically.
"Oh really, I never even noticed. I was too busy enjoying my life without you in it" He spat back at me.
"Ah so mean Shizu~chan"…I say with a frown. "I know you were thinking about me when I was gone ha-ha". "It flatters me how much I affect you". I say "I heard you talking about me with Celty, Is it true?"
"Are you Obsessed with me Shizu~chan"? I say teasing the brute.
Shizuo looked pretty agitated, I could tell just by the look in his eyes.
"Don't flatter yourself, I just want to see you drop dead". Shizuo says.
"I doubt that is what you really want Shizu~chan, you see we have been fighting for years and you have yet to prove that" I look at him just waiting for him to lose it. "But I could be wrong, so how about you prove that to me once and for all" I say taking my switch blade out.
Shizuo gives me that same angry smirk, as if he was going to enjoy kicking my ass. It is so like him for the typical monster he is. Suddenly he tries to punch me I quickly move back, I have to admit I almost got hit. I try to move further away with my switch blade in hand…I watch him as he grabs a piece of one of the railings from the roof top.
"oh Shizu~chan, your already the strongest monster in Ikebukuro, why do you need a weapon"? I tell him just trying to really piss him off. I've seen Shizu~chan get angry, but I always wanted to test my limits.
" I wouldn't need it if you didn't stop running away, like the little bitch you are" he says enraged before throwing a piece of the metal railing at me I tried to dodge, but the end of it cut my shoulder and put a tear in my jacket. I usually try to keep my cool when fighting shizu~chan, but that really pissed me off.
"Shizuo you asshole!" I run toward him as fast as I could, I didn't even care anymore. I slashed my blade cutting the side of his face a bit he moved away so it wasn't a deep cut, but it was deep enough to draw blood. I guess it was a bit low for me to go for the face, despite the hatred I had for Shizu~chan he had good looks. And that cut on his face wasn't going away anytime soon.
"Damn it" Shizuo says while putting his hand on his cheek. "You fucking piece of shit, I swear this is fucking over" he yells back at me.
"That's what you get for ruining my jacket protozoan"! I yell kind a pissed off myself. But It was getting exciting, I suppose I will forgive him for now. I couldn't let my emotions get in the way of our fight. Shizu~chan's expressions were just too great. I smile to myself.
"What the fuck are you smiling about"! He says walking slowly towards me, in a zombie like way.
"hahaahahabaahahah"! I couldn't stop laughing, this was too good.
"…." Shizuo stares at me as if I lost my mind. Which I am sure I have.
" ah..ha..ha…ahh…I try to catch my breath while wiping the tears from my laughter off my face with my sleeve...*pants* "ah Shizu~chan, your face is priceless right now…aha..ah if only I had a camera….i say teasing him even more. "You know Shizu~chan, Im still alive" I reply with tears still in my eyes.
"Yeah I know, it's a fucking shame to" He says walking closer to me.
"You know Shizuo" I say to him backing up to the railing of the roof top, I didn't know I was that close to the edge of the railing. I grab on to it standing on the back.
"You have nowhere to run now flea" he says proudly.
"Is that what you really wanna do Shizu~chan? "Then do it, show me how much of a monster you really are….Shizuo Hewaiijima murders Izaya Orihara" I say deviously.
"What a story that will be, I mean it's not like anyone would miss me. I'm sure there would be quite a few people without an informant, but who cares about them. Everyone will still look at you as a cold blooded murderer….that is all you ever will be a cold blooded monster". I spat back provokingly.
Shizuo was 3 feet away from me, then he stopped. "I hope you fall at your death" he says noticing that I was standing pretty close to the edge.
"Oh really now Shizu~chan, now you're going to coach me through a suicide". I reply "so if I were to jump off this roof top that looks about 50 or 60 feet, you'd be happy"?
"Oh id be more than happy". He says as if he was so sure.
"You see Shizu~chan I don't believe that, I don't think me dying would make you happy at all. Yeah I might be a pain in your ass, but you will still be the same miserable monster you are". I say before pulling myself up and standing straight up on the railing. Shizuo looked at me kinda surprised, as if he wasn't sure what I was doing, to be honest I wasn't myself, but I had an idea.
"Izaya what are you doing"? He says kind of confused and annoyed at the same time.
"Oh I was going to make Shizu~chan happy and fall to my death". I say jokingly. I wasn't really going to jump, I was just trying to mock him.
"Flea stop fucking around and finish what you started!" Shizuo says getting anxious.
"Oh I will finish what I start don't worry Shizu~chan" I say balancing on one foot while the other was hovering over the tall building. Too be honest if I were to fall I would probably die, but I would actually love to see Shizuo's reaction if I did.
"….Flea I swear you better knock it off!" Shizuo say this time with a bit of worry in his voice, but try to cover it up with anger.
"Oh is shizu~chan worried about me"? I couldn't take it, that look he was giving me. It was different, I don't think ive scene it before. It was almost appalling…it..it..was fear. Something inside of me didn't like it and it caused me to lose focus, I wasn't sure what I was doing anymore. I could feel my foot slipping from the railing and i was falling back.
"IZAYA!" Was all I heard before I felt something pull me back up.
(Shizuo POV)
"IZAYA!" I yelled out! I wasn't sure what had come over me but all I remember was quickly grabbing Izaya by the arm and pulling him back up. I pulled him so harshly it sent me back with him falling on top of me. I didn't even understand what was going on I just saw red watery orbs starting at me 3 inches away from my face. He lay completely on top of me, and to be honest I don't think I have ever been so close to anyone in my life. Suddenly I came back to reality.
"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT!?" he say sitting up and pushing him off of me.
He finally sat up, not really saying a word. He wouldn't even look at me.
"Izaya what the hell was that about"? I say extremely pissed off.
"…."
"Was that one of your fucking games? Seriously? You know what you're fucking sick, I knew you were crazy, but I never knew you'd go to that extreme. Why? Just to see my reaction I bet? You're a sick fuck, you know that flea"? I…I can't I say absolutely hysterically.
"I….I…d…don't know…" He finally faintly spoke.
"YOU DON'T KNOW? You were just taunting me earlier about how you were going to jump! I say yell at him.
"I…I wasn't actually going to…It was an accident…just…fuck off Shizu~chan…I don't want to play anymore. He says quite serious.
"Im done…I can't deal with this anymore..im not letting you do this to me anymore…I said back.
"Why" I hear him say still sitting on the ground.
"Why what"? I asked confused
"Why would you save me"? He finally said.
Now this was a question I wasn't even sure I could answer. To be honest, I could care less if he jumped. I just couldn't live with the fact if I let him do it. I mean he was right, I would always be nothing but a monster even with him dead.
"Because I'm the only one that can kill you" he say obviously lying, I just didn't want him to know the truth.
"Liar…" He says, damn he can read me like a book, I think to myself.
"You know it won't change anything Shizu~chan"…he says still attempting to mock me after all the shit we been through tonight. "I always knew you didn't have what it takes to kill me" he spoke.
"Ahahahahahaha "…he started laughing again. "I will never forget the look on your face" he says teasingly.
I suddenly became filled with rage, I don't think I have ever been more angry in my entire life, I could not believe that asshole played me like that. I was furious, my whole body was boiling, and all I can recall and slamming Izaya to the ground with my hand around his neck….
" I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF YOU RUINING MY FUCKING LIFE! I am done with all the fucking games! Im done chasing your ass around Ikebukuro and I am done with all of your bull shit! And next time you decide to kill yourself just to piss me off you'd better succeed. Or maybe there won't be a next time"! I say as I began to grip his neck tighter and tighter…
".agh…" he tried gasping for air but was not able, pulling at my hand trying to push me off. I wasn't choking him at my full strength he would have been dead by now…I just wanted to see his face.
I looked at him right in the eyes…and there were tears, and not just from me choking him. It was tears of sadness…I could tell in his eyes. He was struggling, he didn't want to die. I finally realize what i was doing and let go.
"*pant*ha..ahh….*cough*" He gasped for air, coughing with tears in his eyes.
In this moment I realized I was never going to be the better person. I was always going to be filled with violence and rage. I was a monster.
"Shi…Shizu..cha" was the last thing he said before blacking out.
