Secrets

-One Republic

Tommy sat alone at the small table in the kitchen, pinching the bridge of his nose. The only light on in the small apartment was the one dangling over his head. As he ran his clammy fingers through his tangled blond locks tears started to roll down his check. He was dreading this but it had to be done. He bright this upon himself and he knew he would have to suffer for it. Now though he couldn't even remember why he had done it. Was it the alcohol? It had to have been, but that party was weeks ago. We won't tell Adam... Brooke had said. Why did he agree? Now he couldn't take it back. He had to tell him.

When Adam came home, he noticed right away that Tommy was upset, and the smile faded from his face.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

Tommy took deep breath and placed both hands on the cold wooden table in front of him. He hated him self so much for the pain he was about to cause Adam, and he swallowed.

"I have to tell you something." he muttered quietly, not meeting those beautiful blue irises. He didn't deserve the pleasure of gazing into them anymore.

Adam placed himself in the chair across from Tommy and gently cupped his hands on Tommy's.

"What is it?"he asked.

Tommy hesitated then sighed, he had to break him before he could get better.

"Brooke and I..." He paused a moment. He hated himself for what he had done. "..Do you remember that party that we went to a few weeks ago, and I didn't get home until early morning. . ."

Tommy felt Adams hands leave his, as he realized what Tommy was trying to say. "I'm sorry Adam." Tommy murmured burying his face in his hands. The room fell utterly too quiet, and Tommy looked at Adam. He had never seen such pain and betrayal in those crystal blue eyes before.

Adam didn't say anything, he could. How could he have done this to him? He didn't even want to think about it. Without muttering a single word or even the slightest whimper, he stood up and walked out of Tommy's life.

~Jackie

Hakuna Matata

-Lion King sound track

When Adam got home, all the lights in the apartment were out, indicating Tommy was either asleep or watching another movie. He had to smile to himself, Tommy always put on movies while he was away doing press stuff. It was probably one of his favorites, like The Exorcist or Halloween, both of which were not Adam's number one choices.

Adam shrugged out of his jacket and placed his keys on the counter top in the connecting the kitchen with the small entrance way. There was a blue-ish gray glow illumination from the livening room, and Adam made his way farther into his apartment.

Much to his surprise, when he entered the living room, he found a stack of Disney movies strewn out across the floor. Adam laughed, seeing the cartoon figures if a lion and wart hog on the plasma screen.

Tommy though, had fallen asleep and was stretched out in an uncomfortable position on the couch. Just the shear sight of him made his hear melt and his skin tingle. Adam smiled to himself, gently picked up Tommy's head and sat on the soft cushion, placing the blonds head in his lap. Adam sat content, stroking Tommy's silky golden locks like the pretty kitty that he was until he began to shuffle and his eyes fluttered open.

"Good morning Sleeping Beauty." Adam snickered, touching Tommy's cute button nose.

Tommy stretched, and yawned "I already watched that one." he said still half asleep.

Adam chuckled "Oh well, excuse me."

Tommy kept his head in Adams lap and he looked at the mess of DVD cases and junk food wrappers littering the floor. He really didn't remember eating that much popcorn and chips.

"Your a little pig you know that?" Adam teased ruffling his hair.

Tommy looked up at his lover and smiled sheepishly. "I'm sorry." His bottom lip curled.

Adam shrugged with a smile. "Hakuna Matata."

~Jackie

Robot Love

-Allison Iraheta

Tommy pulled out his blackberry for the millionth time. What was so important at 6 o'clock in the morning? Adam thought, laying next him. The irritating clicking of phone keys being hammered wasn't exactly the most pleasant way to be woken up in the morning, especially on a day off. Half the time he wondered what Tommy would do with out that stupid little robot. All it did was beep and buzz and aggravate him. Sure people needed a phone, but that didn't mean they had to be on it ever fucking hour of every fucking day.

Adam rolled over in the bed and glared at him, but Tommy was too engrossed with his little hand held device to notice. He had to admit the look of concentration on his face as he typed was quite adorable, but that was beside the point. Waking him up this early when he had three more hours of sleep meant war.

"Who ya talkin to?" Adam asked annoyed, still glowering at the blond.

"People." Tommy said never taking his eyes off of the screen. Adams teeth ground together.

"Don't you want to sleep in? It's our day off." Adam pushed. He even scooted closer to him, hoping at the very for a hot make out session since he was wide awake. Tommy shrugged, and continued typing.

After a few more long minuets of seemingly endless typing and being ignored, Adam couldn't take it any more. Something had to be done. Quickly Adam snatched the mobile device from Tommy's hands and tossed across the room.

"Well I WANT to sleep in!" Adam shouted and turned back over.

~Jackie

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