Sorry for the long wait guys, I got a little busy. Anyway, Jacob finally comes into the picture. So yes the wait was finally over.

Warning this Chapter has ADULT CONTENT, and SEXUAL VIOLENCE So if you don't like it or don't want to read that stuff don't read this chapter.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything of Twilight or Eclipse

'Changing for the better' Bella had thought that a mere week ago, she wanted to smack herself if she had the energy for what a stupid thought that had been. But she knew why she so wanted to believe it, she couldn't and wouldn't want to admit that Edward had changed for the worse. That his heart truly had died and his violence was his new form of love. But she felt that she had wised up to it now, staring at her broken form in the mirror.

Bella sighed as she thought over how bruised and bloody her body was. It was a normal weekday, or at least that's what Bella had thought this morning when she woke up with Edward's body pressed against hers, with her pajama shirt missing and her shorts wrapped around her ankles. Ever since Edward's declaration that he would be her first he became even touchier than before. Every night before he let her fall asleep his lips found her lips and hot pink skin, his hands found their way not only underneath her clothes but to her private areas. Bella had thought she wanted to get closer to Edward physically but while she wanted a physical relationship, she wasn't ready to go all the way, which Edward was desperately trying to do. But it was getting worse, Bella knew it would, things always did. Last night while his hot lips were pressed against her neck his hands began to shimmy their way underneath her shirt fondling her roughly but she knew she could handle it; his grip wasn't hard enough to cause large bruises just over sensitivity. Bella didn't want to say anything to limit his access even if she was uncomfortable; she was suffering at the moment but she knew at a drop of a hat he could make it more painful and ten times worse.

Suddenly Edwards hand left her making her sigh with relief, but hearing her sigh Edward mistook it for pleasure and smiled an evil cocky smile before his finger began to unbutton her shirt, getting bored with all the buttons down the front. He jerked his wrist effortlessly and the plaid shirt was ripped from her body only leaving the seams around her body. Bella shrieked when she realized that her shirt was in pieces in his hand. Bella took deep breathes trying to calm her speeding heart seeing all his force and a slight show of his power made her uneasy while she lay there. Bella could feel the prick of nervousness and fear while she lay on top of her bed topless. Even though Charlie was fast asleep she still felt overly exposed, like some voyeur was watching. His hand came to my stomach and grazed her warm skin, her muscles tightened against his freezing fingertips. His hand traveling slowly up her stomach to her breasts shocking her at how truly cold he was and how cold her body was now becoming. It felt like ice was slowly being dragged over her slowly and torturously, she couldn't handle it. She wanted a blanket she was too cold and goose bumps began to cover her body while all her muscles began to tighten uncomfortably. Staring up into his eyes she tried to look like she was calm and relaxed or at least having a good time but his eyes, they were dark with lust and power …and they were eyeing her pajama shorts.

"Edward…please…not tonight please…it's too fast" She gasped while her heart beat harder with fear. She knew this time he wouldn't be swayed, she tell by the look in his eyes that he wouldn't listen to anything she said. Feeling his hand on her shorts she finally snapped back into reality and began to edge away from him. She knew he could and would respond in violence but she knew that this moment this was a fight for survival. She continued to back up on her mattress until she felt an ice cold grip on her ankle. The grip was careless controlled by lust and need, not noticing that he was crushing her ankle. Bella screamed as she heard a sickening crack and crunch while tears pored down her cheeks.

"Edward…Stop… you're hurting me…please," she screamed not caring if Charlie heard her, or Edward heard the panic in her voice. She just wanted it all to stop. It was all too much for her to deal with at this moment.

Edward dragged her back against his chest from his hold on her ankle. He obviously knew that they would be interrupted soon by Bella's scream because if he had attempted to remove her shorts earlier with speed there was nothing comparing to how fast he was moving now. One hand holding her by her now broken ankle the other clumsily tearing at the flannel shorts. Bella could feel the shorts being removed and ignoring the pain in her ankle reached up and began to hit Edward with her open palms. She knew this wouldn't hurt him but she hoped it would distract him.

She was thankfully right because within seconds Edward let go of her ankle and shorts, one hand grabbed her wrists and pinned them above her head and the other hit her hard across her cheek. Bella wasn't sure what happened next she could smell blood in the air and felt herself getting dizzy from the hit to her head. But she knew she heard her bedroom door open and heard a shot being fired.

When Bella awoke she found herself in once again a white sterile room. The smell of alcohol in the air instantly placed her location. 'Hospital' she thought before looking around the room. The IV was where it was always located and plugged into her arm. The heart monitor beeped on rhythm showing she was still alive. For a moment she wished she wasn't alive. She knew Edward would be angry, he would want revenge. Or at least want to teach her a lesson on who was in control.

Swallowing hard she looked down her body that was half covered with a yellow blanket while her ankle was strung up in the air in a huge cast. Turning her eyes to her left she saw Charlie sitting in the chair next to her. She could tell he hadn't been sitting long; he was fidgeting as if he couldn't sit still. I watched his knee twitch quickly while he stared at my heart monitor, just watching my heart beat.

"Charlie?" She whispered my voice hoarse and my tongue dry from the drugs the doctors must have pumped into my body.

"Bella! How are you feeling hunny?" He asked his panicked eyes instantly on Bella face. She now could tell why he couldn't still and had been fidgeting, he was angry. Way past angry, he was livid an emotion she had never seen before on his face.

"o..okay… what happened? Where's Edward? Did you shoot him?" She asked swallowing as much as she could trying to clear her throat.

"You don't remember what happened? Well apparently Edward came over tonight and he got rough with you…He didn't…I mean your still a…you're only physically injured I heard you scream and stopped him before he could…" He instantly stopped talking rising from his seat and began to pace while rubbing the back of his head in agitation. "When I heard you scream I instantly grabbed my gun from the night table, the one I keep for intruders and ran into your room. I shot at Edward in the heat of the moment, but he missed the bullet. Ran out of your room like the coward he is. Don't worry Bells you won't be seeing him ever again. I already have a warrant out for his arrest and we're going to get a restraining order. Don't worry I'll keep you safe Bella" He said stopping his pacing to look at Bella

Bella nodded trying to look happy at the news. But she wasn't, a bullet would never harm Edward. And a restraining order wouldn't do a thing to him either. She was just as unprotected as she was before only now she had to deal with Charlie about it. Looking away from her father she felt tears come to her eyes. She just wished she was dead that way Edward couldn't find her anymore. That was the only way she could be safe.

"You rest Bella… I am going to go and put the paper work in the restraining order. I'll be back tonight alright? Don't worry I have a police officer outside your door so your perfectly safe. Just focus on getting better" Charlie said while touching Bella's shoulder before walking out of the room.

I rested for the next two days in the hospital, going in and out of consciousness with the help of the sedatives that the doctors had given me. The sedatives helped keep me calm about future visits from Edward. They kept me so zonked out that I didn't care if I was alive or dead. The doctor told me that I would need to be on the drugs for a few days because of the intense pain my body was in. Apparently in Edward's carelessness in trying to rape me he had done a lot of damage. When he grabbed my ankle he had apparently crushed my bones. The doctor told me I would be lucky to walk correctly on that leg again, but mostly I would have use a cane and a wheelchair. Then when he had attempted to remove my shorts and I began fighting him his nails or hands I don't know had somehow cut deep into my right thigh. It would heal but probably leave a scar. When he had slapped me across the face he had fractured my cheek bone and split my lip. Of course there were bruises almost everywhere as well but I was so used to those I didn't care much to include them in the list of injuries. But thankfully he did not get a chance to rape me, Charlie had stopped him just in time.

Charlie came in and out of my room but I didn't want him to stay with me. When Edward came I didn't want him to kill Charlie in trying to retrieve me. But I didn't tell Charlie this; instead I told him I was too tired for visitors. Thankfully Edward had yet to come to my hospital room, as far as I knew. The drugs kept me pretty out of it. Which I liked.

One the third day in the hospital, the doctors began weaning me off my sedatives claiming I could become an addict. Without the drugs my mind was too alert, it left me too coherent, left me with too many thoughts, too many worries. It was also the day Jacob visited me. I didn't want him to visit me, not the way I looked. I knew I was bruised and broken looking and he would know why. My unstable vampire boyfriend had beaten me when he couldn't control his lust for my body and my blood. Jacob and I remained motionless when he walked into my hospital room. The nurse had just left from changing my bandages and he just stared at me. An odd expression resting on his face, something between anger and pain.

"Bella…" he whispered before actually walking towards me. He didn't make an attempt to get too close to my bed. I assumed that he was afraid that if he shifted he would hurt me during the transformation.

"You shouldn't have come…how did you hear about this," I asked, I wanted him to leave. I hate the way he stares at me.

"Charlie called me…he wanted me to keep an eye on you while he had to be away…I've been outside your door for the past few days. I'm the only real protection you have against the blood sucker"

I winced when he mentioned the blood sucker; I wasn't comfortable with any type of thought of him. I looked away from Jacob; I didn't like how he had been outside my door. He must have seen and heard everything that the doctors had said about my injuries.

"You should leave, when Edward comes he'll be angry… I don't want you to get hurt"

"You're an idiot Bella. If you think I'm going to let you be unprotected when he comes back and finishes the job you have another thing coming. You know what he did to you Bella…You…" He was about to yell, I could tell, he was about to lose his control. I began to wince again fearing that he would turn right there and cause me more pain. But before my very eyes I watched him make a fist and calm himself down. "Why didn't you tell me? I would have helped you?" he whispered walking towards my bed and sat down next to me on the bed.

"I…I was so scared Jake…" I whispered feeling tears threatening to come to my eyes. I didn't want him to see me like this, not broken.

"I know" he whispered back running his warm calloused hand over my hand that held the vampire bite as well as my IV. "But you don't have to be scared, I convinced Charlie to have you stay with Billy and I, until Edward is caught. That way the pack and I can protect you"

"He won't stop Jake…He'll keep coming after me, he thinks he owns me…" I whisper as tears came to my eyes and one began to slowly slide down my cheek.

"shh Bella, your not his. You're yours. Now try and rest okay, I'll make sure there are no unwanted visitors" He whispered again while one hand moved to my hair and began to run his hands through my hair. I didn't want to sleep, but I didn't want to keep talking either. This wasn't a topic I was comfortable with. So I closed my eyes and allowed my mind to wander the darkness of my mind praying that a little of the sedative was still in my system allowing me to sleep. I don't know if there was any medicine in me left or I was just actually tired but within ten minutes I was blissfully asleep.

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