Emily had rung me earlier tonight to ask if a could help Thomas sell some weed because he owed Jonny White three hundred quid. I agreed, I had nothing better to do and if we were going to be spending a while in the same form so I we had to get on at least a little right. She said Katie and Effie would be there too as well as Cooks friends.

"Hi… Sorry I couldn't find a bus" looking at Emily "You said somebody needed a hand?"

"Yeah, you like giving hand don't you Naomi?" Fuck this I came here to help not be laughed at. Stupid narrow minded people believe all sorts of fucking shit!

"See you" I walked off overhearing Emily say that she kissed me. Finally! I went back to where they were. Cook being a twat as usual started making comments about showing him before Effy told him to shut the fuck up. Thank god for that, maybe she wasn't like Katie after all.

We went down underground to where the party we were selling the weed was, everybody grabbed some and went off in different directions. I went to the outside away from the main crowd to see if I could get a few people to buy some, I figured they would want it more than the people already high inside.

"How much you sold?" I heard Emily say from behind me "I done three bags, a tenner each" Small talk was not my thing, especially when we had to about so much more. If she wasn't going to I don't know why I'm bothering.

"I don't even know what I'm doing here!" There was a pause between us, I think we were both unsure what to say.

"Thanks for keeping stum" I cant believe she's thanking me I mean I appreciate it but I wasn't doing it for her. Just hurry up everyone and tell them its you that gay and not me, for fucks sake was it that hard?

"I don't care what your sister thinks" I knew Emily defiantly did though I just wouldn't say that, I don't know why she did her sister was a waste of space.

"I do, so thanks anyway….. I didn't take MDMA that night, I just wanted to kiss you." I looked up to meet her eyes. "I want to kiss you now" so she is gay I knew it! Fucking admit already! Arghhhh! I didn't care she was I'd still be her friend, I mean I like the girl is that a crime.

"Your gay?" She looked a bit panicked and started to say no but ended with a sorry. So she was still in denial I didn't care I just wanted her to tell the truth. "Yeah, me too." I walked away, I felt a twinge of guilt as I did but I couldn't stand it anymore.

We all met up on the roof to count the money and give to Thomas when Jonny showed up looking for a fight but he said he would fight them by himself since he was the one who got us caught up in all this. So next thing I know were in this restaurant and Jonny has chosen chillies as his weapon what a pussy or as Thomas put it earlier 'some kind of English pussy cunt'

Jonny wanted a head to head eating a chillies, if he lost he had to give him the money and we'd all be beaten up, I really thought Thomas wouldn't do it when he grabbed a handful of them but he did shoving them all in his mouth. He had one and Jonny shat himself a great ending to an ok night I guess.

We went back to his flat to celebrate we lit some spiffs and were laughing and joking around until Thomas mum showed up pretty disgusted at the look of things that were going on. She was shouting and screaming at Tom he asked us all to leave.

One thing was for sure I did not want to be Thomas right now.