Black Blade Chapter 3: Room 103, a twilight fanfic

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Here's chapter two, I hope it lives up to the standard of chapter one or higher.

Enjoy reading; you might need a box of tissues!

Losing someone you love isn't like it is in the movies, everyone doesn't cry for days, they get back up and move on with their lives. That is with one exception, the one that cared about the person lost more than anyone else, the one that knew they couldn't move on with their life without this person, that someone is me, the widow.

"I'm sorry for your lose"

Like it was mocking me, this sentence was repeated over and over, by family, by friends, by colleges, even by people I barely knew. The chanting had continued from every single person that walked past me as I took 'the windows walk', everyone around me sat quietly in the church as I walked down the aisle. Ironically this brought back the memory of my wedding with Emmett waiting at the end of the aisle for me... Emmett.... my Emmett was gone... forever.

Instead of my Emmett standing at the end of the aisle there sat a big black coffin, which held what was left of my husband. A closed casket.... one because of the state that Emmett was in when he was found... and two because I didn't want to have to see my husband laying there motionless with nothing I could do to bring him back.

I sat down in my chair at the front of the church, mum on one of side of me, she grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently giving me the pity smile. I couldn't stand the pity smile, like everyone was feeling sorry for me. I looked to my other side, and there sat Jasper, Jasper was the only one that didn't give me the look of pity, which was why when he was on 'Rosalie watch' I sometimes came and sat with him and watch television.

The last sevenr days seemed like years to me; passing slowly... time had no meaning to me anymore. Every hour of every day, there was someone else in my house... Bella, Alice, Jasper, Edward, Mum, Carlisle... all circled in and out of my house in a blur. They didn't want to be there, they only came because they felt sorry for me, or expected me to do something stupid. Who knows maybe if they weren't in the house I would... but there was one thing stopping me, one thing that kept me from shutting down completely, I put one hand on my stomach and felt a small kick in response from my baby.

My baby which was half of my and half of the man I'd lost.

My baby would never have the change of meeting the amazing man that would have been his or her father. Emmett would never get the chance to hear the little voice chanting "daddy daddy".

I didn't even notice the priest get up and start talking, but I didn't want to listen, I didn't want to sit here because sitting here meant that I was accepting that Emmett was... gone and there was no way I was going to do that.

This couldn't really be happening.

I wasn't going to let this be happening.

I turned to Jasper, "I can't do this, I need to get out of here" my voice was shaking from the tears I was holding back.

Jasper looked at Mum, who I knew heard me yet I didn't want to acknowledge it.

Jasper then turned to Alice exchanging a silent conversation with her.

"We remember the ones we loved, even though they aren't here anymore, let us celebrate the life that this young man live" I caught some of what the priest was saying, which pushed me over the edge.

I got up and walked as quickly as I could out of the church, with tears streaming down my cheeks.

I got outside taking in a huge breath of fresh air helping clear my mind a little.

He's not gone, he's not gone, he's just on a business trip.

I chanted the words over and over in my head in a desperate attempt to believe them.

I didn't want to wait for Jasper to come out and take me home, I wanted to get out of this place now. So I grabbed my car keys out of my bag and climbed into my car starting it and speeding off down the road.

I picked up my mobile and noticed that there was a new message.

"Hello Mrs. Mcarty, We here at the hospital are very sorry for your lose, but were wondering if you would like to come and pick up the belongings left behind by your husband" a dull voice rung in my ear, I bet it was this woman's job to ring people and tell them to come and pick up their dead family members belongings.

I swung a turn and drove towards the hospital.

I pulled into the car park and went inside, looking around the room I saw a bunch of people were sitting the waiting room and there was not a nurse insight behind the front desk. So I headed down the hall, looking for one, but still none in sight, odd.

Peering into one of the rooms, room 103, there was a lot of machines hooked up to a man practically covered in bandages. There where were bandages over his eyes, and most of his face. I walked into the room and picked up his chat at the end of the bed, mimicking what I'd seen Edward do millions of time before in the hospital.

The top of the chat where this man's name should have been written there was just a blank space. An unidentified patient, I frowned. This poor man probably has a family somewhere wondering what happened to him, unknown to them that he's in a critical condition in the hospital.

"Rosalie? What are you doing in here?" a female voice said from behind me.

I turned around to see Kate, a nurse that worked closely with Edward standing in the door way.

"I-I was just, um well I don't know, sorry" I said not really knowing why I was in the room, quickly leaving I took off down the hall, about half way down I stopped dead in my tracks remembering the reason I was here.

"Kaite?" I called to her.

She walked down the hall to me "Yes Rosalie?"

"I came here to... well to" I didn't want to say pick up the things Emmett had left behind because it made it out like he wasn't here anymore, I wasn't ready to accept that yet. "Pick up Emmett's things".

Katie then gave me that sad look that seemed to stalk me everywhere I went "Oh, right, well how about I find out where they are, give them to Edward then he can pass them on to you. That way you won't have to wait about here" she said with a small sad smile.

"Right, ok thanks" I then left without saying bye, the more I talked the more it hurt, I was scared that if I talked to much I'd break down into fresh rounds of tears that seemed to greet me every night.

Walked out of the hospital, ignoring the stairs I received from the nurses that now crowded the corridors. There stairs was all that stood out to me, they got bigger, the walls closer together and I was the centre of attention which was something that I would have loved a week ago, however now, it was the last thing I wanted.

The sliding doors opened and closed as I exited the hospital, a man and a woman dressed in full black came running towards me.

"Rose! Thank god you're ok" Bella said in relief when she was a few meters ahead of me.

Edward was right next to her talking on his phone "Yep, we found her.... Ok, see you back there" he shut the phone and looked at me, noticing that I was watching him.

"Rose are you ok? Is the baby ok? Why were you at the hospital?" he asked in a rush.

"I'm fine, I just got a call from a nurse saying I could come and pick up Emmett's things if I wanted. Kate is going to give them to you when she sees you next. God, I'm not a child I can go out on my own!" I was so sick of everyone feeling sorry for me and following me around everywhere, it was only making it seem real and I wasn't going to let that happen.

"Come on Rose, how about you go home now?" Bella said in here sweet friendly little voice.

"NO!! I'LL COME HOME WHEN I'M GOOD AND FUCKIGN READY!! LEAVE ME ALONE! BOTH OF YOU!! YOU CAN TELL ALICE AND JASPER THAT TOO!!" I stomped off to my car leaving the both of them standing there dumbstruck.

Accepting that Emmett was gone was something I didn't want to do, not now, not ever. Getting into the passenger seat of my car as a fresh set of tears ran down my cheeks.

It took me awhile to realise that the car was moving and Edward was sitting in the driver's seat looking straight out the windshield.

The car eventually pulled into the driveway in what seemed like seconds, time had no meaning to me anymore. I got out and went inside, shaking with tears, not caring who was in my house at the moment I walked straight upstairs and into my bedroom.

I took off the black dress I'd worn today and pulled on one of Emmett's large shirts and climbed into the bed.

I stared at the fuzzy wall, with my head lying on my damp with tears pillow, thinking of the man in room 103 of the hospital until exhaustion overtook me and I feel into the darkness that was sleep.

EPOV:

"I don't think she's doing very well Ed" Bella said to me as she stared up the stairs, concern written all over her face.

"I don't think so either Bella, the way she's going I'm scared about how it'll end for her and the baby" I said.

"Waddy!" Connor, Bella's and my two year old son screamed as he ran up to me "What's wrong with Wosie?" Connor said with concern written all over his little face, he was amazingly attentive for a two year old, which freaked me out a lot.

I picked him up "She'll be ok Con, just make sure you give her lots of hugs and have talk about the things that you usually do when you see her next, ok?" Connor and Rose always had lots of fun together, so I figured it might take her mind off things for a little while. Maybe even her and Connor could have a movie night like they had been having once a month.

He nodded "Ok Waddy, I make Wosie smile" he pointed to himself "Me good at what!"

I put him down "That's my boy" I winked at him and he giggled and ran off, back to his toys.

Jasper walked over to me "Who's gonna stay with her tonight?" he asked.

"Bella, Connor and Bonnie because I have to be at the hospital at 6, and I had an idea" I said.

"Ok, what's your idea?" he asked interested, we all wanted to help Rose get through this.

"We leave her and Connor here together tomorrow night, he has a way of making people smile and you know how much Rose likes kids. Maybe it's not adult company that she needs at the moment"

Jasper nodded interested "Sounds like a good idea, one of us will have to suggest it to Rose tomorrow".

I nodded "Yeah, I'll get Bella to talk to her, they're going to go to Rose's check up together tomorrow which will be interesting, and it'll be her first one without Emmett." I sighed, missing my dear friend already; life was certainly going to be different without Emmett around.

"Ed dude it's almost 6 you better head off or you'll be late" Jazz said.

I nodded "Yeah, in a second." I looked around the room and noticed that Esme and Carlisle weren't there, "Where's Esme and Carlisle?" I asked Jazz.

"Oh, they were going to finish the last things that the funeral then I told them they should go home for tonight after that, they were here last night and the night before." Jazz said.

"Good idea, Esme needed a break, I never realised that she could worry so much" I said thinking back to Esme's panic attack that she's had on the phone when I told her about Emmett's death.

I quickly said bye to everyone, giving Bella a quick kiss then I left, finding myself in my blue scrubs walking down the halls of the hospital half an hour later.

I entered the room of my unidentified patient that had been brought into the hospital a week ago; he was in a bad way, but stable. I'd become intrigued by this patient, not because I had no idea who he was, but because he was in the car that smashed into Emmett's jeep. Patient 103.

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