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Dont own Skins ( Wish I Did )

A couple of days had gone by since the BBQ and Emily has been hanging round with this random girl. I hate it I don't want anyone else to have you Emily.

Emily had gone round to the Fitches house so I decided to look through some of the pictures of me and Em's over the last year.

There was one of us to at the Love Ball holding hands. There was one of my best memories of the two of us where Emily got back from France last summer and I told her that I loved her and that we be would be together forever; the picture was both of us kissing, Em's hands around my neck and my hands on her sides.

Though the feeling may fade and the pictures lost. The memories will never be forgotten. I started crying so I called Cook.

"Hello, can I speak to James Cook please" I pleaded

"Yes, give me one second" The copper on the other end replied

"Thank you"

"Naomi? Is that you" Cook spoke

"Yeah" I cried

"Hey Naoms don't cry about Emily, because it's over. Smile because it happened and if two people are meant to be together, they will eventually find their ways back into each others arms, no matter what. " Cook answered

"Thanks Cook, I miss you and be good, love you" I sobbed

"Hey Nai, I miss you too and love ya too, stay strong"

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This morning I woke up with Emily in my bed. Her hands around my belly. I miss this. This was the first time we had been in the same bed together for weeks now. I got washed and changed and had breakfast. I went back up stairs to see if Em's was awake but she was their a sleep, see looked cute when she slept. I kissed her on the cheek.

I went to see Effy, I wanted to ask her a few questions about Emily, but it wasn't a good idea because she was in a psychiatric hospital. A few days ago Effy had tried to kill herself but Freddie got her to a hospital and now Freddie, Katie and Effys mum were looking after her also they told Tony, Effy's older brother and he came down to help look after her. I went to see her a few times a week with Panda and Katie. Effy and Katie had become friends and Katie forgave Effy for that whole Freddie thing.

"Afternoon" I said and smiled at Eff

"How's the real world" Effy asked me

"Fine" I said back

Effy was sat on a bench so I sat down next to her and gave her one of my famous hugs.

"Well, I don't know actually. Me and Emily we're all, since…. The… you know. I don't know what were doing, if we're ok or if were about to break up. Sometimes I think she can read my mind, I serially do, I mean is that normal. Is that what... you? Eff."

"You think your going mad, so you came here to see me, to see what a mad person looks like" Effy argued

"NO… no… no … y... yes" I replied

"Listen to me very carefully Naomi, you need to get to the dog lord of Asabigan he's got my toilet ticket" Effy joked

We burst out into a fit of laughter.

"Oh God, what are they giving you. Can I have some?" I said still laugh thing

"This whole thing with this girl, Sophia. Why don't you just imagined that it never happened" she added

"But it did" I began

"Yeah but try to think like you didn't." Effy noted

"But… am I missing something. You can't change what's all ready happened, I wish that you could but you just can't".

"If you're going through hell keep going and when something bad happens you have three choices. You can either let it define you, let it destroy you or you can let it strengthen you"

I said goodbye to Effy and said I would see her soon and gave her one last hug and kiss on the cheek and went home.

Emily wasn't home but left me a message saying I've gone out with a friend I'll be back tonight. Love Emily XXX

I smiled at the note but couldn't help hating Emily's friend because she's got my Emily. That bitch!

Emily got home at midnight and I heard her come up stairs and she stripped down to her knickers and bra and got into the bed with me. I was pretending to be a sleep but I heard her say

"Why do you have this hold over me after what you did to me? I will love for forever but I can't forgive you just like that, I want to Naoms but I just can't. I love you so much it hurts. I pretend I'm over you. But deep inside, I'm still in love with you" Emily stated

Then she kissed my cheek and laid her head on my chest and found my hand and held it, and then she fell a sleep.

I open my eyes and I knew she was fast a sleep so I kissed her gently on the lips so it wouldn't wake her up and I slid my arm under her waist and fell of into a nice dream. Effy's words did help me.

I loved the fact that we didn't fight so much like we did before. Emily was finally forgiving me I just had to give her time. Thank fuck loves me still after all that I've done.

Hoped you liked my chapter and please review for Naomi's sake she needs ways to get Emily back, so please review and I'll update next week :) Have a good week :)

Tash