An: Thank you for the reviews from spiritgirl709, pinaygrrl, sakura-jr17, and moonlightbunny. I'll try to make it longer but most of the chapters are already written so I'll see what I can do. Oh well next part ………
Oh stupid me I forgot the disclaimer—The characters of Card Captor Sakura do not belong to me, they belong to CLAMP
Chapter 2
Sakura had just arrived at school and was parking. All through the night, what Melin said had ran through her mind. But she still couldn't understand. She was starting to stress on what happened because of all her emotions. After Syaoran left, Kero and Yue taught Sakura how to control her powers. When he had learned all she could, Kero advised her to put him back in the book until he was needed. Even Yue has locked himself back in Yukito, who seemed not to mind. Sakura had been in a daze since she woke up. Not eating, drowning out peoples voices, and never looking where she's going. Her father and brother had been worried about her this morning, but she said nothing was wrong and just left.
As soon as Sakura stepped into the classroom Lisa was in her face. " Come on already you take to long to get to school." Lisa said. Sakura just let her drag her over to Syaoran, Eriol, and Melin. " You'll follow us to our place after school for a meeting and eat lunch with us." Syaoran said. Sakura couldn't believe this, not a hi, hello, good morning, just an order! 'Does he have to sound so cold with me? We could try to be friends again.' She thought but only mumbled an ok. When she turned to sit in her desk Chiharu and Rika were looking at her. They had heard Syaoran and were wondering what was going on. The girls walked over and said good morning but only Melin answered verbally and the others just nodded. Rika sat in front of Sakura before the bell rang to talk. " Why did Syaoran talk to you like that and where's you're ring?" she asked noticing it's absence. When Rika had said ring, Syaoran and Melin had heard and looked over. " 1, I don't know, and 2, it's somewhere." Was Sakura's reply. Rika knew something was wrong but would ask her later because the bell had rung. Sakura didn't pay much attention in class and didn't say anything when Tomoyo came. She was silent and non-Sakura like that was how her friends would describe her at the moment.
Lunch came all to soon and Lisa dragged Sakura out of the classroom. They sat down where Eriol, then Syaoran joined them. Syaoran and Eriol started explaining about their rivals who called themselves snake fang, but Sakura was drowning them all out. It seemed that her brain was still on shutdown from last night. The boys were done explaining and were just eating lunch. Sakura noticed Syaoran and Lisa making out and that clicked in her brain. That's when it jump started and she wanted to throw up. " It's not as bad as you think." Eriol said. But Sakura just wanted a bathroom, so she got up and ran. When she reached the bathroom she vomited and started shaking. 'Not again! Please not again!' Sakura pleaded to her mind as she fell to the floor shaking.
Naoko and Chiharu had followed Sakura to the bathroom to make sure she was alright. They saw her shaking and Chiharu ran back outside. " Tomoyo! Tomoyo!" Chiharu yelled as she approached. " Where's Sakura's medication? She's shaking!" she said in a panic. Tomoyo looked around and then dashed to the tree Syaoran and the others were under. Tomoyo grabbed Sakura's lunch bag to get the medication. " It's not here, check the locker!" she yelled back. ' This is not good, she shouldn't be shaking now.' Tomoyo thought. She ran with Chiharu to the locker and Rika, Eriol, Melin, Syaoran, and Lisa followed. " Um what's going on?" Lisa asked, She thought they were wasting time. " Sakura." Was all Chiharu mumbled, before rushing to the bathroom. Tomoyo, Rika, and Melin also went inside but Lisa didn't care enough to go too. What Melin saw made her worried. Sakura was on the floor shaking uncontrollably, making her body jerk. She was covered in a cold sweat and had tears running down her face. Rika went to the sink and got water. Naoko picked up Sakura's head and put the tablets in her mouth. Then Chiharu put the water to her lips and let the water fall into her mouth. They waited what must be 30 minutes before Sakura stopped shaking and passed out.
" W..Why did that happen to her?" Melin asked. He was scared because she had never seen that happen to Sakura. " We think she'll explain to you when she's able." Tomoyo said. Melin stumbled out of the bathroom looking really shocked. Syaoran caught her as her legs gave way and she fell. A minute later the girls came out carrying Sakura. They took her all the way outside and laid her on the grass. " What the hell happened to her?" Syaoran yelled. But nobody cared to answer so they just stared at Sakura. " Look she's getting up." Rika stated. " Don't bother to get up, you'll just get a blood rush to you're brain." Naoko said angrily. " What the hell is you're problem?" Sakura asked. " You! Why didn't you take the medication?" Naoko yelled. Sakura just grunted and still tried to sit up. " Did you forget all of us were at you're appointments." Chiharu said, but she was calm. " Look they had stopped so I didn't think the medication was necessary." Sakura said, lying back down. " Sakura, what happened?" Melin asked, coming out of Syaoran's hold. Sakura gave the others a look that said 'she knows?' " She saw you, you're going to have to tell her." Said Tomoyo. " Yeah come on, I'm still you're friend and someone to trust. You had me terrified so start talking." Melin preached. Sakura cracked a smile and lunged at Melin, giving her a huge hug. " Later Melin. Now don't we have class." Sakura said, letting go. " Again, what the hell happened?" Syaoran asked, but they all refused to answer. " Hello! Syaoran asked you a question, twice! Show respect and answer him!" Lisa said, with a hint of anger in her voice. Sakura stood up, and then turned to her and said, " No one will answer because it's non of his damn concern." Then walked off. The others quickly followed her and stopped her in her tracks. " Where ever you're going must be home." Rika stated firmly. Sakura gave a pout, but no one fell for it. " Fine! I'll go home!" Sakura said, mumbling on the way to the car.
" What are you doing home squirt? Did you catch my cold?" asked Touya as Sakura came through the door. " No." was her simple reply. " Ok, first you don't eat this morning, and now you're home early. Sit, talk, and don't argue." Touya commanded. " Look I just didn't take my medication and had a little shake." So with that, she ran upstairs and shut the door.
Sakura reached under her bed and pulled out a box. She set it on her bed and went to her closet. Then she changed into worn out clothes and put on her webcam. She grabbed the box and sat in front of the computer. She adjusted the webcam and pressed 'RECORD' " Well new news to pour out on this recording." She spoke while opening the box. She pulled out a razor blade and looked at it fondly. (An- warning, Sakura is about to act all suicidal a little) " He's back, Li Syaoran is back." With that she took a swipe at her arm, cutting it. " But here's the kicker. He has a fiancée, who he chose himself." She took another swipe; " He hasn't talked to me about it but I guess 'US' wasn't real!" and she made a more aggressive swipe, cutting deep. " He's cold again, just talking about business. Oh yeah! His mother asked me to help with the night wolves system that they run because of problems a rival is causing." She made a last swipe and dropped the razor. Blood fully covered her arm as she started crying. Then she started laughing but it turned to a giggle. " Wow and his fiancée is so… just her. So much blood and I feel fine. Or is it cause I'm numb? Reminds me of the evanescence and the song tourniquet. Maybe I'll play it when and if I end my own life, I don't see how anyone needs me." With that, she stopped the video and went to clean her cuts. She bandaged them after and put on a long sleeve shirt. Touya had gone out so she slipped downstairs and grabbed a banana. After she ate it, she lied down to rest and heal.
An- well another chapter, I hope none of you minded the part with Sakura cutting herself. Now don't worry things will get better…eventually. Now I need you guys to help with3 decisions.
#1- just pick A or B, it will decide the fate of Lisa( srry can't say what the options are)
#2- should I put in the snakefang (rival gang) part in chapter 4 or 5
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#3- should i change the drama rating to angst
thanx and hope u give me good reviews l8ter
GaiazHeart