Mello- -Smirks down at Matt.- Anytime?

Matt- -Smirks back.- Anytime.

Mello- Now?

Matt- Think you're up for it?

Mello- -Laughs.- Now that I know how it feels, I sure as hell am!

Matt- -Laughs, holding himself up weakly over Mello. Smiles.- I'm not going to show you mercy, my lovely uke.

Mello- -Smirks up at Matt.- Who needs mercy? I think I like it rough.. And besides, you're only seme for now.

Matt- -Grins.- Only seme for now? -Chuckles a bit. Leans down in between Mello's legs.- You'll want to take that back, Mels. -Sticks his tongue out a bit to lick the head of Mello's member.-

Mello- Aah! -Gasps at the unexpected feeling on his lower half.- I don't care... what y.. you do.. I'll be se.. seme sometime..

Matt- -Runs his fingers lightly up and down the shaft.- Oh? What a shame that you can't admit when you've lost. -Takes Mello fully into his mouth, thanking gods that he doesn't have a gag reflex.-

Mello- AAaah! OhmiG... I.. haven't lost.. I just.. Jeez Matt! -Gasps.- Where did you learn to.. do that?...

Matt- -Blushes and removes his mouth so he can speak properly.- I... Um... I've liked you for years... And I've wanted to jump you, if not practically molest you, but I've always chickened out due to fear of getting shot to death... -Blushes immensely and looks away.-

Mello- -Makes a breathy laugh, and looks down at Matt.- Okay, well that explains why you asked 'What if I liked you', but that doesn't explain how you learned how to do... That. -Points to his lower half and Matt.-

Matt- -Face turns, or rather, exceeds the color of a tomato. Mutters under his breath.- P..practice...

Mello- -Chokes on air, then half laughs.- On what? Or... Who?

Matt- -Doesn't want to look at Mello directly at the moment.- W-well... Sometimes what you bring home isn't enough for the bills and the food.... So...

Mello- -Stares at Matt, nearly speechless.- Matt? Look at me. Did you.. Have you been selling yourself?

Matt- -Tears of frustration and being ashamed fill his eyes.- It was that or we starve... -Still not looking at Mello.-

Mello- -Softly lifts Matt's chin to face him, tears in his eyes. Whispers, unable to manage a more firm tone.- Mail... You should have told me it wasn't enough.. You shouldn't have to sell yourself...

Matt- I didn't want you to worry... You were working so hard already...

Mello- -A single tear spills down his cheek.- Mail.. I can work a little harder. It's not that big of a deal to me.. It's not safe for you to do that... I'll take on a few PI cases, small ones. Just promise me you won't do that again... -Kisses Matt on the forehead.-

Matt- -Wraps arms tightly around Mello's waist, burying his face in the crook of his neck.- Don't take on any more work... I..I'll find somewhere to work, for people who will hire me... I don't want you to work yourself so hard...

Mello- Matt, it's fine.. I don't mind at all.. I just don't want to see you hurt.. -Hugs Matt tightly.- You're too important to me.

Matt- No... We both live in this place, we should both pay for it... I'll look for a job tomorrow... I don't want to feel like a burden to you... You're always carrying my share of the work..

Mello- That may be, but I care for you. And you're helping me with the Kira case. That's enough. But if you're sure you want to look for a job... Just promise you won't go back... to how you kept us going before... Until you're hired, I'll take on a low profile PI case... -Holds his finger up to shush Matt before he starts.- Don't argue.

Matt- -Hugs Mello tightly, silently crying into his chest.- Mels... Thank you so much...

Mello- -Hugs Matt back, kissing his hair.- It's no problem Matt... I.. I love you..

Matt- -Eyes widen, filling with more tears, this time of happiness. Leans back and claims Mello's lips in a soft, yet passionate, kiss.- I love you too... So much...

Mello- -Leans into Matt, opening up to the kiss, lips pliant and malleable for him.-

Matt- -Smiles slightly against Mello's lips, pressing into the kiss tenderly.-

Mello- -Brings arms up around Matt's neck, pulling him closer.- Can we just stay like this? For awhile?

Matt- -Smiles faintly and nods, arms finding their way around Mello's waist.- Yeah.. I'd like that.

Mello- Oh good. -Snuggles as close to Matt as he can get, trailing his fingers up and down Matt's back absentmindedly.-

Matt- -Cuddles into Mello's chest, fighting off sleep.-

Mello- -Moves fingers lower, caressing Matt's bum.- Hey, no sleeping yet.. You told me anytime.. -Smiles down at his lover.-