~~Pein's P.O.V~~

"S-sorry Pein, but I have things I need to do after school.." she smiled at me.I could see the sadness in her eyes 'she's hiding something...' he thought. She slipped her arm out of his grasp and left 'and I'm gonna find out what...' As I closed my thoughts,I looked to my group "Come on guys were going." "but where Learder-sama?" Itachi asked me. I looked at him, "I have this feeling that Sakura is hiding something..." The group looked at me, "come if you want but if you do you need to keep quiet.." I hissed as i left the school. I looked all over the place,untill I spotted her across the street.I looked back to see my group following me,I didn't wait for them I just hurried across the street and followed her.

After about 15 minutes, we arrived at a graveyard.'What the hell? what is she doing here..?' I thought as I hid behind a head-stone. She stoped in front of two graves,as her head body suddenly started shaking,and then I suddenly heard sobbing.I looked closer to the head-stones,and my eyes widen.I suddenly feel my face frown on it's own,'I knew she was hiding something...she could have just told us she was visiting her parent's..' I looked back to her,she was shaking so badly.

~~Sakura's P.O.V~~

"Mother...Father, it's hurts so much.I just don't think I can do this is like a living hell,always the same routine.I'm all alone,and have no Idea what I'm suppose to do anymore".I let the words spill out of me as I cried, "P-please help me...otou-san...kaa-san.." I covered my face with my hands and lowered my head to the ground and sobbed harder.I couldn't stop,the tears just kept flowing.I stayed like this untill I heard something.I wipped my Head around, "W-who's there?!".Suddenly the entire akatsuki rose up from behind several head-stones,and my eyes tears were still flowing 'What the hell are they doing here?!They shouldn't be here!' I took a step back. Suddenly Pein took a few steps foward and spoke "Sakura...you could have told us..you can trust us you know.." he said to me and I took another step back. "that's the thing...I didn't want to tell you.." ,he looked at me "why?". I looked at him "because you wouldn't understand.." he looked at me and suddenly sighed."your wrong...all of us in the akatsuki lost our family when we were children..".

My eyes widen slightly,as I looked over all of them,they all held sadness in their eyes. "I-i'm sorry...I didn't know..I-". I couldn't handle it,I suddenly dashed toward my house crying without looking back.I just ran,and I finally saw my house, I ran even faster and ran inside while locking the door behind me.I walked up the stairs,and opened my bedroom door.I walked inside, shutting my door and walked over to my bed and collapsed onto it.I laid there while catching my breath,and looked over to my night stand.'I'll take my pain away for tonight..'I got up from my bed,and walked over to my night the drawer,I pulled out a small box.I looked at the box for a moment and sighed,this is my ritual for everything.I drape my hand over the box and open it, revealing a small but sharp knife.I held it up and examine it,the shine of the blade was beautilful.

I set the knife down and pulled my shirt sleeve up,revealing my scared arm.I pick up the blade again and set it over my skin,gently putting prssure on my skin and dragged it across my felt so good as the blood flowed down my arm,carrying my sadness with was pure bliss,as I repeatedly cut myself and the blood flowed faster while it stained my I finished,I sat the knife down and got out my first aid kit.I gently wrapped my I finshed, I put the kit away and picked the knife to the bathroom, I opened the door,turned the lights on,and washed it off under the fauset until it was cleaned. I turned the sink off and went back to my room, while putting the knife back in the box.I returned the box to my night stand and changed into my pajamas.I finally collapsed in my bed and drifted to sleep.

~~Normal P.O.V~~

Sakura awoke the next morning dazedly got out of bed and put her clothes on,while applying her usual ,she went downstairs and quickly ate her changed her bandages before she walked outside closing her front door behind her,and hopped onto her her helmet on her ,she speed off to she arrived she quickly made her way to class and said nothing the entire the entire the day progressed,she never spoke and everytime she'd see her friends she'd avoid finally came time for the last class of the day,she was she entered the room,she spotted the bolted to the other side of the room,trying to sit away from akatsuki men didn't seem to notice her all day,it wasn't like they were ignoring her no! They were just so worried about her that they didn't even notice her,they had thought she was absent for the the teacher started,Sakura wasn't paying attention untill the teacher called her name."Sakura,Why don't you come up here since noone else will voluntere?" Her friends had immedietly looked at her with wide eyes,it was the first time throughout the entire day they had noticed sighed and very quietly answered "hai.."and slowly got up,while walking to the took in a deep breath and began to sing with the most angelic voice...