BPOV
"Just take a seat, your doctor will be with you momentarily." the gorgeous receptionist smiled. Me and Jake took a seat. My hands couldn't stop shaking so Jacob grabbed them and held them like they were so delicate in his huge hands.
"We'll be fine, all that matters is that I love you." I smiled and leaned in to kiss him. A small cough interrupted the short kiss and I looked up to see who would be so rude.
"Carlisle, no way." I stood up my knees shaking.
"Hello Bella, It's so nice to see you again." Jacob was practically fuming next to me, I put my arm around him to keep him calm. That seemed to stop his shaking.
"What the fuck are you doing here bloodsucker?"
"Jacob! Don't be rude." I shot Carlisle a apologetic look.
"That's fine Bella, I understand if you would like a new doctor." I looked at Jacob and he waved me to proceed.
"You will be fine Carlisle, thankyou." Carlisle led us both into his office and gestured for us to sit down.
"So what will we be needing today? Didn't fall again did you?" Carlisle smiled at me and my heart skipped a beat. It was like my hole was being repaired. I took a big breath.
"Pregnancy test bloodsucker."
"Jake stop it." I slapped him in the arm. Carlisle smiled up at me.
"I'll be out in the hall, I'm sorry." Jake kissed me on the top of my head and stormed out.
"I'm so sorry Carlisle." I always felt bad about the way Jake acted to people, he could be so rude.
"No problem Miss Swan." I hated how he acted so formal.
"Carlisle it's just me," I reached out to touch his hand. "Why are you back?" Suddenly Carlisle sat up straight and looked formal again.
"Let me get out everything we need here." He just wasn't making eye-contact with me.
"Carlisle! Listen to me! Stop fucking ignoring me!" The look Carlisle gave me wasn't good.
"Bella, We left you for a good reason, for you to be safe without us. As much as it hurt all of us. To know that you are with a werewolf let alone having sex with him upsets me, you have to know that. Edward still loves you, and you're carrying someone else's child. It's not my place to tell you all this, but I don't really want you to keep cussing at me." Something touched my heart. Edward still loved me.
"If Edward loved me so much he wouldn't have broken his promise to me, and what do you mean I'm carrying his child? You haven't even done any tests yet." I felt tears pricking in my eyes and I quickly wiped them away.
"I can hear its heart beat, Its beating very fast, but it sounds healthy." What? No, I didn't want children. Not while Edward was back. "Are you interested in a termination?" termination? Who did he think I was?
"You know me better than that Carlisle." I got up and stormed out of the room not knowing where I was going. I kept running for the doors, until I was stopped by strong hands. But they weren't the hand I was expecting. I looked up in to beautiful topaz eyes. "Ed- Edward" I could barely breath, I could feel my knees giving way below me.
"Bella, how I missed you, please come with me to a more private room to talk." He wanted to talk, I wanted to punch him in the face. But all my body could do was nod. Edward took my arm and guided me into the next room. I sat down on the nearest chair. "Bella." Before he could continue I cut him off.
"What are you doing here Edward? I was finally moving on." Pain in his eyes made me sick to my stomach. All I wanted to do was climb into his lap and take in his amazing scent.
"I hurt you, I know. I would do anything to get you back. I would help you raise that baby." He reached out and touched my stomach. I couldn't help but put my hand over his. "I thought it would be for the best, obviously not. I love you Isabella Swan." I just wanted to melt right there and then. Edward leaned in and kissed me softly keeping his hands on my stomach. I released my hand off his and put them around his stone cold unrealistic neck.
"I can't believe you're really here." The kiss continued for a long while until I got startled by someone opening the door.
"Get off her you fucking bloodsucker." Before I knew it Edward was standing in front of me, hands still on my stomach. "Get your hands off my girlfriend and my baby. Can't you see what you've done to her, and you coming back is not helping anyone!" Jacob was right, I couldn't just get back with Edward. I was carrying Jacobs baby, and he deserved better than that. I ran over to Jacob and into his protective arms. "I love Bella more than you ever did, so, just fuck off away from us." The hurt in Edwards eyes made me so sad but before I knew it he was gone and Jake was taking me out of the room.
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I woke up to a rhythmic beeping sound that I knew all too well, I was in the hospital. I slowly opened my eyes to see Jacob sitting next to my bed leaning his head on the pillow and his hand on my stomach. I coughed lightly and Jacob's head raised. The first thing I noticed was that his eyes were red. "Jacob what happened? I don't remember anything." Jake raised his arm from my stomach and rested it on my forehead rubbing smooth circles on my head with his thumb.
"You blacked out when I was taking you out to the car, after the um, incident." He looked down avoiding eye contact.
"Jacob, I am such an idiot. I shouldn't have gone into that room with him, I shouldn't have kissed him, and I shouldn't have let him touch our baby." instinctively my hand reached down to my stomach and I smiled and he returned it "It's not your fault, I love you." He kissed my cheek so softly it was like he was trying not to hurt me.
"I love you too, I'll go get a nurse and then I have to go to school. Will you be okay or do you want me to stay with you?" I loved how much he cared for me.
"I'll be fine." I shot him an encouraging smile and he seemed to believe it. He kissed me quickly before practically running out of the room. I sat there waiting for a nurse to come in, watching the clock ticking by. Drifting into a deep sleep when no one came.
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"Edward you're back!" I screamed at him and threw myself into his waiting arms.
"I love you Bella" I wanted to never leave his hold on me.
"Make me into a vampire now, I want to be with you for eternity" Edward bent his face down to my neck and instead of it being the immense pain he warned me about in previous years, it was soothing and wonderful. I turned my head to the side to look at him but the only thing I saw was Jacob's face, not angry but sad and disappointed. But it was worse than that, his face looked crumpled like he was going to die from the pain I caused him. "JACOB I'M SORRY!" His body fell to the ground unable to hold him up anymore and his eyes slowly shut. "NO! JACOB!" I was awoken by cold hands on my head the short gasped that followed my frightening awakening was then followed by sobs and tears.
"Bella I need you to stay awake." Carlisle's voice rang as clear as a bell, but my body wasn't responding. I needed to see Jacob. To make sure he was okay. I wiped my eyes with a shaky hand and tried to look at Carlisle, what I didn't notice before that Edward was standing behind him. This stopped my crying and brought anger. What the fuck was he doing here?
"Get out Edward, I mean it." I didn't want him to go, I couldn't even look at him.
"Bella, let me speak to you." I looked at Carlisle and he gave me a half-hearted smile. I nodded and waved him away. He quickly left the room only looking back once, I was guessing that would be something for Edward to hear. I didn't say anything, and Edward didn't approach me for many minutes. He seemed content to just stand there. Slowly I moved my eyes to him, and sat up a little more. To tell the truth I didn't like lying down when he was there. I felt weak. Edwards returned my gaze and smiled, I didn't smile back. I scowled. He slowly moved closer to me and sat on the chair Jake was sitting on previously. "Bella, I'm very sorry about before. I took it too far, like I always do. I don't seem to be able to control myself around you."
"Apparently not" I was being harsh but he deserved it. "Why are you here, and I don't mean Forks. Why are you here at the hospital?"
"I'm technically out of school so I'm doing some work experience here as a nurse." I couldn't stop laughing at that. All I could imagine was Edward in a nurse's outfit which would actually be quite sexy. Get a grip I thought to myself. "It's really not that funny." But even Edward couldn't hide a smile and a chuckle.
"And why are you back in Forks?" I said that with a bit more of a straight face.
"My family made me move back." This hurt I could feel the hole getting ripped open again.
"You wouldn't have come back for me would you?"
"No, but Bella you have to understand I thought it was the best for you until I found out you were dating him."
"He has a name Edward." Saying his name still made me hurt.
"I will never give up on you." That was it, he just walked out of the room. I couldn't believe he had such nerve to come here and fucking tell me that crap. As soon as I had calmed down a nurse walked in, and this one was not Edward.
"How are you feeling darling?"
"Pretty good, when can I go home?" please say now. Please say now. I really couldn't spend another minute in the same building as Edward.
"As soon as your um, friend comes to pick you up." friend? I thought it'd be pretty obvious I was dating him.
"Okay." I looked up at the clock, Jake wouldn't be here for another 2 hours and I had no idea what I was going to do to pass the time. I just gave up and decided looking at my hands would be distracting enough.
"Can I come in?" I knew that voice anywhere. I looked up and I just couldn't stop crying.
"Alice! Oh my god what are you doing here?"
"I came to see you silly! I missed you so much." She bounced over to the bed and gave me the best hug I have had in, forever. "I can't stay for long, I only came to pick up the others." I gave her a confused look. "They ordered new cars." My expression must have made her giggle. " I heard you moved out, can I come see the place?"
"Sure Alice, anything for you." Suddenly reality dawned on me. "Oh, it's over the treaty line"
"I guess that is a problem, you're welcome over our house whenever you want."
"I might take you up on that."
"Okay well I have to go! I hope to see you soon, and don't get into too much trouble." She kissed my head and skipped out of the room. Then I realised why she left so quickly. Jacob was standing at the door with a very guilty look on his face. He came over and sat down beside me not making eye-contact.
"Jacob? What's wrong?" It took him a solid minute to answer my easy question.
"I did something really bad, and you're going to hate me."
"I will never hate you."
"don't be so sure." he sat and thought about what he was going to say and finally, what felt like eternity, he opened his mouth. " Bella, I love you, but I did something terrible. I knew the Cullens were back, I knew for a long time.... I knew you'd want him back so I tried to get you pregnant." what? Why would he do that? What stupid little over protective hormonal part in his brain would tell him to do that. Jake buried his face in his hands