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By the way, I don't think that I will be going in to detail with the sexual side of Jasper's abuse as most of it is done when he is unconscious but I will with the physical side.
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Alice POV
Me and Bella sat on the table nearest to the middle after the teacher discussed with me what we were studying at the moment. Apparently we are half way through the topic of 'Troy'. Fun.
"Can I see your schedule?" Bella asked.
"Yeah sure" I answered handing it to her. She scanned through it quickly.
"The only other class I have with you is maths" Bella sighed.
We listened to our history teacher, Mrs Clyde as she discussed what we would be doing today.
"We will be going to be spending the next hour answering the questions on your sheet. You can use your brains or research. You will be working in groups of 3 to 4 so choose quickly" Mrs Clyde instructed.
She started to hand out sheets of paper as a dark head boy walked up to us.
"Hey, can I work with you guys" he asked.
"Yeah, sure. Alice this is Eric, he's a friend of mine" Bella answered.
Eric sat down and scanned through the piece of paper in his hand.
"I can answer the first few questions very well but I think we will need to research the last two unless you guys can answer them" Eric said.
Just then, a familiar face walked through the door.
"Jasper, if you are late to one more of my lessons, you will be making up that time in detention" Mrs Clyde said strictly.
Jasper just walked past her to his table in the back corner by himself and sat down.
"Not today Jasper, you're working in a group" she informed.
When he remained seated, the teacher made the choice for him.
"You can join Bella's group so move over to their table". Mrs Clyde ordered. Jasper glanced at me for half a second before slowly getting up and making his way to our table.
"This is just great" Eric muttered.
As he reached our table he sat down and just looked down at the table while playing with his pen. It was obvious that he didn't want to be here so I decided to help him out.
"Hey Eric? You said that you knew the questions very well apart from the last two so how about you and Bella stay here and answer those while me and Jasper can research the last two". I suggested.
"Like he'll be much help" Eric said as he glanced at Jasper who's eyes still remained on the table.
"We can do that" Bella answered ignoring Eric's comment.
"Come on" I said to Jasper as I got up.
I tapped his shoulder and he flinched. He raised his eyes to mine and he had a rather vulnerable look. I started to walk away and Jasper slowly got up and followed me, probably preferring the idea of being with one person rather that two. Bella and Eric had both looked rather impressed. I sat down at the computer and logged on and then I noticed that Jasper was still standing and that he was tense. I nodded my head to the seat next to me hoping that he would get the message. He looked at me for a few seconds before he slowly moved to sit down although his nervous eyes had never left mine. Was he afraid of me?
"Ok, I'll do the research and you write it down, unless you want to do it the other way round" I said, giving him and option.
I did my best to get him talking but he just grabbed his pen. I sighed. I spent a few minutes researching the information that I needed and I noticed that Jasper was taking quick glances at me.
"Here, write down the first two paragraphs but make it more simple so you don't have to write as much" I told him.
He looked at the screen as if he was memorizing it then he began to write. I noticed that his hands looked rather bony and his knuckles on his right one were all cut up. His handwriting got a little messy as his hands were getting shaky. It was getting worse. Is he always like this? And people just ignored his strange behaviour? Maybe he just has some anxiety disorder or he's autistic. And maybe he was also mute like Bella thought. But surely the teachers would be aware of this, wouldn't they?
"Are you Ok? I can write the rest if you want me to" I asked.
He just carried on writing, pretending that I hadn't even bothered to speak to him. His hands now looked like they were uncontrollable and I started to hear him breath heavily. He let go of the pen, got up and rushed out of the class room. Mrs Clyde looked annoyed but not surprised. I got up, about to follow his footsteps when Mrs Clyde stopped me.
"Don't worry about him Alice, just carry on with your work. You don't want to get yourself into trouble on your first day do you?" she warned.
"But..."
"No buts, I will get a member of staff to speak to him when they next see him so until then, get back to what you were doing" Mrs Clyde ordered.
I sighed and went back to my computer. It was like no one cared about him. I will find out why he is like this and I doubt that anyone but him knows the proper reason. Everyone at school just seems to see him as a freak. Once I finished the questions that I was working on, I walked back to my original table, joining Bella and Eric.
"I knew he wouldn't last long" Eric said.
"Is he always that way?" I asked.
"No, only when he is forced to work with people. I don't understand why teachers still bother putting him in groups if he always ends up leaving without permission" Bella sighed.
"Not a people person huh" I said.
"I did warn you" Bella pointed out.
"Alright class, the hour is up so put your work away and we will discuss your answers next lesson" Mrs Clyde announced.
We packed up our things and headed out.
Jasper POV
I ran out of the school building, not caring about the stupid punishments they would give me. It's nothing compared to what my father does to me. It has been a long time since anyone has bothered to speak to me but she's new anyway. By tomorrow she will just ignore me like everyone else. Good. I don't want anyone near me. I am too disgusted with myself and how I'm living. If anyone knew how weak I was and how my body is used, they would be disgusted too. In fact, they would be too sick to even look at me. I'm a messed up freak. My father destroyed me. He made me the nervous wreck that I am today. At least he made me realise that if my own father can act that way, then anybody can, no matter how innocent they look. How innocent she looked.
I reached home and tried to open the door as quietly as possible, hoping that he wouldn't notice, but of course, I'm never a lucky person.
"What are you doing home so early. I let you go to school today and then you come home at the wrong time! I am getting annoyed with the phone calls I get from your teachers telling me about this ridiculous behaviour!" He yelled.
I started to feel my body shake and he notices. He starts to laugh.
"I can't believe how pathetic you are. Look at yourself, you coward!"
He takes a step closer to me and I take a step back.
"Did I tell you to move away from me?"
He grabs the collar of my shirt and pushes his face against mine
"Did I!?" He yelled louder this time.
"I...I..I'm" I started
"You're what? Sorry?"
He crashed my head to the nearest wall and I whimpered. He does this to me too often but it still scares me. Noticing, the pain he's putting me through, he does it again and again, repeating this action until my head starts to bleed. He then throws me to the floor and kicks me in the ribs a few times until I can't move.
"Pathetic" He spat at me.
He dragged me up the stairs by my collar and dumps me in my room and as I fall to the floor, I feel glass cut into my skin on the right side of my body remembering the mirror I punched this morning. I just lay in a foetal position.
"Get that mess cleaned up you worthless piece of shit, and don't expect me to feed you anytime soon either".
He kicked me one last time before slamming my bedroom door shut. I remained where I was as tears started to form in my eyes.
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