A/N: New and Improved

Disclaimer: I do not own twilight

Bella's point of view

I heard Edward raging on about how I had changed and it was his fault I was so bitchy and horrible. I knew I was bitchy but it was now protective layer, if I wasn't bitchy I felt hurt and I can't take the pain. Him being here is just killing me, but I am acting as civilised as I can.

He thought it was his fault I was like this that if he had just changed me then I wouldn't have lost anything that he thought I had. But I had lost my farther, I think I might go and check on him to make me feel better that he is okay.

When I pass out I only go out for like 2 minutes, but it hurts. Kinda like a hangover but not quite as bad, I'm glad Alec had caught me because he cured the pain.

I was now in America in the forest behind Charlie's house. The smell of the old damp trees lingered around me, the coloured trees comforting me in a way I thought not possible when I moved here. It was the middle of the night so it was safe for me to prowl around. I snuck in my bedroom window it was still unlocked, just how I always left it. Just hoping and hoping,

Flash back

I was sitting on my bed looking at the window, wishing he would come in the window. I had been sitting like this for 3 hours now since I got home from school. Charlie had attempted to cook but it ended up as charcoal it was mostly it was take outs but I never at anything anyway so it didn't matter to me.

All of the questions were still running around my head.

Why had he left?

Was he ever coming back?

Was he telling me a lie about not loving me anymore?

It was all I thought or did, I never did anything else.

I got a memory from a window wow this is going to be difficult...

I tip toe around knowing that I didn't have to but still with my clumsiness you could never be sure. I had fallen over since I had been turned into vampire I suppose it's a thing I can't get rid of, it's built in me, a flaw I can't get rid of.

Charlie was curled up on the couch the TV still blaring some noise about the sport being played. I pulled a blanket out of the cupboard under the stairs and draped it over him, and turned the TV off and turned to go back up stairs to grab some of my old things.

But as I was walking up the stairs I smelt another vampire and close, I got to the top of the stairs and realized it was coming from my room. I cautiously opened the door to be hit in the face full force with a sent that should not have been as familiar as it was.

Ther he was in all of his glory his god like form sprawled out on my bed, messy bed hair even messier than usual. I took a moment to take in his form, but finally decided to let my presents be known.

"Edward! What are you doing here?" I huffed I really wasn't in the mood for this conversation yet.

"I was just remembering something." He spoke in a dead tone, I did feel sorry for him but I quickly pushed that aside. My past being here near me had softened me on the inside, though I was adamant that I wouldn't let it show on the outside.

"I'm sorry I am acting like a bitch, I suppose it's just my way of keeping me from getting hurt... again." I sighed trying not to snap at him, even though it was now a reflex.

"It's 'lright, you don't have to try if you don't want to!" he collapsed on the bed again. His body language was agitating me.

"No I do want to!" I all but screamed.

"Jeez Bella!" he jumped and grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the window. I had obviously woken Charlie. "You're still not used to being a vampire yet are you?"

"Nope!" I said popping the 'p'. "I only got turned 5 days ago, and it's been a glorious 4 days"

"wait, what it takes 3 days you can only have enjoyed 2 days at most!" I had obviously confused him.

Smugly I replied, "No I changed in a day." I said matter-of-factly.

"Oh right well any way what's up with you kissing Alec?" he asked thinking there was nothing between us two.

"We're boyfriend and girl friend." I said dully. If I wasn't with Alec I would probably forgiven Edward a week ago, and taken him back.

"Why do you say it like that you should be bubbly!" He smiled faking bubbliness but then let the act go and went back to his lifeless state.

"Well I'm not I compare him to everything you did and to be completely honest your winning!" I sighed yet again letting another secret away to him.

"Oh!" he said smugly.

"Well if you don't count what you said at the end of our relationship you're losing by a long way." I snapped back. I quickly covered my mouth with my hand. "Sorry I suppose it's who I am now." I huffed, I didn't enjoy being a bitch but it was who he moulded me to be even though I am starting to slowly feel guilty.

Edward suddenly stiffened.

"Shhh! There is another vampire!" he whispered so low I nearly didn't catch it.

A/N: This was hard to improve, because there isn't a lot of it to improve.

Disclaimer: Characters and Twilight doesn't belong to me!