Chapter 3: Jacob

Nessie's POV

Edward continued to glare at me for a really long time afterward. His behavior completely baffled me. What was wrong with him?!

I guess it didn't matter much to me. My mind was mainly occupied with Jacob. I came up with many different things that I could say to get Jacob to come home with me today. Oh how I wanted to have sex with him so badly!

I considered myself a master when it came to getting guys to have sex with me. There were quite a few times when I men guys at bars. Usually after they have had a few drinks it's easy to get them to have sex with me. Nothing quite like a one night stand-

"Ouch!" I shouted for Edward had elbowed me even harder this time. Jesus Christ I'm starting to think that it's not safe to even think about sex with him around!

"Why do you keep doing that?!" I tried my hardest to keep my voice down when talking to a rather upset looking Edward.

"Because I wanted to get your attention" Edward simply said.

"Well you could have, oh I don't know, just asked!" Edward was starting to get really annoying.

"Just ignore him Nessie" Jacob said. "He can be especially annoying at times"

Keep talking I really wanted to say. Even his voice was sexy. Really really sexy.

"Um, okay" I said.

Just then the bell rang. As I was about to walk out the classroom Jacob's warm hand stopped me.

"Nessie I looked at your schedule and I realized that we have the exact same class next. Do you want to walk with me?" his voice sounded hopeful. He also had a hopeful look on his face.

"Okay"

He smiled even brighter. The class was science. Jacob and I ended up being lab partners. He wasn't very good at science so I had to teach him quite a few things.

"Nessie you're really smart" Jacob said.

"Really? You think so?" I couldn't help but ask for some reason.

"Nessie I don't think so. I know so. You seem like an intelligent and beautiful young woman. Your boyfriend is lucky to have you" he said to me.

"Jacob I don't have a boyfriend. But I'm sure your girlfriend is lucky to have you" Damned I just realized something! If he has a girlfriend he won't want to have to sex with me! I wouldn't want to do it either. I have never slept with someone who is married, engaged, or has a girlfriend. I wasn't going to ruin someone else's relationship. I wasn't going to be responsible for breaking up a home.

"Nessie I don't have a girlfriend" Jacob said. Okay. Phew. I can breathe a sigh of relief.

"Oh, really?"

"Yeah, no girlfriend here" Jacob said. "Anyway can you tell me more about yourself?"

"What do you want to know?" I asked him. I was not that interesting of a person.

"Everything" he said.

So I told him about myself. Honestly there wasn't much to say. There is not a whole lot that you can say about yourself. When you're completely alone you don't do much.

"You don't have any family? At all?" Jacob asked me, he sounded really sad for some reason.

"Nope. I'm emancipated" that's the lie I told everyone. People were sure to wonder why I lived alone.

Jacob and I parted ways after that class. Throughout the following classes I met the rest of the Cullen family. They all seemed to have an unusual amount of interest in me.

Bella was especially interested in me. She kept asking question after question. She asked me questions all throughout lunch as well. Seriously how can someone have so many questions?!

It was in my class right after lunch that I was finally alone with Jacob. Well, without any Cullens around anyway.

"Jacob can I ask you something?" I did the best that I could to make my voice as sexy and alluring as possible. I found Jacob's shocked expression to be quite amusing.

"Sure Nessie anything" he responded.

"Would you like to come to my house today ?" I asked him

"What do you mean Nessie?" he asked me curiously.

"Well we will be completely alone. Free to do what we want. Just you and me. I know that we would have a fun time together. I can show off my lingerie which I think should get you in the right mood-"

"Nessie are you trying to say that you want me to have sex with you today?" Jacob asked. His facial expression was beyond shock.

"Um, yeah. Kind of" I admitted.

"No Nessie" he said.

What? This has never happened before. Usually men said yes to me. I had never been rejected. This was the first time that this had ever happened to me. I was in unchartered territory.

"Why not? Is there something wrong with me?"

"Nessie there is absolutely nothing wrong with you! Nothing! Don't you ever think that!"

"But then why-" I don't know why but I was really close to crying now.

"Because I am interested in having a relationship with you. A real relationship. You're smart, your wonderful, your beautiful, and I really like you. I want to get to know you as a person. I want to date you. You are not a sex object and I will not treat you as one. You are so much more then that"

I didn't want a relationship though. I never wanted relationships. I didn't see the point in having a relationship. I refused to be close to anyone. What's the point when you know that they are going to die eventually? It's pointless. Getting emotionally involved was pointless and would just lead to sadness. That's also why I gave away all my babies. I loved them so much. I never wanted to see them die.

"Nessie?" Jacob said.

"Yes?"

"Are you okay?" he asked me.

"Yeah, I'm fine" was all that I could say.

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