Take my breath away
Naruto wants to be in the fight club, but is he willing to do anything just to get in. Sasuke is pretty happy but he could be a little happier with a certain someone there. Can he take no for an answer? Or will just have to try a little bit harder. Yaoi theme, violence lust all the good stuff: p
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Naruto dodged right, running behind a big brick wall as a paint ball came flying at his face. He breathed out easy looking over the side from the wall to get an idea of where to head. Shikamaru was hiding behind a wall slightly left of him down above. Naruto laughed at the fact shikamaru was trying to hide but his foot was completely out.
Naruto moved the paint ball gun closely to himself getting ready to pass over to a wall right next to him. He made the first step out of safe ground when a sharp pain had hit at his side. He gasped slightly looking down at his side as blue paint slid down his shirt.
Looking up he saw a smirking Kiba looking brightly at his work.
Naruto looking only at Kiba was hit five more times in the back. He turned suddenly shooting his gun off as well.
"You only have to hit me once you fat ass!" naruto screamed looking at choji who had been laughing the whole time.
"What, I didn't know Kiba had already gotten you, in my opinion it was very fair." Choji smirked holding his gun up.
Shikamaru who had sensed the end of the game came walking over shortly fallowed by lee.
"Wow, naruto, is everything all right?" shikamaru questioned lazily looking down at the blond boy.
"Yeah of course, why?"
"Well you always win in paintball," lee said looking worried as well.
"That's because he cheats."
"I heard that Kiba! I don't cheat!" naruto gasped, nostrils flaring, "it's not my fault you suck!" He smirked evilly, proud of his sayings.
"Mmmmmmmhhhhhhhhmmmmmm!" Kiba rolled his eyes, placing his hands on his hips.
"Okay, calm down. You can tell us naruto, we are your best friends," shikamaru suggested sincerely looking around and his friends shook their heads in agreement except for Kiba.
"Not Kiba," naruto said shamefully looking to the ground holding back a smirk.
"Kiba!" lee snapped looking angrily at the dog boy, "apologize!"
"I'm sorry naruto," Kiba grumbled before naruto burst into laughter looking up at the boys.
"Seriously, tell us man. We've noticed that it isn't just today; you've been bummed all week! Practice starts next week! You have to get a grip soon." Lee argued looking sadly at his friend.
Naruto almost told them, but he had to stop. They wouldn't understand. He would end up hafting to tell them the whole story from the beginning and his friends still didn't know a thing or two about their friend.
He couldn't take the shame. He had to keep his mouth shut.
"It nothing men, I'm just a little worried I won't do well with the training and stuff," naruto lied looking up at Kiba especially.
"Aaawww, don't worry!" Kiba said excitedly smiling happily at his friend, "if you need help we'll do extra practice after practice."
Naruto smiled weakly up at his friends. He hated to lie, but what choice did he have? And besides he though a little happier, it's only till he gets enough courage to tell them all the truth. So, what did it even matter if he had a little secret or a big one?
But it was little, that's all. It was decided, he wouldn't tell them just yet.
"Okay, Kiba." Naruto agreed standing up and looking at everybody. Shikamaru pulled his cell phone from his pocket and checked the time.
"Shit, I'm late," he grumbled forcing the little calling device back into his pocket, "sorry men I got to go, my mom's already going to kill me."
Shikamaru set off the rest of the boys watching as he disappeared to his car.
"Well we got the place till 4:00, another round?" lee asked holding his gun up.
"Ok, but this time teams," naruto added pulling his protective glasses over his eyes.
"It has to be fair tho man! Me choji, naruto and lee. Sorry to say naruto but me and you always win." He pointed out sticking a finger in naruto's face.
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Naruto hadn't noticed how tired he had been till his body had finally hit the mattress. It was only five after all and he had plenty of stuff to do.
Like getting ready for the first team practice on Monday, which was only about two days away. He was only a little nervous, but all the same he couldn't wait to meet the team and the coach. He had heard many great things about the coach and couldn't wait to meet him.
But he was also afraid to make a fool out of himself and that was something he didn't want to deal with.
He already had to deal with Sasuke who had been sending him MySpace invites all week. He was starting to feel a little claustrophobic with all the staring and attention he was getting from him
He had to set his mind to work and he knew just the thing to do it.
Naruto gasped in a new sudden panic when his eyes met the empty spot on his desk.
'Had that always been like that,' he thought in a panic.
He got up quickly throwing everything to the floor that still lay on the desk to the floor.
'Oh where is it, where it!' naruto mentally panicked throwing stuff from the inside desk doors.
"MOM!" naruto called outside his door his voice straining to get to loud. "HAVE YOU SEEN MY JOURNAL?"
"No, are you alright naruto?" she asked poking her head from her bedroom door.
"Yes," he answered pulling his hair in frustration. He had to think, who was in his room other than his mom.
He sat on his bed pulling his head into his hands breathing easy and calmly. He had to calm down and think this over. Why would his mom take it in the first place? She knew that he didn't want her to go through it in the first place.
But who would take it?
It couldn't be his dad because his dad doesn't come into the room as it was, he could care less about what naruto had to write. So that proved it to not be his dad. His mom just said she didn't have it, why would she lie? His mom wouldn't lie, not about this.
'Think, think, think.'
Naruto ran through the whole week thinking through everyone who had come in. his eyes widened when his mind skimmed through one of the many days of this week.
'He wouldn't.'
But naruto knew he would. It had to be Sasuke. He was the only other person who had come into the room other than his mom. He had to have taken it while he had turned and looked for his note pad. Naruto's eyes flashed with anger. Sasuke suddenly new way more than his own friends! He learned it in one week just like that.
Naruto's face turned from anger to shock. That meant he knew the one secret nobody was supposed to know. Now the only ones who knew were his parents and Sasuke.
The shame he had faced when his own parents found out about the small detail in his life. The shame he would get if the whole school had found out about this small detail.
Naruto acted on impulse grabbing his black sweat shirt from behind his desk chair. He ran from his room quick heading toured the front door. He stopped at the living room when he spotted his parents.
"I'm going out for a little," he quickly said before opening the front door and leaving for his truck. He threw his sweat shirt to the passenger seat and started the vehicle fast out of the drive way.
How could he be so stupid to think that Sasuke was just there for a friendly visit? He was just there looking for a chance to take something of his and then probably use it against him to get what he wanted.
If he had to fight to get it back then he would.
Naruto was beyond mad, he just wanted to grab the angle faced boy and beat him to the ground. Did he just say angel faced? Naruto groaned mentally he was losing himself slowly; he was going to go insane with all his mixed thoughts running through his mind.
He stopped beating himself up when he finally reached the uchiha home.
Naruto had to keep his mouth from hitting the floor when he saw it. The people had to be the richest people in the whole world. There house (if that's what you'd call it) was like a mansion. It was huge and had to have at least 6 floors to the place.
But naruto wasn't jealous; his home was fairly nice and was probably more homely than this place. But he couldn't stop thinking about how Sasuke had everything to brag about. A house, a nice car, probably a nice family who accepts him for who he is.
Naruto had none of that really, his family was kind, yes, but understanding to everything he was, no.
Naruto climbed from his car and walked rather slowly to the black door. He looked around the door till he found the little button to ring the door bell. He pressed it once standing still and rigid, a little scared to move to tell the truth.
The wait felt like century's, either they just took too long to get to the door or naruto's nerves were getting to him. Every second ticked by in his head one by one.
When the door was finally answered a brood, rather scary man answered. He was tall and looked a lot like Sasuke if it wasn't for his long hair pulled back into a loose pony tail, and tired lines under his eyes. He was wearing a suit that hung loosely to his body but you could evenly tell that he was a very muscular man.
He smiled warmly looking naruto up and down a smirk drawing to his thin lips.
"Sasuke's new pet, I would believe," narrowing his eyes, "naruto, I'm correct? You fit his description well, everything I would have thought."
Naruto laughed weakly nervousness fixing into his voice. His eyes widened in surprise. 'What was Sasuke saying about me?'
"Um . . . yeah, I'm just looking for Sasuke, is he here?"
"Oh, well wouldn't you like to come in and. . . Chat," he smiled weirdly his eyes narrowing as his cheeks pulled up on his face.
"Itachi, I hope you aren't bothering the poor boy," came a deep dark voice from behind the large man.
Next to the man naruto now assumed to be itachi was an older looking man with short black hair. His face seemed to be fixed into a long lasting scowl, he wore a suit too, but he looked much weaker than the other. He must be his dad.
"I'm sorry," he said extending a hand which naruto took shakily, "so you're the boy my son gave up captain for," he said like he was talking more to himself.
"Um . . . what?" naruto looked up at the man in dismay and confusion. 'Sasuke gave up captain?'
"I must apologize again, my manners must have gone," he laughed weakly pulling his hand away from naruto and eyeing him like a hawk. "The name is uchiha Fugaku, and you must be naruto. My son speaks quiet fondly of you."
"Um . . . really?" naruto was still in shock and a little freaked out by the whole meeting.
"Not talkative are we," itachi spoke this time crossing his arms over his chest.
Naruto was about to speak when a woman walked and stood behind the two men as well. She had long black hair and looked to be a very pleasant woman. She wore a black dress and a white apron tied around her very small waist. She smiled warmly to naruto before glaring at the two men.
"Would you let the boy go," she said sternly waving both men away.
Both men walked away grumbling and watched naruto all the way out of view. Naruto relaxed a little smiling at the nice woman.
"I'm just looking for Sasuke," naruto said smiling a little bit.
"I'm sorry. He's out for a couple of hours, but if you want to go see him he is at the school. There is a small patch of woods there and if you go toured the back door there is a small path. You head in take a left on the first turn off. Just go straight that way and you will come to a clearing and he should be there training."
"Thanks," naruto nearly mumbled nearly falling backwards off the front step. He smiled weakly the feeling of it feeling weird even to himself. Naruto waved goodbye shakily finally turning away and heading back to his car.
He breathed smoothly quiet happy to be away from the house. The first impression of the family wasn't a good one. They seemed creepy, sneaky, knowing, and a little stuck up. Except for the loving woman.
Naruto was hoping that he wouldn't have to see any of them for a while, especially that itachi man.
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The wind blew lightly pulling Sasuke's bangs free from his sweaty face. He lunged forward steadily his fist pounding into the big read punching back hanging from a tree.
He didn't stop to take a breather at all. He stayed on his feet and focused.
His momentum built up as his thoughts picked up as well. His whole week had been interesting, had been busy with school, and learning new things.
He was busy and lost in his thought he nearly didn't notice the sound that came behind him. He didn't hesitate in his fighting for the reason he didn't want the person to be scared off.
He heard it again and knew that somebody was defiantly there.
Acting on an impulse Sasuke jumped backwards knocking the boy, holding him down till be had straddled his hips and hand held the boys hands over his head. Through the wrestle Sasuke had to keep his eyes tightly shut so not to get any of the dirt that was flying around him in his eyes.
"W-wha-what the hell Sasuke!"
Sasuke recognized that voice, he dreamed of that voice. The same voice that could take his breath away, in his dreamed he heard that voice speak his name in such sexy, erotic, amazing way!
Only when he opened his eyes did he grunt out his surprises. His eyes widened a little before he could settle himself enough to smirk a little. He could get used to this position, he thought to himself.
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Naruto laid still, pain shooting up his back from the sudden pain of the fall. He wiggled himself a little trying to pool his hand free from the smoldering boy. The grip tightened around his wrists considerably making naruto gasp in surprise. His gaze turned to the hands around his wrists making all movements in his hand useless.
He turned back to Sasuke and glared angrily.
Sasuke on the other hand was enjoying himself, maybe too much. His smirk grew wider enjoying the feeling of the smaller boy's struggles under him.
He moved his head up slowly his hip grinding into naruto's a little roughly he moaned breathlessly when he reached his ear grinding his hips a little harder. Naruto moaned as well unable to control the sound when it had come to him.
Naruto had to close his eyes before he decided to start bucking his body up into the boy.
"Sneaking up on me while I'm practicing, it dangerous you know? I think a punishment should be arranged, you agree?" Sasuke said his voice hissing with lust and need. He picked his head up looking into the eyes of the other boy who was shaking.
Naruto could have died in the heat of the look. His eyes were needy, begging him to fallow every will he had.
But naruto had more strength than that. He pushed his body up finally bucking Sasuke off his body. Sasuke fell backwards, his eyes now looking to the sky.
Sasuke was surprised when he finally looked up at naruto to see the look in his eyes.
Naruto's face was flushed with anger his eyes narrowed in a fighting way. Anger was prying its way from his blue orbs. His lips curled down in a light snarl.
"Don't you fucken threaten me!" he hissed his voice laced in venom. "I want my journal back."
"Im not done with it!" Sasuke snapped fighting back.
"What!?! You stole it! You don't get time with it."
"I have to study it a little more."
"No!"
"Don't fucken yell at me you liar!" Sasuke hissed pointing his finger into naruto's face angrily, his calm feature slowly disappearing.
"I never lied! Now give me my journal!" he said his face changing suddenly to worry.
" 'I'm not gay,'bullshit! I read the part with last summer!" Sasuke said flatly looking at naruto long and hard.
"I'm not gay!"
"I read the part, tell m-."
"No, you don't even understand!" naruto said cutting Sasuke off, he was beyond mad.
"Make me understand then," Sasuke said finally regaining the control back into his voice. His face softened as well, as naruto had slunk back into a comfortable sitting arrangement.
Naruto looked to the ground sighing really loudly. Sasuke already knew basically, what would it matter if he told him the whole thing.
"I can't be," he said sadly looking away from Sasuke biting into his bottom lip.
"But you are, you said in the journal!" Sasuke fussed pointing his finger a second time into his face.
"Yeah, well I can't be! Not anymore," naruto nearly yelled his head snapping back around to Sasuke meeting his own heated gaze.
"Well, why? You wrote that you kissed him? You wanted to have sex with the guy! How can you sit here and tell me you aren't gay?!? Tell me naruto!" he said franticly climbing to his knees so he could look naruto forcefully into his eyes.
"My parents hate me!" naruto yelled a sob braking into his voice, "no get away!" naruto yelled throwing Sasuke away as he tried to hug naruto. "They hated me, my dad couldn't eve-even look a-at m-e-m-me."
Naruto was now fully crying his body shaking with the forcefully sobs that clouded the air. He was embarrassed, more than that. He had never let anybody see him cry but for now he couldn't help it but cry out.
"I h-had to te-te-tell them I-it was a mis-mist-mis-misunderstanding." Naruto cried out throwing his face into his hands so Sasuke could no longer see his face.
"Naruto, please stop," Sasuke tried to calm him down but he really just wanted to give him a hug. His heart was breaking just seeing naruto this tore up.
Naruto calmed down wiping his soaked face from the remaining tears.
"I can't be anymore. When my parents found out they were ashamed of me. They didn't understand."
"Your heart knows what you are; you're scared of your parent's shame that you tell yourself lies-"
"No! I know what I am. No...I... know," he sighed heavily looking down into the dirt ground his brow furrowed.
"Naruto tell me what happened from the beginning." Sasuke said sternly pulling his pointer finger out capturing naruto chin from underneath. He pulled his chin up slightly but naruto pulled his head away fast throwing Sasuke's hand away.
"You already read it!"
"Yea but I want to hear it from you."
Naruto looked back up his face still red and rutty from his tears. He sighed again somehow making it even more heavily than before.
"Well. I fell in love, with a guy. At camp. On the last day we were…… making out. We thought nobody had seen us, and we thought our secrete was safe. I was so happy with him, safe." He looked up into Sasuke's eyes warmly smiling weakly, "like with you." Naruto blushed deeply turning his head from Sasuke again. "But the camp consular did."
"I thought we were safe, I would have done anything for him. I came home the next day and my dad glared at me, he didn't even talk to me! I didn't know that he knew! They didn't tell me, they weren't even talking to me.
"I knew something was wrong, I asked them over and over and OVER!" naruto started crying hard again his tears falling down fast and hard. "Still, they (wine/moan/sob) they didn't say anything."
Naruto's body shook hard his voice quivering with the motion. Sasuke could only sit and listen to him cry. He wanted so badly to hug him. Cuddle him, make him feel better, but couldn't. He was afraid naruto would just push him away again.
"Finally my dad got fed up with me and said so plainly, 'naruto go ask your boyfriend what's wrong,' I was so torn. I cried for days. They hated every ounce of me," he sneered the last part his voice cutting off in a small hiss.
"I finally told them it was a misunderstanding. I told myself, people, friends, them that I wasn't gay. Even if my heart screams the truth, I have to change. BUT YOU! You won't leave me alone! To be me! Stay away from me Sasuke! I MEAN it!"
"No naruto! You can't just do this to me! I need you! You don't understand." Sasuke said his eyes loc ked onto naruto as he stood up. Sasuke stood with him.
"Sasuke I have to live my own life without you pulling me into these problems. Leave me alone, I mean it," naruto said flatly lowering his eyes to meet the cold gaze that Sasuke eyes carried.
"Fine," Sasuke spat his word just as even as naruto's had been. He also had lowered his head a little his gaze reaching naruto deeper.
"Fine?" naruto was confused. He raised his eyebrow in question which Sasuke simple smirked at a light smile pulling his lips.
"Hmmm, of course naruto, I have to fallow some sort of rule, for now. I understand its only for a little while till you understand yourself, me, and people around you, I understand," Sasuke voice rang nearly a whispered hiss, "so you'll know who you want, and it's me."
"Um…. What?"
Sasuke smirked, his eyes flashing with brilliant mischief. Of course he could give the dope a little rest, but not along one. He would have him soon enough. What was better than knowing a secrete of someone only you and your parents knew. The pleasure was eating away at him, driving him to his weakness.
Sasuke bent down, going through his bag, then threw the tattered old journal at naruto who caught it last minute.
"I'll see you later, Uzamaki," and with the words fading away so was he walking away leaving naruto alone to stand there with only hid thought to keep him sane.
The only thing that worried naruto the most was to have Sasuke use the new knowledge and tell everybody at school about his secrets. he couldn't be able it live anymore, to go to school and face the other student while they knew what out really were was too hard and naruto didn't want to go through it.
With the journal held loosely in naruto's grasp he left turning down the narrow path and back to the school where his car was waiting.