Life has been great in the caves for the past 4 months. I am married and I am having baby Logan. People smelled good because of the shower and life has become so much easier. No Seekers had come after Sunny's amazingly huge raid and everyone just started living better.
That morning Ian was watching me as I picked out my clothes for the day.
"What?"
"Nothing. Yours beautiful is all"
I blushed and he came and put his arms around my belly. He was behind me and he started to kiss my neck. I turned in his arms and he kissed me on the lips. I was already having a fantastic day and it was barely 9. I knew that because Sunny got clocks for everyone as well on her raid. Ian parted my lips with his tongue and then was exploring my mouth. When I had to lean back for air he started kissing my neck. I don't blame him for being so enthusiastic, sins we found out about the baby I haven't been comfortable doing more than kissing. He didn't have to wait much longer though because it has been 9 months sins then. I had gotten an extra crib to put in Melanie's room because Ian and I were going to need time to ourselves. Melanie and Jared were to be the godparents, even if we weren't planning on getting the baby baptised, it was the only way we could make them related because there were no actual blood ties. Ian lifted his head and leaned his forehead against mine. I looked into his sapphire eyes and saw an emotion I haven't ever seen on his face. I'm sure Melanie would have known it immediately but it took me a while to look back in Melanie's memories and find that same look on Jared's face. I found it and was shocked at what it meant. It was desire, pure and simple. And of course Ian had had desire before but not like this, this desire was stronger. Melanie described it as him being "Horny". I giggled.
"What?"
"Nothing, I just remembered something"
"What?"
"Nothing"
"Is it about me?"
"When do I ever think about something and it isn't about you?"
"I don't know, you don't tell me everything you think"
I leaned in and whispered into his ear: "Yes I do. the look on your face. I know what it is"
I leaned back and he was red. I giggled again because I rarely make Ian blush. I kissed him again and then told him I was going to take a shower.
"Can I come?"
"No"
I wasn't even out the door before I heard an incredible sound. Someone was screaming and it was really really loud. My ears were rigging. I was hard to concentrate on the scream when I was in so much pain, something inside me seemed to break. It took me a while to realize that the scream was coming from me. By the time I had Ian was already at my side and he was pulling me up from the floor, I don't even remember having fallen. Melanie came bursting through the door and saw me in Ian's arms.
"I think its time" she said
I looked down and saw that my pants were wet. Then as soon as it started it was over, the pain had subsided.
"Time for what" I asked, still getting over the shock
"Wow, I thought you would have understood this part by now. The baby is coming, god."
"Ian, I'm worried" I said
"Don't be"
"Is it suppose to hurt this much?"
"Ya, I think its normal" He kissed me on the check than swooped me into his arms and carried me to Doc's office.
It kind off all passed in a blur. Doc gave me some No Pain and then he told me to push. I was pushing and pushing and Ian was holding my hand and so was Mel. Then all I herd was "Congratulations, It's a girl"
Then I started to cry. I had a baby girl. She was all mine! Oh My God!
Ian kissed me, full on the lips.
Doc handed me a bundle raped in a blanket and it was my baby. She had a button nose and little ears and she was so beautiful. I handed her to Ian reluctantly and he started to cry, and so did I and so did Mel. Then Jared came in and punches Ian on the arm and said "Congrats man" and so did Kyle and then Lily came in and held her and Paige and Andy and Heath and Trudy and even Sharon came in with Maggie. Everyone was holding her until I missed her to much and asked if I could have her back. Jamie came and looked at her and said:
"Am I her uncle?" And I told him that if he wanted to be he could because he's the closest thing I have ever had to a brother.
I don't think I have ever been more happy than I am now sitting in bed with Ian's arms around my waist and Logan in my arms. Looking at her makes my life shine.
"Jeb said that I don't have to work for another week"
"Week, Hell I would give you until she's 14 if I could"
"Well, its Jebs decision, and don't say that word in front of her please"
"Sorry" Then he caressed Logan's check then mine and pulled my face to his and kissed me.
"You know, she won't be like this forever. She's gonna wake up soon"
"Do you know if Sunny got formula?"
"No she didn't, but we won't need that until a couple months from now will we?"
"No, but I'm not going on any raids until she can talk and by then I won't be breast feeding her"
"You have to; Mel will take care of her"
"Or Jared can go and find some"
"Well its not like there baby formula in any house you know"
"I know. Can't sunny go again?"
"I guess, if Jared goes to"
"Ok, well can you ask in the morning?"
"We'll get Mel to ask, she's going to be back here any second"
"ya, ok"
I fell asleep in Ian's arms for the millionth time but this time Logan was in mine.