One of my main interests is the porn industry; how everything works behind the scenes and who is pulling the strings. I wanted to try story that is located in that word, although I focus on the relationships between people and not the industry itself. Anyway, tell me what you think! It means a lot to me :)
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Pairing: Sasuke x Naruto
Summary: In the world of the adult film industry you are not free to love. You use people and they equally use you. Do not mix plain sex with feelings. Ever. What if you did just that? (SasuNaru, rated M for SEX and language)
Disclaimer: I have no rights over the characters or what so ever (do not sue me Mr. Kishimoto), I am just loaning them and returning to the rightful owner (Mr. Kishimoto).
As soon as I am home, I drop on to my bed and fall asleep. The morning light filters into the room through the curtains and I open my eyes slowly. Shit, I better get to work. As I stand up, an alarming pain shots through my body and I remember the reason for that. That fucking bastard.
I limp my way to my work place and everybody looks at me weirdly. I was in a bike accident you people, I say loudly. I did not know you even had a bike, says Paco. Now I do, I mumble and head for the sofa on which Sasuke sits.
You son of a bastard, you could have been more delicate, I whisper angrily. Oh, suck my cock, Boy Wonder, he laughs. You wish, I reply. After work I find myself in Sasuke's apartment again. How the fuck did this happen?
So, you cannot get enough of me, he smirks. Hell no, it is not like that…I am leaving, I reply. He yanks my hand and laughs, do not be so stuck up, he smiles. He drags me into his bedroom and tosses me on the bed. I have got a few tricks up in my sleeve, he smiles evilly and starts to undress me.
Again, I am not fighting him instead I let him do what ever he wants. "What ever" seems to be a blowjob in this case…He unbuttons my jeans and pulls them off. Then he pulls my boxers with his teeth and fuck that gets me aroused. I am too easy, I tell you.
He lowers his head and tickles my thighs with his bangs. Then, with ferocity he takes me inside his velvety mouth and I can feel his tongue around my length. Amazing. He starts to suck me; bobbing his head up and down in fast pace.
Dear lord, he takes it all in, deep throating me from the tip to the base. Never has a woman done this job so thoroughly, so perfectly. It does not take long until I cum into his mouth and he drinks it up.
He raises his head with a smile plastered on his face and licks the rest of my cum from his lips. I am all red and panting. Your turn, he smirks and I crawl in between his legs. Show me what you are made off, Boy Wonder, he says hoarsely.
If you ever use that nickname again, I will definitely kill you, I grunt. Suck me to death, he groans. I lower my head and start by licking his shaft and fondling his balls. Then I suck the tip of his member and I slide my tongue inside his foreskin tasting the bare tip fully.
His breathing is hitching already and I can only smile evilly. I take the whole thing inside my mouth slowly and torture him by doing that. He moans and groans. Holy shit, I am getting hard again too by this. I lick his member, nibbling it until I take it wholly into my mouth again.
I start to yank my head up and down swirling my tongue around his length. With my hands I caress his inner thighs and his beautiful abdomen. He is breathing heavily and I keep doing my magic. I love the huffing and puffing he is making and I fasten my pace.
I literally suck him dry as he cums inside my mouth. The hot liquid bursts filling my mouth and I swallow everything; every inch of it. It tastes nice, like salty apples. I raise my head grinning like a maniac.
Did you like it, Captain Marvel, I ask. He bursts out laughing and pulls me close to him. He laughs so hard that he is trembling and ruffles my hair. Yeah, I liked it, he smiles.
It is kind of nice to be held by him and that is why I have to leave now. I am going home, I say and gather my clothes. It is cold outside and it is already late, do you want to stay over? He asks. I now I should not, but I cannot refuse and I stay.
I can sleep on the sofa, I say. Naah, it is not so big of a deal if you sleep next to me - hey, we had sex so I think I have seen all of you, he smiles brightly. We have work tomorrow and I do not have spare clothes, I say to him. You can lend mine, now come to captain, he laughs evilly and I cuddle next to him.
The next morning I lend his clothes and we eat breakfast. Almost like lovers and fuck, it feels good and right and everything in between. We are just merely sex buddies - not even that, since we are doing this for work. After breakfast we head for work.
At the studio everyone gazes at me with wide eyes, what? My co-workers want to know why I wear Sasuke's clothes. Fuck, I knew it. I was drinking with Sasuke and crashed at his place since I was too drunk to walk home people! I shout pissed. They just give me those looks, fuck them.
Somehow I end up a lot in Sasuke's place but I should have been more careful. Too much intimacy leads always to this - I think I am falling for him. At work he is arrogant and always teases, but when we are alone, he is a totally different person. He is funny, sweet and kind, but that only applies inside four walls.
I go get my coffee and I go to discuss with the editor about my scenes. When I come back, I see that Sasuke is filming his movie clip. I watch his naked form towering above the girl and my insides cramp. I follow his hand with my gaze as it caresses the girl's thighs.
I know I should not have stayed at his place; I should not have slept with him. I want to be that girl, whom he touches. I want to be the only one. I cannot stay and watch this. I see that he notices me, yet I still walk away.
I walk to the director's office and tell him that I cannot do it. He looks at me in amazement and asks whether I really mean it. I say I made a mistake pretending I was okay with it. I do not like to lie to him, but I cannot tell him that I have fallen in love with my "captain"…
It is always like this. It is impossible to date someone outside the business and now also inside. It kills me to see him with others and I do not want to do it either with random people anymore. Sex was always technical for me, but with him I really enjoyed it; it was our secret, our game.
It is fucking unfair I loose my job and the only person I have learned to love. The director understands or at least he pretends, but that is enough for me. I gather my things, this air suffocates me, I tell him.
I get few days to organize everything here before I can take my leave. Maybe I should try Hollywood like Tracy Lords? It seems rumours spread fast and my co-workers come to pat me on the shoulder and wish me luck. I just need to get out.
It is late and I am ready to go home. When I turn around, I see Sasuke leaning against the wall looking pissed. When were you going to tell me about this sudden decision? He asks with tensed voice. I do not answer and I just keep silent.
I take the rest of my belongings and walk past him. He takes me by the wrist and turns me around fiercely. This was a mutual deal, so why are you backing from it? He asks sternly. I…I thought I could do it, but I was wrong, I tell him. You are such a wuss, he says while looking annoyed.
Life is not that simple, I almost spit those words at him. Oh, but you were fine the last time I touched you, moaning and shuddering under me, wanting more, he says words dripping venom. I did not hear you order me to stop, he says coldly and keeps squeezing my wrist.
Let go, you are hurting me you bastard, I say gritting my teeth. I know you want it, you little slut, he groans. My eyes start to fill with tears, but I am able to keep them in. I will never tell him that at that moment he destroyed me and broke my heart. I can hear it crumble and shatter somewhere in my body.
I hate you, I say angrily and hit him in that beautiful face of his. His grip on me loosens as he stumbles backwards, lip dripping blood. The ones who have not gone home yet gather around us and ask what has happened. They fill the empty room, in which we stand, and panic the blood.
During the ruckus I leave - for good. Sasuke stays behind looking so lost and I hope I do not have to see him again. It is raining and I am walking towards my home without my umbrella. I reach for my door and I step inside.
I take all of my wet clothes off and grab my bathrobe. I sit on the red sofa and then all the tears I have held in flow like a stream down my cheeks. I fucking hate him, oh God - I do not hate him. I love him even though my wrist is bruised, even though I am nothing to him.
I fucking hate life; how it tosses people away like trash, how it feeds on our misery. I curl up in a ball and I let my sobs fill the room, uniting with the dance of the rain drops outside.
Loud noises and someone is banging my door. I am sorry Naruto, open the door, please, Sasuke shouts pleadingly. I did not mean what I said, I am so sorry, he keeps repeating. I walk to the door, but I do not open it or let him in.
Do you know why I left? I ask trough the door. He keeps silent and listens wet as a dog. I fell for you, I have fucking feelings for you I should not have…shit, I cannot do this.
This is killing me, I tell him through sobs. He does not say a word. Go away and leave me alone you bastard, I hate you…because I fucking love you…