(NINA POV)
"Nina! How could you! I thought you said you had everything under control and you would take the pills!" screamed Fabian.
"I did that say that! It's just that there was a lot on my mind! It was my first doing you know.. "it" and I just couldn't concentrate besides I felt really sleepy and went back to sleep!" I said in a loud voice, but quietly at the same time.
Fabian looked at me, his face, no not just his face, his body full of anger and hatred.
He walked out the door and slammed it shut.
"Fabian?" I managed to choke out after he left.
I started crying and I didn't want anyone to see me so I put my head on my knees just in case.
What was I going to do? The father's baby hated me. Probably never wanted to talk to me or see me again, but I have to stay strong for myself and this baby.
I have to tell him tomorrow when he calms a little that we have to tell our parents somehow, wether it's by phone or by having dinner with them it doesn't really matter, we just need to tell them.
3 hours later (it's night now)
As I climbed into bed I thought of how much this baby would affect our lives, or at least mine because clearly Fabian didn't want to be in any of this messed up shit.
Besides it won't be long before I start getting a baby bump and what will I tell everyone?
I mean at first I can say that I'm gaining a few pounds because of the junk food, but then it will be too obvious that I'm not gaining weight, but that I'm pregnant.
But right now I have to focus on what's actually going on, Fabian is mad at me who knowns for how long? It could be forever! And I need help from someone, I can't raise this baby alone!
Then I decided I needed to go to sleep so I went to sleep, but was woken up soon after thanks to dun dun dun morning sickness.
It really is getting annoying, I just wish it could stop because then I can't go back to sleep and then I feel really sleepy in class, so I stayed up 2 hours doing basically just…. NOTHING! BECAUSE DAMN MORNING SICKNESS WOKE ME UP!
Sorry about that… hormones.
So anyways by the time everyone woke up Fabian came up to my room and said he really wanted to talk to me in his room.
I went downstairs and over to his room.
"Nina we need to talk about this." He said.
"It's just im thinking of giving him/her away or maybe an abortion." He said "Do you agree with me?"
"I..I don't know what to say."
"Come on Nina, pick!" He said annoyed.
"I.."
"Come on make a decision!"
"I choose to.."
Not much love goes to this chapter...
I was in a hurry .
And sorry for not updating yesterday! I had homework, tons of it!
I basically did this in a hurry because I wanted to get you guys a new chapter ^.^!
12 reviews and tomorrow ill upload two chapters?
Ok so it's not really a cliffhanger if you already know what the answer is.. which would be most of you, but yea for those of you who dont then MUAHAHA . You will have to check back tomorrow.
