Revan's Tears
PG13 or T if I decide to change it.
Pardon the grammatical errors since I have Carpel Tunnel and am wearing a wrist brace to stop the pain.

Disclaimers: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR THE PLOT AND MY CLOTHES!!!! X3 And my fantasies about Canderous ;

Never Again © Kelly Clarkson
Yes I know you couldn't return to Dantooine after the Leviathan, but this is my plot and I want Revan to return to Dantooine for some soul searching

Pairing/s : LSF Revan/Carth in the beginning, Canderous/LSF Revan in the other chapters

Revan's Tears

WARNING: DARK SIDE REVAN THOUGHTS AND CARTH BASHING!

Revan paced up and down the hallways of the Ebon Hawk, listening to her bare feet hit the cold metal softly. Thinking of how Carth treated her and STILL has never given her an apology. "Stupid man…. Curled up so tightly and his insecurity, So up tight that you can put a piece of coal in his ass and in two weeks you'd have a diamond!" She marched into the Garage past Canderous smoking a cigarra .

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

Canderous watched her pass and he knew she was pissed due to the fact that he could see bits of the Force spark from her fingertips, 'No wonder she beat us…. Someone pissed her off.'

Revan went into Missions room which was deserted, Carth made Revan move out of her bunk and into Missions old room which she got Revan's old bunk. Every night Carth would confiscate her Light saber, so she wouldn't revert to her 'sith-ish' self.

I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

Revan punched the durasteel walls with her fists balled up tightly. "Stupid man… Stupid manipulative Jedi!!!! Oh I wish this wall were their faces!!!" Mustering her Strength she punched the wall and she heard a sickening crunch, "DAMMIT!"

Canderous came into her room, "What did you do now?" He looked at her hands covered in a blood soaked rag, "You have really got to quit punishing yourself for a bastard Republic pilot and a bitchy Jetti Princess!!"

Revan turned her head towards him, "You don't understand, everything I knew was a LIE!! The people that were my supposed 'parents' had their memories tampered with as well! If they knew that they were nursing the dark lord Revan back to health, I would have been killed!!!" Carth had poked his nosey head into the room, and Revan snarled, but Canderous grabbed the pilot by his hideous jacket, "Leave her alone! Don't butt into our conversation Republic!"

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again

Carth growled, "well when she goes Sith on you, don't come running to me!" as soon as he walked off Revan punched the durasteel wall with her injured hand again, "HE PISSES ME OFF!!!" remembering her promise to Juhani she began to recite the Code in her head " there is only Peace….there is no Emotion…."

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone

You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

Canderous sighed and wrapped his arm around Revan's shoulders, "Girlie, you need to quit that code babbling… Just don't listen to Captain Whines-A-Lot, and when we get the spoiled Jetti brat Bastila back, ignore her too."

Revan sighed, "Canderous…. I have to talk to Bastila.. But I can promise you this…. I'll ignore her comments about you…. And everyone else I love…. Now do you happen to have a Kolto pack?"

Canderous chuckled and smirked, "Only for a price my dear Jetti… a mere kiss"
Revan cocked one of her finely shaped eyebrows, "A kiss…. Ok… Pucker up…." She looked over at Carth and she smirked and wrapped her leg around Canderous' waist drawing him close and she kissed him, tenderly.
Seeing Revan kiss that Mandalorian, Carth became incensed and whirled around and stormed back to the cockpit.

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never

Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

Revan broke the kiss after they needed air, she smiled dizzily and tried to move her leg from his waist. Canderous grabbed her leg, "Don't think about it… You started it…. I want to finish it.."
Revan giggled, "You only said ONE kiss Canderous." She winked slyly.
Canderous cursed, "cant you reconsider?"
Revan laughed, "After you let my leg go and after you help me with my hand! Then… Maybe I will reconsider!"

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never will
I never will

Never again

Later that night after Canderous and Revan locked themselves in her room to talk and deal with repressed hormones, Carth knew he had shot himself proverbially in the ass about wanting to love Revan. But could he take her heart and make her fall in love with him instead of Canderous?

Hope you liked this chapter and remember to R/R!!! When you review please mention a song for the next chapter of Revan's Tears that you would like to see a flash back of Carth and Revan to!!!