minna~ gomen ne~ bad summary i know~
demo i'm fixing it~
warning: to those who loves our banana boy len. I'M SORRY~
He's not feeding me today because I have screamed a lot.
He had cut me. He ignored my every whimper and enjoyed using me to his bidding. I have to get out to salvation but he overpowers me so much...
"Hey, let's take a bath together."
"What's the point...it's not going to wash off anyway..."
I didn't mean to provoke him but he took it as a sign of provoke and pulled me by my blonde hair.
"I am not in a good mood today so you better fucking please me and relief me from stress."
"..."
What can I say? I dare not to even say a thing that will aggravate him against me.
"I will untie you. You do anything funny or take off your blindfold then I will cut off your nipples and your dick. Got it?"
"Y-yes..."
He didn't need to repeat this every time we have a bath. I am used to not moving a muscle against this guy. Last time I attempted to hit him or take off the blindfold, the guy went nuts and started raping me and even so far to drown me close to death.
"Here, careful you don't slip."
Times like when he's gentle with me for a whole day was rare but atleast I won't be hurt.
"Too hot? Too cold?"
"I'm fine."
"I'll wash you."
"..."
"Gakupo, look! The ship is sinking!"
"Len, you should stop taking bath toys to the bath if possible. You're getting too old for them."
"Aww...but then I'll have to start bathing on my own..."
"Eh? Says who? You're getting rid of the toys but you're staying bathing with me."
"Yay!"
Tears left my eyes and slowly fall with the tub's water. I think he took notice of me because he started to tenderly kiss and lick my tears. I don't want him to kiss my tears because Gakupo used to do that...
"Stay here. Don't fucking scream."
I can feel him move away from washing me. Where is he going, I don't know...
How many weeks has it been since I've been here? My curiosity got the best of me sooner and I moved my blindfold slightly upwards to see what I didn't expect: A very clean bathroom. The tub I'm in is very white and clean...
"..."
It's not what I expected to see at all...
I hear noises. I think it's best to blind myself once again.
"Hey...let's get you dried up, okay?"
"Y-yeah..." I allow him to help me step out of the tub and dry me off with a fluffy towel.
"Do you wash your victims?" I felt him stop and cup my face with his hands.
"Not usually. Out of all victims, you are my favorite one." Yeah, I kind of noticed that. "Will you tell me your name now?" Hell no.
I hear him chuckle in amusement when I refuse to answer his question since day 1 of my captivity.
"I really want to know your name."
"..."
"I'm-"
"I don't want to know."
"Shall we go out?"
"B-but I'm not even dressed!"
"You don't need your clothes."
Not only does my body feel cold but my heart dropped dead in an instant when he started pulling me out of the bathroom.
"Yo! Wheres our toy?"
"Why is he blindfolded?"
"He's very skinny. Should feed him properly."
3 new voices...who the hell are they? I'm scared...
"Fucking give me my fucking money and he's all yours. He gives the best blowjobs ever.
" He can't be serious!
"W-wait! Please! I don't want to..."
So this is why he cleaned me! He cleaned me just to make me clean for his 'customers'. I am nothing but a mere object to him...
"What is the problem? I made sure none of my friends have aids or any diseases so they are clean."
"But-"
"Fucking shut up complaining and get into the bedroom!"
One of them punched me in the stomach and and grabbed me by my neck. I start to struggle like mad and my blindfold slowly slips down to my neck. These 3 rough men, none of them is my captor. Where is the one who caught me and brought me to this hell hole?
The door shuts and hell starts...
"My turn! My turn! Suck me now!"
I am so tired...
I am in so much pain...
I am bleeding again...
"Hey, hey! He's starting to faint! Get water in here!"
My body is being used to their liking is there really nothing I can-
"Gggrgglll Guh!"
They are drowning me with water. The suffocating feeling of water entering through my nose hurts...
Gakupo, help me...
"Hey! Sing a song while fingering yourself!"
"Yeah! Do it!"
"Sing!"
When I didn't move, one of them punched my head. It hurts...
I did as I was told and I positioned myself over my finger. There's no pleasure at all but I have to pretend to like it, pretend to put on a show for them...
"Douka...hidoi...yume da kototaete...hoshii...
Dore dake sakebi...modae kurushimebaii...
douka...hidoi...yume da ta to oshiete...hoshii..."
"Hey! This one's a good singer!"
"Haha! What an idiot! He thinks singing so painfully will make us feel sorry for him!"
"Look, don't make us look like the devil over here because the true devil is out there! Haha!"
"Who...is my captor?"
I could barely speak, with little strength left in me, I atleast wish to know who my captor is.
"As if we're gonna tell you, you little shit!"
"GAH!"
I feel sick just from a kick to the stomach. This nauseous feeling became too much...I puked.
"God! The bitch just puked!"
"How dare you soil the place."
The next thing I knew, I was thrown to the floor and kicked and punched by these monsters.
"Sorry! I'm sorry! Stop..."
If they could atleast feel a little bit of my pain...
Even if it's just a little...
It's enough...
I've never felt so much degration in my life. I hugged the soiled covers close as I tried to tell my wrecked body to sleep.
"Hold on...just hold on a little longer...Len...just hold on..."
Will I be able to escape from this madness? Will I be saved? I am losing all hopes to even keep my breath from dying...
Huh? What? What is this melody? It's so familiar...
I forced myself up, feeling pain right away. It hurts to move but I have to see where the melody is coming from... I sneaked out of the lonely bedroom and went downstairs to the living room to hear the melody getting louder. What a beautiful music box... Is this song to mark my death in this hell? The door was slightly ajar so I peeked through it to see the back of my captor. For the first time, I have noticed the long, soft violet locks of my captor and also, a black long lace tied from the back of his hair... I have seen it somewhere? It so familiar.
I moved the door open much more to get a clear view of the box...the box that was once mine...
"Gaku, please accept this."
"B-but Len...this is something your parents left behind...I can't-"
"Gakupo, please keep it safe until we meet again..."
"Len..."
"You can give it back to me until we meet again, ne?"
"We will meet again! I promise!"
"Gaku...po"
At hearing the whisper, my captor slowly turned himself with a puzzled look. He is Gakupo, the black lace tied onto his hair proves it...
Slowly those glamorous days started to fade.
"I want to be book like you"
"I always want my first kiss with you"
"We will meet again! I promise!"
'you promise'
"...Len?"
huhuhu T^T only few visitors came~
i'm such bad at this~
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