I'm back. I hope you liked my last chapter. So enjoy it.
I own nothing cause if I have had we would have seen many Razaya kisses.
Razer's POV.
Summer holiday. Finally. I am so happy. Me and Aya finished with the best results. She was so happy.
Anyway, now we need to focus more on school than on the other but who cares as long as it's holiday?
Well, she allowed me to stop by her whenever I wish to. And that is what I do. In a way. It's been more than a week since it's holiday and I asked Aya to go out on a date with me. Of course she accepted. We are going to a movie tonight.
I arrive at her house around 7 p.m. and knock. I gulp when I see who opened the door. Hal.
"Hey, kid."
'Hello, Mr. Jordan."
"You know the rule, don't you? Bring Aya home before eleven. If you do so at your next dates maybe, just maybe, I will change the hour."
I nod. I can understand why he is worried. But it's not as I am going to do something to her without her accepting.
"Do you want to come in? Aya will be ready in a few minutes."
I nod again and enter.
Aya's POV.
I am in my room with Carol who makeup me. She has just finished aplling the lipstick.
"Here. You look wonderful, honey."
"Thank you." I say, blushing. I look at myself in the mirror. I used blue eyeshadow, black mascara and pink, almost red lipstick.
"Do you think he will like how I look."
"No. I don't think. I know it. You are beautiful, Aya, and who doesn't see this is either stupid or blind."
I blush again. I do hope he will tell me something about how I look. Anyway, I get up and go upstairs, with Carol behind me. I see Hal talking to Razer. He wears a dark blue shirt, black jeans and black boots. He smiles at me and I cannot help but return the expression. My choose to wear his jacket over my dress.
Razer's POV.
I listened, not very carefully, to Hal who was saying something about regret if I hurt Aya. Like I'm going to do this! I see Aya. She wears a white dress, a white pair of shoes with 5-7 inchs heels, a cute pink bracelat with a red heart, two red heart-shaped earrings, the necklace from me and over her dress she has my jacket in which she looks so cute. I smile and she returns the expression. Carol is behind her. She wears a pink shirt, blue jeans and red shoes.
"I hope you didn't scare him, Hal! He should be able to walk." She tells to her husband.
"Nah, he's okay. I haven't had enough time."
Both me, Aya and Carol roll our eyes.
"Hi." Greets me a very shy Aya.
"Hey. Wow, you look wonderful."
"Thank you. You also look wonderful."
I laugh and take her hand. "Ready to go?"
"Yes."
We leave and go to the cinema.
Aya's POV.
The movie was interesting. I enjoyed it. I also enjoyed my time with Razer. I have to tell him something very important. But I am too scared. What if he won't accept? What if he will find someone else?
I shake my head. Clear your thoughts, Aya!
My gesture seems to attracted his attention.
"You okay?"
"Ye-yeah. I was just thinking."
"About what?"
"Um... the movie. Did you like it?"
Razer's POV.
I know she lied to me. I know her and I know there is something else inside her head. But I don't know what. I decided to play along with the movie excuse.
"Yeah, it was a good movie."
She seems lost in thoughts and doesn't answer me.
After a while, I broke the silence. We were near her house.
"Aya? What it's in your mind? You have been quiet for all this evening."
"I apologize, Razer. It's just... It's... I have a confession to make."
She takes a deep breath and I let her take her time.
"Razer... I am sorry."
"What for?" I ask, confused.
"Well, I won't be home until August. I... Hal, Carol and myself leave to Europe next week. We will stay until August. I am sorry I didn't tell you earlier but I haven't had the courage to..."
"Aya, it's okay. Well, not totally okay, but you got the idea. I don't have to apologize. They are your family and I wouldn't expect, or want, you to choose me over them."
I see her smiling. "I... I thought you won't be willing to accept this."
"Well, I am."
"Razer?"
"Mmm?"
"Do you promise not to fall in love with someone else."
I frown. "I cannot promise you such a thing, Aya."
She also frowns and her eyes grow wide with horror, fear and worry. "Wh-why not?"
"Because..." I say while taking her hand in mine. "I cannot give my heart to any girl as long as you have and keep it. And trust me, you will have it forever."
She smiles. "For a second I... mmm..."
I stop her from talking by turning her around and kissing her. After we pull away, only when we felt the need to breath, I tuck her hair behind her ear, letting my fingers to lightly touch her jaw. "I love you, Aya."
"And I love you." She says and kisses me again.
Unfortunately, I haven't seen we were already at her house. Hal got out and cleared his throat.
"Enough for this evening." He orders.
We pull apart. "Bye, Aya!"
"Bye!" She whispers and enters.
(One week later)
I and Iolande are at the airport. With Aya and her family.
"Bye, Aya! Take care of yourself." Says Iolande.
"I will. You take care of Razer."
I roll my eyes. "I can do that by myself, Aya."
She giggles and give me a quick peck on my lips. "I know. Bye, Razer!"
"Bye! Be careful."
She nods. "Don't forget what I asked you to do, Iolande."
I sigh. She really is impossible and stubborn. Well, actually, I am proud of her.
"I won't." Promises Iolande. "Your lover-boy here won't even think about another girl."
I groan. "You are a girl, Iolande."
"I am your sister."
"Step sister." I correct her.
"Are you done?" Asks Aya.
"Yeah."
"Good. I will miss you, guys."
"We will miss you too, Aya." I say.
Iolande elbowed me me. "Surely someone in every passing minute."
I blush as the girls giggle.
Hal put his hand on Aya's shoulder. "It's time to go now, kiddo. Don't worry, Razer. Me and Carol will take care of her and of any boy who dares to approach her."
They left.
(A few days later)
I wake up with a killing headache. What happened last night? I look around me to see my shirt on the floor, my phone on the table and everything else at its place. I rub my eyes. And I remember. I talked to Aya a few hours last night. Actually, I talked to her until 4 a.m. and I went to bed after that. I look to the clock. 11 a.m. . I usually wake up earlier and have energy but now all I want to do is to sleep. I try to sleep but to no avail as I hear giggles. Iolande and her friends. Great! Exactly what I needed!
I took a quick and cold shower and dresses quicly. I went downstairs, into the living room to find Iolande and Ghiata watching TV. Ghiata is around my age. She is a blue-eyed and brown-haired girl. Her hair is caught in a ponytail.
"Morning, Sleeping Beauty!" Teases Iolande. "I hope you slept well, Ray. I heard you talking to Aya last night. Where is she now, by the way."
"Morning. I did sleep well. Aya is in Paris."
Ghiata smiles. She wears a pink shirt, a dark violet skirt and pink shoes. She is a member, one of the first ones I heard, on the Pink Gang. Her aunt, Aga'po, is biology teacher and created the Gang. Anyway, they accept only girls. Pink and violet and sparkling things? You got it.
"Hello, Razer."
"Hi. Shouldn't you be out from this city with Aga'po or something?"
"We returned earlier than Aunt Aga'po predicted."
They left in the first day of holiday. Hal is Ghiata's favorite teacher.
However, I don't want to be near girls. I get ready to leave when:
"Where are you going, Ray?"
"To a walk. Bye!"
My next two weeks were like this: stay home, talk to Iolande and Ghiata, go to a walk, return home after talking to Aya, talk to Aya a few hpurs per night and so on. Boring? Only when I was with the girls. Intersting? When I was by myself in my room and talked to Aya on Skype or Facebook, when I walked and talked to Aya on phone, when I met a some classmates. Things like this. Until yesterday.
I was walking in Central Park. The Red Gang was there. Great! They were around someone and made jokes. I saw Bleez, who was wearing red, strapsless shirt, skin-tight black pants and red boots. Her hair was loosen. She moved a bit from my line of sight and I could see Ghiata. They were mean with her. I went to them and shoved Bleez aside. Veon tried to hit me but there is no match for my punches. I left him, Zox and Atros some bruises on their faces. Bleez stayed away. The boys left and Bleez raised an eyebrow at me as I talked to Ghiata. She gave me a peck on my cheek as a 'thank you'. Bleez laughed.
"You already forgot your pretty girl already? Or do you want more for fun."
"Don't test me, Bleez. I don't care you are a girl. I can beat you as I did with your friends."
She rolled her eyes and left.
I looked towards Ghiata. "You okay?"
"Yeah. Thanks for helping me."
"It was nothing."
She gave me another peck and I took my time to observe her. She wore a violet dress with a black belt around her waist and pink shoes.
"That wasn't nothing. Let me thank you as I have to. Do you accept to take dinner to me tomorrow? As a thank you? At least this I can do for you. Please!"
I sigh. "Okay."
"Yay. Um... do you know where I live, don't you?"
"Yeah. See ya tomorrow. Bye!"
"Bye!"
I went home without looking back. Aya sent me a message. She was ready to go to another plane and we won't talk until... well, tonight.
And here I am, going to Ghiata. Her parents are dead so she lives with her aunt. I ring the bell and Aga'po opens the door.
"Hello, Razer."
"Good evening, Mrs. Aga'po."
She sighs. "At school I am 'Mrs. Aga'po'. Here I am just 'Aga'po."
"Um... may I come in?"
"Yes."
I enter and she continues talking. "My niece is lucky you were there yesterday. I will always be grateful to you, Razer."
"You don't have to."
I look at her. She is around Hal's age but she is still beautiful. She wears a light pink shirt, black pants and black shoes.
"Ghiata will come soon. Meanwhile, follow me."
I nod and try to go after her when:
"Razer! You came!" Squeled Ghiata happily. She wears a pink, knee-lenght dress and two heart-shaped pink earrings.
"Yeah."
She comes at me and kisses my cheek again. I take her gesture as another 'thank you'.
The dinner was nice. We made small talks about our future plans. Well, Ghiata's plans. I kept my mouth shut.
I thanked them and was ready to go when Ghiata stopped me.
"Wait. There is something else. Um... I am not too good at math and I would need some tutoring. You and Aya are the best from our class at math. Actually from the whole High School. I was wondering if you... um... could give me some tutoring in math."
"Yeah, sure."
"Really?"
"Yeah. No problem."
"Yay! Come to me tomorrow at... um... 4 p.m. and we can start our lessons."
I nod. "Okay. Good bye."
I leave and when I arrive home and get changed I call Aya.
"Hello?"
"Aya? What are you doing?"
"I am glad to talk to you." I can imagine her smiling. "I am sorry I haven't called you recently but..."
"Hey, it's okay. You are traveling. I understand this."
"I miss you, Razer."
"I miss you too. Hey, guess what."
"What?"
"I will give Ghiata some math tutoring."
"Really? It's great."
"Yeah."
I hear voices. "I should go. Carol calls me to breakfast."
"Oh..."
"Bye! Um... Good night, Razer."
"Bye!"
I hung up and sighed.
In my next month I helped Ghiata with her math problem. She learns very quickly.
Today is my birthday. I haven't talked to Aya lately. Last time we spoke she told me she will call me for my birthday. She still hasn't. Anyway, as usual, I go to Ghiata.
Today she is wearing a light pink shirt, violet pants and black shoes. I wear a black shirt with a skull on it, dark blue jeans and black boots.
"Thanks a lot, Razer. You are a great teacher."
"And you a great student."
She giggles. "You okay? Since you came here you have been distracted."
We are in her room. I look around me at all the pink and violet things. "Yeah. I was just thinking."
"About what?"
"Things."
"Her?"
"Shut up!"
"Hey, I know something that will make you happy."
She takes my hand and we go to the livinv room.
"Wait here!" She orders.
I nod and she leaves. I look at the clock. Almost 5 p.m. and Aya hasn't called me yet.
Ghiata returns with a chocolate cake. "Happy birthday, Razer!"
"Um... Thank."
"I made it for you. Well, Aunt Aga'po did help me a little."
I chuckle. "Thanks."
"Are you going to eat or not?"
"Yeah."
I blow out the candles. "Put a wish, Razer."
I close my eyes and do as she said.
"Well, what did you wish?"
"If I say it, it won't become true."
"Then tell me when it comes, okay?"
"Okay."
My phone rang. Aya.
"Hello?"
"Razer! I am so glad to hear you!"
"I am glad too, Aya."
"Happy birthday, my love."
"Thanks. I thought..."
"That I forgot?"
"Yeah. Something like that."
"I wouldn't forget about you."
I get up with a chuckle and go on the hallway. I don't want Ghiata hear what I have to say.
"I hope you didn't find someone else." I say, joking.
"Nope. I think about you all the time."
"I know the feeling. I love you."
"And I love you. What did you wish for your birthday."
"You. I wish you were here."
"I wish to see you. I... I bought you something but unfortunately I cannot give it to you until I come back."
"It's okay. I can wait."
I hear her giggling. "I wish I could return earlier."
"How earlier?"
"Today."
I sigh. I know it's impossible.
"Razer, I should go. We will talk later."
"Okay. Bye!"
"Bye! I love you."
"I love you too."
I hung up and sighed.
"Razer?"
Dammit! I forgot I am at Ghiata.
"Yeah?"
She comes with a big smile across her lips. "How about going somewhere? Instead of studying I would like to walk. Why would you study when it's your birthday?"
"Well, yeah. Let's go."
We went to the Central Park.
"Ice-cream!" She squeals.
"Do you want some?"
"Yeah. But let me buy it."
"I..."
"Oh, come on!"
"Okay, okay."
"Great. What flavor?"
"Mint."
She bought two ice-creams, mint flavor for me and strawberry for her. We finished our ice-creams and she turnes towards me.
"Razer?"
"Mmm."
"I have something else from you."
"What?"
"I hope you don't mind."
And with that she wrapped her arms around my neck and... kisses me? My eyes grow wide. I wanted to push her away, to tell her to leave me alone. But I couldn't. Don't ask, I don't know why. Actually, I know. I miss Aya and I want to be with her. That is why I close my eyes and return the kiss. I imagine Ghiata as Aya, I imagine I kiss Aya. I know it's not the same thing but...
I place my hands on her waist and deepen the kiss.
Normal POV.
A black-haired girl smiles at the view. Razer kissing Ghiata. Her smile becomes a grin and she takes some pictures. Aya will be so happy.
Bleez leaves with a smirk on her face.
Razer's POV.
There are differences. When I kiss Aya I feel a bond, I feel the love between us. But when I kiss Ghiata I don't feel anything between us. Well, I feel disgust towards myself for doing that. I love Aya. Ghiata is not Aya. I cannot do that to her. I cannot give false hopes to Ghiata and I cannot do something like this to Aya. Neither of them deserves that.
I pull back and push Ghiata.
"Razer?"
"I am sorry. I... I cannot. I am sorry for giving you false hopes."
"No... no. It's my fault. I shouldn't have... done that. I am so sorry. I am aware that you love Aya and I am not her."
I nod. "Please, let's no say to anyone about what happened."
I don't want Aya to find out. Or Hal. Or Carol. I would die.
"Agreed." She says and leaves.
I sigh.
(A few weeks later)
Aya's POV.
Yay, I return to Razer today. I missed him so much! We arrived home one hour again and I left almost immediately to Razer. I told him I will come.
Anyway, I am with my head in the clouds. I wear a blue dress with a dark green belt around my waist and dark green shoes. And the necklace from Razer. My hair is caught in a braid. I pass by Bleez. She wears a black dress, red fingerless gloves and red boots. Her hair is loosen.
"Aya?" She asks and turns me around.
"What?" I ask with venom in my tone.
"I have something to show you."
"I have to go."
"Look, I know that what I did to you wasn't what I had to, but, please, listen to me."
"Talk, before I change my mind."
Bleez smiles and pulls out her cellphone. "Look at these pictures."
I nod and look at them. My eyes grow wide at what I see. Razer kissing Ghiata. "No... NO... No."
"I am so sorry. I saw them in park when it was his birthday. I thought I should tell you."
"It is not possible. He would never... he wouldn't..."
"I am sorry."
I frown. "Thank you."
I left as a storm to talk to Razer. He will clarify everything, I hope. I arrived at his house.
I ring the bell and Razer comes with a soft smile.
"Aya, I am so glad to see you again."
"I am sure." I answer, rolling my eyes. I slap him.
"Aya, what was that for? What is with you?"
"Nothing. The right question is what is with you."
"Aya, what is that suppose to mean?"
"You know, when I tell someone I love him, I don't kiss someone else."
"Wait, what?"
I enter frowing.
Razer's POV.
Aya came to me. She seems pissed off.
"Aya, I am so glad to see you." I say with a soft and hopeful smile. She frowns.
"I am sure." Okay, I haven't done anything to upset her so what's her problem? She rolls her eyes and slaps me.
I ask her why she did that and from her answer I figure out she knows about the kiss I shared with Ghiata. If Hal finds out, I will be dead. Aya enters frowing again.
"I trusted you, Razer. And you kissed her."
"Aya, please..."
"Shut up! Bastard!"
What? Well, I suppose I deserved it but... Ugh, I am going to kill Ghiata.
"Aya, she kissed me."
"And you kissed back."
"How do you know about that anyway?"
"Bleez showed me some pictures she took."
Great! I am going to kill Bleez too. "Aya, I..."
"Shut up! I don't even want to hear your lies again. It is over, Razer. Over."
"What? You break up with me?"
"Yes."
"Aya..."
She throws the necklace and jacked at my feet.
"Aya..."
She turns around in order for me not to see it, but I know she is crying. She leaves ina rush.
Aya's POV.
It hurts me to do so, but I break up with Razer. He lied to me. He told me he loves me and he kissed another girl. What a perfect boy I found! A bastard it seems.
I return home, crying all the way there. I don't care if I am seen. My heart is broken and it cannot be fixed. It is not easy fixable.
I enter and start sobbing. I hope Hal and Carol won't hear me. Speaking of, Hal comes to me. He sees he crying. Dammit!
"Aya, why are you crying? I hope he hasn't done anything to you else I swear I will..."
"No. I did something to him."
"What?"
"I broke up with him."
"Why?"
I don't answer, don't want to. Not yet. I am not ready to talk about this. So, instead of giving him an answer I go in my room.
Hal's POV.
Aya came back from Razer. I hear her sobbing and see her crying. Oh, if he dared to touch her or to do something to her I will kill him.
"Aya, why are you crying? I hope he hasn't done anything to you alse I swear I will..." I say, worried.
"No. I did something to him." Her answer makes me curious and even more worried. And it surprises me. What could she do to him to make herself crying?
"What?"
"I broke up with him."
Okay, I am more surprised than worried now. "Why?"
When she doesn't answer I understand she needs time to be accustome with the idea, to process everything. She goes to her room, crying. I let her take her time, to ready herself. I want her to open in front of me and Carol because she wants to do so.
I go to Carol and tell her what I found out.
"She did what?"
"Yeah, I had the same thought."
"Why?"
"Well, it surprised me a to hear..."
"I meant why she did that."
"I have no idea."
(One month later)
Razer's POV.
Back to school. I haven't talked to Aya since our little incident. I know she probably hates me and Hal and Carol want to kill me. Anyway, Iolande and Aya talked and from what I understood from my sister, Aya is still upset and mad at me. My life, my luck. Dammit! I am going to make her see the truth.
I get ready to go to school. I don't want to be late in my first day. I got dressed in a light blue shirt, dark blue jeans, black boots and my red jacket.
I go downstairs to find there Iolande and Ghiata.
"Razer, I am so sorry."
"What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to apologize. I met Aya a few days ago and tried to talk to her, to explain her what happened. But... she didn't want to listen."
"I know the feeling."
"I talk to Mr. Jordan and explained the situation to him. He... understood but Aya..."
"It's okay. Really."
We go to High School without another word from any of us.
Aya's POV.
I woke up at usual and I got ready for school.
I wear a dark green shirt, black pants, black boots and white fingerless gloves. I get downstairs and where I am waited by Hal and Carol.
"Ready to go?" Asks Hal.
"Yeah."
In a few minutes we are at the school. The go to the other teachers and I go on my path. I am not a member of the Green Gang so I can choose whatever Gang I want. And I know what I want.
"Look who comes to us!" Says Zox. "Little Aya Jordan. Is there a reason why you are here?"
"Yeah. A big one."
"And that is?" He asks, annoyed.
"I want to be a member in your Gang."
"What?"
Atros smiles at me. "Is there a reason?"
"I am sick of trying to impress the Green Gang. I want something more powerful than that, something special. I believe I made the right decision."
Zox rolls his eyes. "No. You are nit accepted."
"You are not the one who can decide. Atros is. Give him the respect he deserves as a leader."
"Good girl." Says Bleez. She is wearing a black dress, red boots and red fingerless gloves.
"I am not that good."
Atros grins. "You should proove yourself worth of it."
"How? Beating Zox like Razer did?"
"No. Fighting Bleez. She is a great fighter."
"Perfect. I am better than her." I say.
"Let me see you, Aya!"
"Not now. Not here. I have a better idea."
(In the evening, in the Central Park)
Me and Bleez are fighting. I left a few bruises on her body and I know she did the same with me. Especially to my lower lip. It is bleeding. But I don't care. I want it. Badly. I manage to sneak behind her and hit her hard. She falls and groans in pain.
"Good." Atros says and helps her up. "Bleez is the best fighter, excepting me of course. You are accepted."
I smile. "Thank you."
Zox grimaced. "You cannot do this, Atros."
"I can and I do."
I nod.
(Next day)
I woke up as usual and got ready. I dressed in a black t-shirt with the white contors of a skull on it, revealing a part of my cleavage, a skin-tight, knee-lenght, red skirt, black boots and red fingerless gloves. I left my hair loosen.
I go downstairs to find Hal looking at me in astonishment.
"Aya, what are you wearing?"
"Haven't I told you? I am a member of the Red Gang now so I have to wear..."
"Okay, okay."
We leave. On my way to High School I saw Razer again like in that day. He wears a black t-shirt, blue jeans, dark blue boots and his red jacket.
(At the High School)
Razer's POV.
I see Aya on the hallway with the Red Gang. What is more interesting are her clothes. Great! This is absolutly great!
(One month later)
I haven't talked to Aya too much. Only one or two words. Per week. Funny.
I try to keep away from her. I still think about her all the time but I try not to.
Aya's POV.
I want to move on. But I can not. I keep thinking about Razer. About our time together. About our kisses. About our dates. About his touch. Stop it, Aya! He kissed Ghiata. He touched someone else.
I got ready for school. I wear a red dress, black boots, black fingerless gloves and a black jacket.
Anyway, I plan to be make him jealous. I observed that one of my classmates, Janson, is interested in me. I don't feel for him the same thing I feel for Razer but... I really want to make him feel pain. Janson is a good looking boy. He has brown hair, brown eyes and a handsome face. Not as handsome as Razer is, though. No, stop it! He isn't as tall as Razer is, he is few centermeters smaller than he. Today he wears a grey shirt, black pants and black boots. I go to him.
"Hello, Janson."
"Hi, Aya. What are you doing?"
"I... um... wanted to..."
We are on the hallway, at his locker.
"I wanted to talk to you, Aya. I was wondering... I like you and... Would you like to go on a date with me? I mean... I know you had a relationship and you broke up and..."
Does he want to make me sad? "Yeah. I would like."
"Great. Friday at... seven?"
"It sounds good. I will look forward for our date."
He puts his arms around me. Razer gets out from our last class after he stayed to talk to Tomar-Re, our math teacher. He sees us but he is a few feet away from us. I cuddle near Janson and he puts me closer to him. Yet I don't like his touch. He is nothing like Razer. He is too forward. Razer was sweet and caring and gentle and sometimes apprehensive and always willing to wait for me and... Stop thinking about him, Aya! You want to forget him not to make yourself even more upset.
Janson wraps firmly his arms around me and one of his hand goes to my back. To my lower back. To my lower lower back. You got the idea. I raise an eyebrow at him and I see Razer frowning at us.
Razer's POV.
I got out from my last class only to see Aya in Janson's arms. I feel myself growing angry. How dares he? He moves his hand to her lower lower back. Big mistake, you bastard! This is enough! I've had enough of their cuddling.
I go to them and slam Janson hard against his locker. I feel so good.
"Razer..." I hear Aya gasping.
I ignore her. Fortunately he hasn't his arms around her any longer. I punch him leaving a bloody lip behind.
"Razer, let him go!"
You let him have his hands all over you and now you want me to stop? No way!
I grab Janson by his shirt and slam him against his locker again. He groans in pain. I punch him again leaving a few bruises on his face. I cannot believe Aya chose someone who can't even defend himself.
"Razer. Stop!"
Not yet. I slam him again against his locker and Aya catches my hand when I was ready to puch him again.
"Let him go, Razer!"
I growl. "Stay out of this!"
"It is my life, Razer. You are not a part of it anymore. Let. Him. Go!"
I feel someone grabing me.
"Kid, you are in big trouble."
I gulp. Hal. He lets me go and looks towards Janson.
"Nice bruises. Go to the nursery."
Janson nods and leaves. Aya looks down, guilt and shame on her face.
"You two come with me."
We complied and went to his class. We sat on two chairs at his desck.
"What was all that about?" He asks, impatience in his voice.
"Razer doesn't understand he is my ex now."
"Ex? Yeah, like you could ever forget me!"
"I started to forget you. Janson invited me to a date."
"Who cares? He had his hands all over you."
"He was friendly."
"That was not just friendship. I recognized the look he was giving you."
"He likes me."
"No. He wants you. Do you know what arousal is, right?"
"Of course I know."
She blushes and lowers her eyes. Hal clears his throat.
"I am still here. Aya, you shouldn't be like this. Janson isn't that good. And, Razer, I know you want to protect her. But, really, to beat him up?"
"He was annoying me. He was..."
"You were just jealous."
"That was your plan, wasn't it? To make me jealous?"
"To move on."
"To move on? With him?"
"I don't see the problem. I had the situation perfectly in my hand."
"Let me tell you what he almost had in his hand: your ass. And you call this under control?"
"Wait, what?" Asks Hal.
"He had his hands all over her. He was on her like an octopus."
"Look who's talking!" Says a sarcastically Aya. "The one who was almost straddling me when I was in the hospital."
"I haven't seen you trying to stop me. But then again, you were to busy to be overwhelm and to try to undres..."
"Enough!" Says Hal, rubbing the bridge of his nose. I gulp. "Should I ask more about what you have done together?"
"Nothing more." I answer.
"Good. Now, if you don't mind, I have a course to attend to. Guy is sick so I keep his place."
We get up when he stops us.
"No. You two stay here until I come to you and unlock the door. And by that I mean an hour. Don't worry for your classes. I will rezolve the problem."
And with that he leaves and locks the door.
"Dammit!" Swears Aya.
I look at her in astonishment.
"What?"
"I've never heard you swearing."
"People change."
"Yeah."
She sighs. "It is your fault!"
"Mine? You were the one who let him touch you."
"Because I liked it!"
"Really? I didn't see that. What were you imagining? That is was me not him?"
"Stop believing yourself the center of universe, Razer! You are not! I forgot you!"
"You can't even look at me straight in the eyes, Aya. Look into my eyes and tell me you don't love me anymore! Tell me you fell in love with Janson and you did forget me!"
She looks at me. "I... I..."
She lowers her eyes, staring at the floor. "I do not love you. I... am... in... love wiht..."
"You are not. Stop denying your feelings, Aya!"
"Leave me alone!"
"That's kind of impossible. We are locked here."
She goes to the door and tries to open it. "Ugh!"
I go behing her and kiss her neck, taking her by surprise.
"Razer..."
"Tell me you don't like it, Aya, and I will let you alone. Tell me you don't like it and I will stop."
"Mmm... I... I do... not..."
I place tender kisses on her neck in a way I know she does like. She moans softly and I wrap my arms around her.
"Razer..."
I turn her around and get ready to kiss her.
"No. Razer, don't you dare!"
"I thought..."
"I hate you!" She says and starts crying. "I hate you for doing that to me! For playing with my feelings. I am not easy fixable, Razer. You broke my heart, bastard! And now you want what? To get me back? To have me begging you to be together again?"
"Aya..."
"I. Hate. You!" She yelled. "I do hate you!"
I slam her back against the wall. "You do not hate me. You cannot."
"I. Hate. You!"
"Tsk, tsk, tsk." I clicked my tongue.
Her eyes grow wide as I bring my face closer to hers. "You do not." I kiss her a moment later, gently yet ferm. I feel her shuddering, trying to get away, to back away. I crush her against the wall. She is now sandwiched between myself and the wall. My hands are on her shoulders, my lips on hers.
Aya's POV.
Razer is kissing me! He is really kissing me. I cannot believe it. A part of me wants to trust him, to let him kiss me, to be his again. But another part of me tells me not to let him do this. To back away. My heart says yes, says to allow him to kiss me, to deepen his kiss, to be with him again. My mind, on the other hand, says no, don't let him kiss you. Get away from him. Continue to fight.
I want to make him feel pain. Like I felt. I know that not all the pain is physical but emotional too. I cannot hurt him emotionally, but physically I can. I clutch hard his shirt and bit his lower lip so it will bleed. I feel the warm taste of blood into my mouth soon enough. He doesn't pull back. Instead, he opens his mouth and lick my lips. Slowly, he parted my lips with his tongue, doving it into my mouth. Our tongues touch and I feel the same thinng I always feel when we share a kiss. I shiver. I know I won't be able to rezist him any longer. I wrap my hands around his neck, my fingernails digging in, hard enough so his will bleed. A few seconds later I hear him groaning. He pushs himself into me even more. His warmth spreads through my like fire. I will cease son. I know it.
Razer's POV.
Aya bit my lower lip. I guess she wants payback. Well, it does hurt me but Ia want to show her I don't care about pain as long as I have her.
I can taste the blood. I open my lips and lick hers, lifting away any trace of my blood. I part her lips with my tongue and deepen the kiss.
She wraps her arms around my neck. Her fingernails dig in my back, and hard. I won't be surprised if I bleed. I groan and press myself into her even more. She moans as I move my hands from her shoulders to her hips. I feel her relaxing. What took so much for her to do so?
She stops digging her nails into my flesh. I take it as a good omen and kiss her even mire passionately. She responds with equal passion and moves her hands from behind my neck to my chest. She grips my shirt, keeping me here.
I only broke the kiss when I felt the need to breath. I took a deep breath and look to Aya who still has her eyes closed.
"Razer..."
I lean down and rub our noses together. "Yes, Aya?"
"Razer... You... Do you still..."
"I do love you, Aya!"
I see her smiling so I continue. "My dear, sweet, beautiful Aya."
"I love you too, Razer."
"I know."
I lean down and kiss her softly. Between kisses I muttered that I am sorry for hurting her. She breaks the kiss.
"I forgive you." She says before resuming what we were doing.
She breaks the kiss again. I am afraid that she will try to back away.
"Razer..."
She tugs at my shirt and pulls it over my head. We toss it on the floor. I wonder what she wants to do. She turns me around and touch my shoulder blades where she has wounded me, I assume.
"I am sorry..." she says and gently presses her lips on my new markings.
"It's okay. I deserved that."
"I managed to hurt you."
"Physical pain. I caused you emotional pain. I know from experience it could be worse than any other kind of pain."
She continues to kiss my small scratches. "I am really sorry, Razer."
"Hey, stop that! I know. I shouldn't have put pressure on you as I did. It is my... mmm"
I couldn't finish because she turned me around and kissed me.
After finally letting me go I wrap my arms around her. I kiss her on the top of her head as she wraps her arms around my back.
"I missed you so much, Aya!"
"I missed you too..."
"Janson doesn't compare with me, does he?"
"He isn't like you at all. You know, I hoped you would see us and try to get me away from him."
"As I actually did?"
"Well, I wasn't really expecting so much violence."
"I didn't like to see my girlfriend in someone else's arms."
"Your girlfriend? We weren't together when it happened."
"Yeah. But we are now, aren't we?"
"Surely!" She answers, nuzzling my chest.
I cup her face in my hands and lean down. She leans up and we share another of our gentle yet ferm and passionate kisses. I move my hands to her waist where I start masaging softly, making her moan into my mouth. Her hands landed on my hips and she lets them travel to my ribcage and then my chest.
My hands go to her jacket, getting it down from her.
"You... shoudn't... keep that... on..." I mutter.
I feel her nodding and I toss the jacket aside. I place soft kisses on her throat and in order for me to reach her collarbone, I lift down one of her dress's strangs. I kiss and nibble at her collarbone. She moans softly, masaging my back.
"You forgot me, didn't you?" I tease her.
"I couldn't... Oh God, I've missed you so much! Now shut up and kiss me!" She orders.
"Yes, m'am."
I continue what I was doing and she moans again. I put my hands on her rear and she wraps her legs around my waist. I walk and gently place her on a desck, my mouth atached to her neck.
"Razer..."
"Do you like it, Aya?"
"Ye-yeah. Please, don't stop."
"I have no intention in doing that."
We continued to make out for at least half an hour.
"Razer..." Aya says/moans as I kiss her throat.
I smile and claim her mouth. I caress her legs, my hands sliding under her dress. Someone clearing his throat brought us back to reality from our little world. We pull back remembering we are at school. Looking towards the door I feel my face getting as red as my jacket.
"I am glad you are together again, but please, keep that in check." Says Hal.
Aya blushes and gets down from the desck. She takes her jacket from the floor and gives my shirt back.
"Sorry." She says.
"It's okay. I wanted to tell you that the hour is ready. You are free to go."
I get dressed and we are ready to go, hand in hand when Hal stops me by putting his hand on my shoulder.
"Now, about you straddling Aya at the hospital. What were you thinking?"
Both me and Aya blush. "Actually, I doubt that I was thinking."
"Kid, you will..."
Aya interrupts him. "You will have time to talk. But not now. Come on!" She grabs my hand and drags me out the class.
"Um... Thanks. I owe you one."
"You owe me a big one."
"How big?" I ask, raising an eyebrow.
"Catching up for the last two months."
"I like how it sounds."
"I don't. I love."
I chuckle. Janson is looking at us.
"You should talk to him. Decline your date. You shouldn't give him false hopes. You are with me now so..."
"Wait here! I am serious."
Aya's POV.
I go to talk to Janson. He smiles at me.
"Hey, Aya. About our date, how about going to..."
"I apologize, Janson. It was very sweet from you to invite me at a date but I decline."
"What? Why?"
"Well..." I look to Razer who gives me a small smile.
"Because of him? C'mon, Aya! He broke your heart. You cannot be serious."
"I am. I am sorry."
"So he bests me up and you get back to him? So nice. I had no idea you are the heart-breaker type."
"Just... just stop it! You knew I didn't forget Razer but you still invited me out. You... you were on my as a octopus."
"At least tell me when you guys got back together. I doubt that you did it at our class."
It hits me. He was at the nursery so he probably has no idea me and Razer weren't in the class.
"I figured out the truth and talked to Razer. We decided to be a couple again before we went to our class."
I leave and he sighs.
Razer's POV.
Aya invited me to take dinner to her. We decided for Friday. Which is today. I went home and got ready for our kind of date.
(At Aya's house)
"RAZEEEEER!" She squaled and jumped on me.
"Hey. We saw only a few hours ago."
"I don't really care. I missed you."
I smile and get away from her embrace. "I missed you too."
I kiss her cheek and when I pull back I see a smile from ear to ear on her face.
The dinner was delicious. I had part of the 'take care of her', 'don't hurt her' and any other kind of relationship advice from Hal and Carol.
After dinner I went to Aya's room. It was not for what you think, I went only to talk to her. And maybe to catch up for the time we weren't together.
I stay on her bed, waiting for her to get ready. She comes out from bathroom in a light green, knee lenght dress. I am only in my pants. My shirt is somewhere on a chair. She made me to do so.
She sits on bed. "I love you so much, Razer!"
"I love you too, Aya!" I say and kiss her softly.
She lies down and I hover myself over her. I slid my hands under her dress, don't ask, I don't know why I keep doing this, and caress her tighs. She moands and moves her hands up and down my body. I move my lips from her mouth to her throat and collarbone. She gives another soft moan and places on of her hands on my hair.
"Razer... I am not sure... that I am... that I want to do this now."
I stop from kissing her to look into her eyes. "It's okay. Take your time."
She nods, a small smile across her face. "Thank you."
I get down from her and kiss her forehead. She rests her head on my chest and I stroke her back.
"I love you, Aya."
"And I love you... Ray!"
"Ray?"
"You still don't like it?"
"Well, if you use it I will start to like it."
"You are absolutly imposible and downright stubborn."
"And you are totally in love with me. I think we are even."
"Me too."
We fell asleep soon enough. Even though we had some mistakes made by both of us and we thought we would never be together again, everything is well between us.
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