An Insane Touch

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Name: Isuzu Sohma (Rin)

Age: 17-18

Height: ?

Weight:?

blood type: A

Disorder: self mutilation- is deliberate injury by a person upon their own body. These acts may be aimed at relieving otherwise unbearable emotions. The illness is listed in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders as a symptom of borderline personality disorder or depressive disorders. It is sometimes associated with mental illness, a history of trauma and abuse including, emotional abuse, sexual abuse, eating disorders, or mental traits. A common belief regarding self injury is that it is an attention-seeking behavior, however in most cases, this is inaccurate. Many self-injurers are very self conscious of their wounds and scars and feel guilty about their behavior. The person who self-injures is not usually seeking to end his or her own life but instead he or she is using self-injury as a coping mechanism to relieve emotional pain or discomfort.

Rin's dark eyes glared out the big, Victorian window as she sat on the couch in the lounge. Her black hair was wet and droplets of water beaded down her exposed skin. She only wore a small dark blue tank top and a pair of white boxers (Haru's of course) Her nails dug into the flesh on her leg, leaving bright red trails and a few pieces of skin hanging off. Her chest hurt as she remembered her dream last night. The same dream she's had since she was young. Her mother and father…how happy they used to be. and how everything changed with one question, how her mother and father hated her and how it was all an act. And now, she was all alone. Agony and anger rising inside of her. Usually Haru was with her when she was upset…where had he gone?

"Rin?" She turned her head to meet her cousin Hiro's pale face. He had dark circles under his eyes and he was wearing his robe and slippers. "Did you hear about Haru- nii?" She suddenly became interested.

"No. where is he?" Her chest started to hurt more and more as she waited for his reply. Where was Haru? Why hadn't he come to see her yet…he wasn't at breakfast, or in the bathroom, not the showers, the lounge and he didn't have any appointments today. Where the hell was he? Rin needed him more every second, she could feel herself lose control, he was the only one that made her feel calm. "Tell me where he is!" She stood and gripped his shoulders.

Hiro tried to back up. "They found out that he hadn't been taking his pills so they took him to the isolation room." He swallowed hard as he looked at Rin with concerned eyes. "Rin…are you okay?" Her eyes widened and she pushed Hiro out of her way as she stormed out of the lounge. 'Haru…Haru…Haru -' She started to pick up her pace to a fast walk, whizzing up the stairs and past the rooms, she suddenly began to run. Flying by workers and nurses in the hallway as she ran up the next flight of stairs. 'Haru-' He was all she could think about right now.

"Haru!" She called, her voice cracking slightly. "Haruu!- - Haru where are you?!" As she made her way to the far hallway she pushed guards down and knocked over carts with the pills on them. "Haru!"

"Rin?" Shigure stepped out of the isolation room, holding the door opened.

"Where's Haru? Is he in there? Let me see him!" She pushed him out of the way and darted inside into Haru's arms. 'thank god I found you.' "Haru I-" A hand grabbed her arm and yanked her off of the boy. His anger rising quickly. She turned her attention to her captor. A large guard held her firm and she started to wail around, kicking and screaming. "Haru!"

"Get the hell away from her!" Black Haru stood and punched the man in the cheek, knocking him down and releasing Rin. Haru hugged her and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead. "I have to wait here for a day, and then I'll come see you. I promise." He was white again as Shigure grabbed Rin and pulled her from his arms.

"No! Haru please don't let them take me! Gure-nii please!" Haru looked away and bit his lip, knowing he couldn't do anything. Shigure let go as a guard picked her up and another one held her still, holding her legs from moving. "STOP IT! Dammit, get the hell off of me! HARU!" Shigure stabbed Rin in the leg with a syringe, releasing the tranquilizer into her blood. She quickly relaxed and the guards started to carry her off. "Haru…Ha-ru" she whispered and the heavy metal door slammed shut.

Haru was completely alone and it was dead silent., completely dark. There was only a small cot to lay on. Haru sat on the floor and pulled out a razor. Rin's razor to be exact. She had hidden it in a book she read and no one ever thought to check there of course. He glared at it angrily, gripping it so tight blood dripped from his palm. "I hope you'll be okay Rin."

It was night time now and past curfew. Haru wasn't back yet and the narcotic's affects were gone. Rin scrounged through her stuff, looking for a certain object. She searched, frustration filling up inside her. "God dammit!" She cursed and glanced at Tohru who now was waking up.

"Isuzu-san? Are you alright?" Tohru asked yawning.

"I'm fine. Go back to sleep." Rin watched as the girl laid her head back down and fell back into a deep slumber. 'Haru you took my razor didn't you? You're an ass, but- thank you.' She smiled but the urge sank back into her head. Cut, cut, hurt. Anything but this damn feeling. She opened the door and walked out into the hallway. Quietly, she tiptoed to the kitchen, looking for a knife but only found the plastic kind. She then sneaked into Hatori's office.

Rin, quiet as a mouse, looked through his drawers. Nothing. Looked on his shelves, nothing. She went into the next room where all the medical supplies were and finally found herself a pair of scissors. Rin sighed in relief and ran out of the room. She saw the lights of a guards flashlight and she ran faster than ever before, quickly darting into the shower room, locking the door behind her.

She stepped into a tub and sat down. Rin opened the scissors and pressed the sharp side into her wrist, then she slowly dragged the utensil from one side of her arm to the other. She winced at the burning sensation and blood dripped from her red coated wrist. Rin had accidentally cut too deep. "shit." She whispered and held the wound with a tight grip, hoping the bleeding would stop. After more than a minute it ceased and she continued the blissful reprieve. The pain seared through her nerves and she bit her bottom lip so hard it too began to bleed. The metallic taste as she licked the cut made her sick to her stomach. After half an hour she had six straight cuts across her arm and a gash that was so deep she was going to need to bandage it.

Rin quickly washed the blood out of the tub and off the scissors before dodging from the showers to her room. There, she wrapped the one bad cut in some gauze and then put on one of Haru's sweatshirts, with long sleeves. Easy to cover the evidence. Rin sighed, ashamed of herself once again. She always felt like this after the job was done, it made her want to cry but she didn't. Rin held in the tears and soon sleep coated her body and she fell into a dream state. But once again, her dream turned into a nightmare…

Tohru's eyes blinked open, forcing the sleep to disappear. She yawned and stretched all at once. As she stood she looked over to Rin's soft and calm expression as she still slept. Tohru smiled and quickly changed into her robe and slippers before sneaking out of the room, her back turned to the hallway as she intently tried to close the heavy door silently. As the sound of the door click closed she turned and ran her nose into a chest.

"I am so sorry! I really do need to pay attention to where I'm going!" She bowed and then looked up into a pair of garnet eyes.

"You're so weird. It's not like I was paying attention to where I was going so you don't need to apologize." He scowled and glanced away from her. Tohru just stared at him, he was as gorgeous as the other boys she had met here. "What are you staring at?" he demanded harshly, making Tohru flinch.

"S-sorry. Uh, My name is Tohru Honda. Pleased to meet you." She beamed a smile.

"I'm-" he was suddenly interrupted by a childish voice.

"Aw Kyo-kun made a friend! Look Haru, isn't that KA-UTE!" Momiji skipped up to Tohru and Kyo and then pointed to the smiling Tohru. "You be careful about this one Tohru." his facial features were straight and serious, making Tohru serious too. Kyo's face reddened and his anger was rising. Momiji was suddenly smiling and he was back to his usual expression.

"WHY ARE YOU EVEN HERE?!" Kyo yelled between clenched teeth. Momiji looked at him confused.

"Oh yeah! I had forgotten!" he giggled and skipped past them. Haru opened the door behind Tohru, walked in, and closed it behind him.

"He sure has so much energy!" Tohru laughed. Kyo just sighed and then flinched when Tohru's hand clasped his. "Were you on your way to breakfast? Would you like some company?" she smiled at him and Kyo's face brightened and his sexual urge sky rocketed.

"D-don't touch me." he whisked his hand away and walked back into his room and slammed the door shut. Tohru winced at the echoing sound. The rejection sat heavy in Tohru's heart, but that didn't stop her. She wanted to be Kyo's friend but she guessed he wasn't ready. Tohru walked up to a door that said 207 on it and she knocked lightly, a little nervous and embarrassed. She blushed as the door opened and Yuki's silver, bed head hair was a skew and made him look so adorable. Her heart pounded for some reason.

"Oh, Honda-san." he opened the door fully and he was only wearing boxers. Her faced blushed a darker red and she made sure she focused on his face.

"Uh- um…well- I was." she sighed politely and began again. "Yuki-kun, I wondered if you would like to eat breakfast with me?" he smiled at her and nodded.

"I'd love to. You can come in." he moved from the door and disappeared into a closet. She blushed and entered cautiously. A younger boy sat on his bed, glaring at her. He looked deathly ill. Pale as a ghost and dark circles surrounded his hazel eyes.

Yuki slipped on his robe and slippers, he didn't even worry about his hair. Tohru's eyes curiously took in her surroundings. The room seemed bigger than hers and Rin's room. But, there was also three beds instead of just two. "Who all are your roommates Yuki-kun?"

"Huh? Oh, Haru isn't here and that's Hiro." she glanced to the glaring boy.

"Pleasure to meet you." she bowed and smiled.

"How do you know it's a pleasure to meet me? You don't even know me. For all you know I could be some crazy psycho killer. How do you know I'm not planning you're death in my head right now?" the remark flew from his mouth and Tohru shuddered. He was right…how could she keep forgetting she was in a mental hospital.

"Hiro- stop it." Yuki demanded, a harsh tone to his voice. "Quit being so rude to Honda-san." Hiro glowered. "Come on Honda-san." Yuki gently pushed her to the door and as he closed it he said, "You know, Kisa met Honda-san the other day and they seemed to get along very well." with that the door closed.

"Kisa-" Hiro's expression softened but pain tore at him, a sad smile splayed across his lips.

Tohru and Yuki sat at a table of their own and enjoyed breakfast together. They had small conversations but they were completely relaxed with each other as they nibbled on their food. A loud clash echoed in the cafeteria disturbing the somewhat quiet murmurs of the other patients. Everyones attention went to the area of the sound, there was a mess of trays and food, milk was spilt and Shigure was standing there, hands empty. Hatori stood behind him sighing. And on the floor was a nurse, a dark cloud hovering over her. "Oh no, here it comes." Shigure smiled with no humor.

"OH MY GOD! IM SO SORRY! CURSE ME…CURSE ME TO THE FOUL UNDERWORLD OF HELL! I'M SO TERRIBLE, TRULY A HORRIBLE PERSON! HOW COULD I BE SO CLUMSY TO MAKE YOU, SHIGURE-NIISAN, DROP YOUR PRECIOUS BREAKFAST, IM SO CARELESS!" The woman wailed around and bowed to the smiling Shigure. She continued this for almost more than five minutes, asking to pay for more food for him.

"Ritchan, no need to worry. It wasn't my food." Shigure smirked wryly.

The nurse sighed relieved. "oh, then-"

"It was Akito's." The words were thick and sank into the nurses mind suddenly registering. She fell to her knees, grabbing the sides of her head and screaming, tears flowing from her eyes. Tohru felt bad for her and she stood, wanting to go to her.

"Shigure, why must you cause such a scene so early in the morning?" Hatori sighed, a headache breaking into his brain. He just smiled and suddenly stared at Tohru who crouched over and touched Ritsu's back, rubbing it for comfort. Everyone stared at her.

"It's okay Ritchan. It was an accident, I'm sure you didn't mean to." Ritsu shook his head silently. "See, and I'm sure Shigure-san has already forgiven you." she looked up at the suited Shigure who widened his eyes and smiled, nodding so the scene would go back to normal.

"B-but it was Akito-san's breakfast." panic wrenched at Ritsu.

"Oh hush. Akito doesn't eat breakfast. I was only kidding." Shigure smiled and grabbed another tray. "It was mine, but I don't have to pay for food so it's all right. Now Ritchan- I think you should thank Tohru-kun." Ritsu gasped.

"Oh yes, please forgive me for that sudden outburst, and thank you very much Tohru-san." he bowed.

"Oh no! it was my pleasure, you seemed so distraught, and I felt sad when you cursed yourself. Such a beautiful woman shouldn't worry so much." Tohru smiled as everyone looked at her confused. Ritsu just smiled.

"Actually Tohru-san…I'm a man." Tohru's eyes widened in a panic and she turned red.

"OMYGOSH IM SO SORRY! I CANT BELIEVE I MISTOOK YOU FOR A WOMAN PLEASE FORGIVE ME I DIDN'T KNOW!"

"OH NO IT WAS ME! I SHOULD HAVE TOLD YOU I WAS REALLY A MAN I MEAN IT IS QUITE CONFUSING SINCE IM SO SHAMEFUL I HAVE TO WEAR A DRESS! IT'S A DISGRACE PLEASE FORGIVE ME!" They continued bowing and going back in forth, causing the scene to extend. Shigure suddenly poked Ritsu in the side and the man fell to the floor relaxed and calm. Tohru looked at him questioningly. He shrugged and patted her on the head.

"I don't know either, but it's worked for years." Shigure winked and Tohru blushed. She watched the two doctors walk off. Ritsu stood and bowed.

"I must get back to the lounge. It was a pleasure meeting you Tohru-san."

"Yes." she bowed as well and then returned to her seat in front of Yuki. "this place sure is full of energetic people. So lively, I guess it wont be so lonely after all." she bit into her pancake and looked up at Yuki. "Y-Yuki-kun?"

He didn't answer her. His eyes were frightening wide and a cold sweat broke out all over his body. alone…you're boring and no one will like you…you're useless, no one needs you Yuki no one loves you. They all left before, why shouldn't Tohru? She'll think you're weird…she'll hate you.

"Shut up! Stop it stop it!" Yuki stood abruptly, gripping the sides of his head. "Shut up! It's not true!" he screamed, his throat burning from yelling so loud. "Go away go away! Cut it out dammit!" Tohru was shaking as she watched in horror as Yuki slammed his head on the nearest wall. Blood started to stain the white tiled floor and the crimson color coated his silver tendrils.

Three men in white ran to Yuki, picked him up and slammed him down on the cold tiles. It took all of them to hold him down. He struggled and screamed, his veins popped out of his temples as he howled. "Nurse! The kids freaking out." a patient called, he was laughing hysterically. Another patient was crying, she couldn't stand the sight of blood and she started to puke and scream like Yuki.

Tohru watched as the cafeteria turned to a frenzy. Many patients screamed and laughed, jumping around. A few sat there silently, other stood interested and she even saw a couple dart to the front exit but they were soon tackled and sedated. Her world spun and she felt dizzy.

"Kagura-san thank god." a guard said. She ran to Yuki.

"Yun-chan! Oh no!" she pulled out a syringe and stabbed him in the arm with it. "Tsk, Tsk. Look what happened to your forehead! Oh Yun-chan." he finally stilled but the raucous behind them continued. "I hope you're all right."

Yuki glanced away ashamed. "im fine. Thank you Kagura."

She smiled and stood up. The men helped Yuki to his feet and she snapped. "Alright men! We need to get the cafeteria back to composure and in a whistle too!" the men nodded and sat Yuki on floor, letting another nurse clean his bleeding head. "Hup-to!" she placed a small metal whistle between her lips and blew it hard. The sound was high and shrill and immediately men and nurses were darting around the room. Calming and sedating patients. Tohru wobbled to Yuki.

He looked away, unable to look her in the eye. "Yuki-kun…I'm" her fear showed, shivers racked her.

"It's nothing for you to worry about Honda-san." his polite comment sounded harsh. She felt like this happened because of her. She stood and tottered out of the lunch area, slowly walking up the steps to the second floor. 'did I say something wrong? What did I do to make him say such things and…were they directed to me? Does Yuki-kun have another Yuki-kun living inside his head, like uh- a split personality I think is what its called. And…he seemed so fine until I sat back down after… she sighed, her thoughts carried her to her room and she shut the door, never wanting to open it. Now that she knew and would always remember where she was, she was afraid.

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