A shrink. She though, how typical. He said his name was Keichi Hunt, which she should call him.

Keichi was young, like he just got out of college. True enough. Tomoyo was his first patient.

"Tomoyo, I'm going to be your friend. We are going to get to know each other. I'll tell you a little bit about myself and you can do the same if you wish." He looked at her as if she was going to reply or agree, but she did nothing. "Well, I like to listen to the old school rock, I enjoy watching movies, reading and snowboarding. If you like any of those, I can take you sometime." He said it like it was a privilege to be given out; it annoyed her. "I'm 26 years old and currently happy with my girlfriend. Anything else you would like to know?" Tomoyo did nothing for a little bit, but then shook her head no.

Tomoyo said she wanted a visitor, but maybe she didn't want Keichi. He seemed nervous and uncomfortable with her. Maybe she can break him before he does anything.

Keichi came every day at precisely 2 o' clock. He always came with things to talk about. It was never quite in her room during that hour or so. Tomoyo eventually loved him coming over. The quiet was causing her to lose her mind. Bunny was going insane too. Now she looked forward to it. Her spirits were up, but it was still dark and dank inside her soul where no one could reach her.

"Do you want to tell me why you are here?" Keichi asked one day. She didn't, but what did she have to lose. Tomoyo hasn't gone back to Gram since the day the nurse let her free from her bindings. Tomoyo missed her dearly, but she didn't want to dwell on things that caused her pain.

"Well… Let me start at the beginning."

Keichi was shocked to hear a sentence come out from her mouth; it was usually one word responses.

"It all started when I met Eriol. He was my best friend, my world…"

"Tomoyo! C'mon, let's go." He held out his hand for her. It was dark and she was stumbling around. "You are such a klutz, come on!" The wind was lightly flowing through her hair. She loved the feeling.

She took his hand. "Slow down, we have forever to get where you are taking me! No need to rush," he slowed to a walk. "So where are we going?"

"It's a surprise." He grinned at her despite her confused look. "We're almost there anyway."

Tomoyo was excited as well as nervous. When they reached the spot, she gasped. It was beautiful. They were on a hill looking out at the beach. The night air smelled of salt and all was quiet except for the crashing waves. The moon was barely peeking through the clouds. Eriol sat Tomoyo down on the grass and held her. She suddenly realized what this was. Their one year anniversary. She couldn't believe that she forgot. Eriol nuzzled into Tomoyo. She loved feeling warm and comforted by him.

"I love you," he whispered lightly into her ear. It was so faint, the wind almost took it away. Tomoyo's heart beat faster---

"Tomoyo, are you ok?" Keichi asked her. "What's wrong?" Tears were streaming down her face. Tomoyo could taste the salt. She wiped them away quickly.

"Nothing."

"Are you sure?" There was no reply. Eriol was sitting on a chair and Tomoyo on her bed. She just turned around and laid down.

"I'm sorry Mr. Keichi, but I'm not feeling very well. I'll talk to you tomorrow." Keichi hesitated to leave, he was, after all, her psychiatrist and he wanted to help her feel better, but there was no use when she was unwilling to talk to him. He nodded to himself and walked out the door. Tomoyo heard a click that signaled they locked the door. She will never escape from the white room. The white hell. Tomoyo took a deep breath and sobbed. It hurt so much to think of him; she didn't want to.

Bunny was clutched to her chest when Tomoyo awoke. It was cold last night and she threw the blanket off her in fury. She was freezing now and scrambled on the ground for it. Keichi came over that day to find Tomoyo laying in bed huddle up in the comforter. It was a wonder her head was sticking out of the covers.

"Hi Keichi," she greeted. "Ready to hear the rest of my story?"

Keichi wasn't sure where she was going with this, but he nodded his consent.

"Eriol, I love you too." She kissed him passionately to show it. "Don't ever leave me ok? You promised."

Eriol hesitated and Tomoyo felt it. "I won't leave you." He said finally, "but Tomoyo, I'm going away this summer". She was shocked to hear it. "I'll come back, I promise." She was unsure of this, but Tomoyo trusted him so she relaxed into his arms and looked up at the sky, happy with her life. Eriol started kissing her cheek and then her neck. Tomoyo moved into it.

"And then you know what, Keichi?" Tomoyo asked as she told him the last part. He shook his head, afraid to hear what the answer was for he was sure it was a bad one; It showed in Tomoyo's eyes. She hated the outcome. "He did come back." Keichi let out a bit of the breath he held in. "But he brought some girl back with him."

This must be why, Keichi though, That Tomoyo is so miserable; She got her heart broken, but it doesn't explain what she did to arrive here. "What happened after that?" He asked.

"I tried to avoid him as much as I can. We go to the same school, but he is in a higher grade than me so it was easy to do. I didn't have any classes with him."

Eriol seemed confused by this, being a psychiatrist, he's not very smart when it comes to girls and what they do. Tomoyo elaborated.

"I would see him in the halls and then I would just stop in my tracks and turn around and go the other way. Or I would look down at the floor and avoid eye contact with him. If I don't see him, it is a good enough excuse not to talk to him."

"Oh."

"Yes, I longed to see him, but then again it hurt me to think of him with another girl." Tomoyo was looking down at her hands. They were white because she had been twisting them together. "I was consumed by sadness and hatred." Her voice quivered a bit. "I was depressed for like two months. It never occurred to me that I just wanted some affection. He was my first love." She paused for a second, took in a deep breath and let it out. "He broke my heart." Keichi seemed uncomfortable with someone spilling her heart out to him. He wasn't used to it, but it was the cause of her pain and her being here so he bore it.

She stopped for a long time. "Then what?" He encouraged her.

Joanne: sorry if it got confusing. I don't know how to make it less so... ask questions if you have them?