Disclaimer: Jacob: Hey again.
Miche: You again?
Jacob: Yep, happy to see me?
Miche: Not exactly, but I'm not going to explain.
Jacob: Okay...so anything new?
Miche: My best friend finished Breaking Dawn and we disagree in like every way. But we're like who cares? We just love Stephanie's writing and wish we could own it, but we can't cuz she does.
Jacob: Okay then...Girl talk, not really my thing.
Miche: But I can make it your thing because you're just a figment of my imagination.
Jacob: Actually no, I'm the little voice in your head.
Miche: CRAPP!
A/N: Okay yeah, I know I'm evil for leaving you all in suspense for a week but here's another chapter hot off the presses. Read it and weep. And like triple sorrys for taking so long writing it...ENJOY!
I sat there. What did he think he was doing? How could he do this? How could I do this? I was with Edward. I love Edward. But there was something inside me that was telling me I don't. Something that wanted me to stay here with Embry. I knew what it was. I love him.
I sat there for what seemed like forever. I couldn't move. It was so hard to fathom what was happening. There was no way I could go back to Edward like this. I felt like I was being torn apart. I couldn't do this to myself again. It hurt so much, I just couldn't stand it. I completely broke down right there on the beach. My whole life was falling apart. My best friend ran away, my love has changed, and I was ruining more lives the longer I lived. I just want to die.
What would be the best way to do it? Get into a car crash? Jump off a cliff? Oh great, there I go with cliff diving again. What's wrong with me? I can't think straight. I should just go home. Edward would want to know what's happened anyways. I keep trying to convince myself of that, but it is just so difficult. I just know Edward will go into his overprotective rampage. I have to stay calm. Who can I tell about this? I want to tell Alice, but can she keep it out of her mind for a while? Long enough for me to get the courage to tell Edward. I don't know, but I have to tell someone.
I slowly stood up. How long have I been here? Edward will be looking for me. I need to go home. It will be safest. I got into my glossy new Mercedes and drove off. I felt numb. My body was working for itself. I couldn't think about what I was doing, I just did it. I got home and went straight to bed. I buried my head in my pillow. The next thing I knew, there was an icy had on my back.
A/N: Yes I know...really short. I have been having trouble writing this one so I will take a break from it. SORRY! Part of why it took so long for this is because I have had huge inspiration for my book and I am working on other stories which will be up soon. Look for updates on those please! Also, I am majorly excited about Twilight the movie coming out November 21. I recently found out that parts of it were shot in the region where I live. As well I am appalled over the Midnight Sun leak. I hope that whoever did it feels royally crappy. Well that's all for now. Ciao Bellas!