A/N: hey guys! So let's say another chapter for 'Recorded' i got the idea again from listening to one of the songs in my cellphone :3 so I just gotta write it before I lose it :3 also I'm sorry that I haven't been updating recently :( anyways please enjoy this new chapter~
P.S: I noticed how izaya has been OOC so I'm very sorry about it.
Note: The 'Italics' are the memories and the 'Bold' are the lyrics. Now the memories are based on shizuo's POV.
WARNING: Boy x Boy. Don't like? Don't read.
Disclaimer: I own nothing! (I wish I did though) also the song title is little things by 1D
The blond haired teenager was surprised that his name came next but he stood up and went in front of the class choosing his instrument and song.
he decided to use the guitar, now the only problem is the song.
positioning himself properly on the provided chair he was thinking about the possible songs he could play, and then memories of a certain raven entered his mind.
he smiled and began strumming the guitar, as his mouth formed the lyrics and his mind replayed his moment with the flea.
"Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots
With the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me"
"Come on Shizu-chan~ you're too slow~" I kept running after this flea while carrying these stupid boxes and he didn't even bother to help! "Shut up! If you had helped me in carrying these then it would've been faster! So either you shut the hell up or help me!" I turned my face to avoid looking at him, from the corner of my eye is saw him pout and then he held out his hands "Fine then!" He then grabs half of the boxes so that both of us has equal amount, "but you better hurry up you protozoan!" He turns around started walking. He actually helped me...
(Sometime later)
"there done!" Izaya placed the last of the boxes in its place and turned around to face me, "we did great shizu-chan! thanks!" He held out his hand to me and smiled at me, the light from the window shone on his face making him look like an angle, I noticed he's quite beautiful... without really thinking I took his hand and held it tightly, another thing I noticed is that his hands are quite small and soft to touch and I couldn't help myself as a smile made its way to my face, "Shizu-chan?" I immediately took away my hand and turned around to walk away "It's nothing."
While walking on the corridors the smile returned as I remembered his face.
Everyone was shocked at how good the blond can sing his voice matching izaya's, Kadota and Shinra's jaws surely dropped as they continued to listen to the amber-eyed student.
"I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine"
"But I'll love them endlessly"
It was already lunch time so me shinra, kadota and of course the flea (not that I want him to come) went to eat lunch at the roof top, while eating I couldn't help but notice that the flea repeatedly looked at himself while smiling with the use of a small mirror it was kinda creepy.
"the hell you doing flea?" I asked getting pissed off.
"Ugh! I hate my eyes!" He whines
Shinra and kadota stopped eating to look at izaya
"why?" shinra was first to ask
"I notice every time I smile I have crinkles in my eyes see?" The flea smiles and the three of us looked at his eyes, there were indeed crinkles but it wasn't that noticeable so I don't get why he keeps getting worked for small things that concerned himself.
"Shut up its no big deal You look perfectly fine" I don't understand why he dislikes his eyes they look... lovely... Wait I DID NOT JUST THINK THAT...What the hell is happening to me!?
Izaya looked at me for awhile then he smirked.
"is that a compliment shizu-chan~?"
"shut the hell up..." I looked away trying to hide my slightly blushing face.
"well since shizzy said I look fine then I shall complain no more~!" He smirked at me yet again.
after that we continued eating but every once in awhile I caught myself smiling.
as the blond played he stole glances at izaya who seemed to be in deep thought that he didn't notice But he continued playing.
"I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things"
girls we're staring at the blond in awe as he played and singed beautifully some were even giggling, izaya was removed from his train of thoughts and glared at some of the girls and they immediately became quiet.
"You can't go to bed,
Without a cup of tea,
And maybe that's the reason
That you talk, in your sleep
And all those conversations
Are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me"
Here I am at shinra's house along with kadota and izaya because we're having a sleep over i actually didn't want to come but shinra wouldn't stop his freaking mouth so I said yes.
I have to admit the night was pretty fun even though the flea pisses me off here and there, shinra invited us to have some tea before going to sleep, all of us except izaya went to the kitchen to drink tea.
when we got back shinra and kadota immediately fell asleep, I sighed, then I looked at the direction izaya was laying while sleeping, I noticed how he keeps moving in his sleep and seems to be mumbling something, though it was soft it was loud enough for me to hear.
"shizu-chan...you...protozoan"
'Heh dreaming about me izaya?'I thought to myself.
he said something again but this time his voice was filled with sadness.
"I...I'm sorry...please don't...don't leave me...please..." Tears made its way down his ivory skin.
before I knew it I was beside izaya, carefully wiping the tears off his face as I whisper into his ear "it'll be alright I'm here" I don't know why I'm comforting the flea he just seems so fragile...it's like the single gentlest touch can break him.
he stops crying and is now smiling...
'a smile suites you better' after that I made my way to my bed.
the blond knew he was voicing out his own feelings towards the flea, he had been feeling these things for sometime now but he found it quite hard to admit especially to himself.
"I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But,
You're perfect to me"
"uwah! I can't believe this! I'm getting fat! how could this be!? I mean I don't eat much maybe it's becau-"
"SHUT THE HELL UP YOU STINKING FLEA!" I cut off izaya's pointless rambling about him getting fat, I mean why the heck would he think that I see no difference whatsoever.
"shizu-chan won't understand because he's a protozoan" he sticks his tongue out "look" he points to his jeans "I don't fit in these anymore" he pouts which I found kinda...cute...heiwajima shizuo you did not just think that! HIM THE FLEA? CUTE? HELL NO!
"Shut up" I tossed him one of my smaller pants (that I didn't know I brought with me until I found it) to shut him up.
he stares at the pants for awhile with a tint of pink in his pale face, he turns around and says a soft "thanks"
"I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things"
He wanted his feelings to reach izaya but at the same he didn't because he wasn't sure of how the other felt, the thought of being rejected hurts...it hurts so much, so he'll just keep these feelings to himself and maybe one day when the time is right he'll tell him, tell izaya.
"You'll never love yourself
Half as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right, darlin'
But I want you to,
If I let you know, I'm here for you,
Maybe you'll love yourself,
Like I love you
Oh"
Now he knows what he is feeling is not hate but love for the flea, and he hopes that the other feels the same but that seems impossible, with all the objects he had thrown at the other, all the harsh words... The hope for mutual feelings will only be a dream
"And I've just let these little things
Slip, out of my mouth,
'Cause it's you, oh it's you,
It's you,
They add up to
And I'm in love with you,
And all these little things,"
"I won't let these little things
Slip, out of my mouth,
But if it's true,
It's you, it's you,
They add up to,
I'm in love with you,
And all your little things"
The song ended with thunderous claps from his classmates, the blond could only smile sheepishly at the applause that was given to him, he stood up from where he was sitting and placed the guitar back to it's original place, he made his way back to his seat and the teacher spoke.
"A very wonderful performance Heiwajima-kun! Alright that's it for today class dismissed" each student went out of the classroom one by one, shizuo made his way to the door along with shinra and kadota who's mouths are still open, but before exiting through the said door the blond glanced to the seat where izaya is, the said raven has lowered his head down a little with a dark shade of red on his face.
"Cute" he smiled as he made his way out of the room.
A/N: I really like the idea of shizuo smiling because of izaya :3 so anyways how'd I do?
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