((To make some things clear, in the story Frisk is Gender Fluid. I have this concept in my head that she was a little girl when she fell I n the underground and later realized that they had no gender.

This is the part of the story that gets real))

Level 2

3:45 AM. It happened again….

I keep on having dreams about my time in the underworld. I keep reliving my first encounter with my family. Toriel, Papyrus and sans, Undyne, Alphys….. I keep on battling too. Especially with Asgore, And Flowey….. No…. Asriel…..

But this one… It's different. It makes no sense why I have it so often. It keeps repeating in my head over and over and I have no idea why! It's like my subconscious is trying to tell me something.

The dream is more of a memory… It was the time sans took me to that restaurant before my journey was over…. He told me the story about the woman behind the door, which I figured out was Toriel. I thought that was it, but if it was, the dream wouldn't be repeating, would it?

Certain words have stuck out to me and it's been bothering me too. After sans told his tale he said this:

"You know what would've happened if she didn't say anything?…. You'd be dead where you stand….."

I thought that he meant that if he wasn't there protecting me, then the other monsters would have killed me. But now I am having second thoughts.

If he didn't promise her to protect me, then… Would he have….. Killed me….?

I walked out to the living room to get a glass of water and think. But when I got there I saw sans watching TV.

He's my family now, I can ask him directly, is what I thought.

"Sans," I called out. He turned his head and smiled.

"hey, frisk. can't sleep?" He asked

I slowly shook my head while looking to the ground. I couldn't look him in the eye.

"so, what's keepin' ya up so late, kiddo? a nightmare?"

"Kind of….." I replied

"kind of….?" He echoed back, "well, how about you tell ol' sansy about it?"

I took a deep breath and clutched my hands together. "I keep on having a dream. It's more like a memory….."

He looked concerned, "go on…."

"Do you remember when you took me to that restaurant in the hotel?"

"yeah. you had a dream about that?"

I nodded, "Remember when you told me that I'd be dead where I stand if you didn't promise Toriel that you would protect me?"

He froze and I continued.

"I used to think that you meant that other monsters would have killed me if you weren't there… But now I think I was wrong…"

Sans was silent. He was staring at me with wide eyes.

"Sans," I looked up at him with sincerity, "Please be honest with me….. If you didn't promise Toriel to protect me, would you have killed me?"

He gasped and he started to sweat, "Frisk… I….. I…"

"Well?" I asked sternly, "Answer me, Sans!"

He fidgeted a lot and looked away from me, "it was just a joke, frisk….. forget about it…."

He was lying. He has a nervous tone in his voice when he lies. It angered me.

"So I was wrong. You were going to kill me!"

"Frisk!"

"I can't believe it! You- you were going to….. Murder me….." Those words finally had sunken into my head. My beloved family would have killed me….. sans would have killed me…., "Oh no….."

"Frisk, no!"

"NO!" I shouted, "Stay away from me, Sans!" I backed away slowly from him, he got up from his chair and started to approach me.

I ran to my room. I heard him yelling for me, begging me to come back. But I couldn't. I was scared. I was scared of sans. I locked my door and buried myself under my covers to begin a restless sleep of anxiety and fear.

This night… It took away a lot of my determination…..