I'm not good at putting some things together, so I really hope it doesn't sound all bad! Please tell me what you think of it? (:


"Kol and I used to be so close and it really sucks not to be able to tell him about us!", I said to the bush in front of me. That seemed silly but not even humans could see us talking together. Katerina had put a red wig on and she didn't look like her own self at all, and that was the point anyway, to blend in. Not to be seen.


"You don't think you can trust him not to tell Klaus?", Katerina asked and she pushed her hand through the bush and I grabbed it. "It's not what I worry about. I can't trust him to not to tell Rebekah. Rebekah would tell Klaus. If they only knew how much you mean to me.", I moved my fingers with hers.


"Kol thinks he can swoop in and steal my girl too. Could he do that with you?", I was not planning on saying that, it just kind of slipped. "It is as possible as you and Elena getting together and I really hope that is not a possibility. Is that good enough?", Katerina let my hand go and she walked to me, straightened my tie and smiled. "Yes, it is.", I said and smiled too. Her smile made me lighten up the way that it was hard to keep it a secret. "See you tomorrow?", she asked and pulled me closer. I put my lips to hers and didn't care who could see us when I kissed her, so passionately that I swear I never wanted her to leave my side again, but I had to let her go, for our own safety.


"I can't wait.", I said but I was worried what she might do. "I'm dressing up as an Elena if that's what you're thinking. I don't want to and you know why. But I have no other choice.", she said sadly and looked me right in the eyes. "You will never look like her, you look like you. My sweet Katerina.", I said and run my fingers on her chin and neck. "You just have to keep away from Stefan, Damon and anyone who is close to Elena.", she nodded and stepped away from me.


"You should go. Before someone sees us.", she said and I heard the pain in her voice. "I'll text you later, okay?", I said as I quietly turned away and took my vampire speed and ran to the mansion. This was really bad. I wanted to run with Katerina. Away from my family but in the other hand I didn't want to lose my family again, I just got my brothers and my sister back. And even our mother.


It was getting harder and harder each and every day. The last time we spent this much time together was when Elijah compelled me to stay in the tomb. Little did people know, but he visited me every day, he wanted to make me suffer for what I did to him. I wanted to die in one point, but then.. Then something wonderful happened. I felt the things I felt when we first met. When he took my hand and kissed it like I was a delicate flower a beautiful flower.


I remembered all of it, nobody ever compelled it out of me, I just decided it was easier to try and forget than live in regret that what would've happened if I had stayed and let Elijah try and save my life.


When I let it all come back to me, I started waiting for Elijah to come back and torture me. I knew he was starting to feel the same, I could tell. And the day I was free from the tomb, I didn't want to leave, because I knew someone had daggered Elijah and that's why the compulsion stopped. I was happy to get out, but I had to get Elijah undaggered too! So I made a plan which included Elena, her thirst of knowledge. She needed Elijah so it was perfect, she undaggered him.


I was waiting for Elijah to come to me. I left a note to him that told him how he could catch me if he wanted to. I confessed my love to him. Well I did not write it down, I just let him know that I've been thinking a lot of the time we spent together when I was a human. After few months he came to me and after that it's been us hiding from Klaus and trying to stay alive.


Now I was so close to him but so far away it was painful. I would go to the ball and get to be near him. We would get some alone time together. We also had a plan that if someone did happen to catch us, we would compel or kill them. Elijah wanted to compel but I was ready to kill for him.


I hoped it wouldn't come to that though. I knew how to hide so I wasn't too worried, but I was afraid. Even if Klaus had a date, that wouldn't stop him from killing me if he found out that I was not Elena and I was there with Elijah. I was worried for Elijah too, if Klaus knew what we had become, he wouldn't be so happy about it. I mean, after all, I did betray Klaus.