Hello everyone, for some reason the stories never get posted the same way as when I typed them. Anyways I finally updated this story.. Don't hate me. Also you can follow my on twitter duckykath because I am amazing and I'll even give out clues of next and new chapters as well as stories. Anyways…. As usual I DO NOT OWN RIZZOLI & ISLES OR THE CHARACTERS. Also on another note, I love to read your reviews they make me smile and laugh. It just brightens up my day.

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Kathymata

"She couldn't get any farther away inside from her skin. She couldn't get away."
― Cynthia Voigt,When She Hollers

Chapter 3: Couldn't get away….

I was walking around in darkness not a soul in sight. Sudden my blood ran cold as I heard his voice talking to me.

"Janie…. Oh come on Jane, you could survive scalpels in both of your hands but not the rejection of your lover girl?" his laughter follows after it making me sick to my stomach.

"You're dead. You can't hurt me." I called out into the darkness trying to escape my personal bogyman.

Suddenly I was in the basement again with Charles Hoyt over me and the scalpels in my hands. I wanted nothing more than to wipe that smug look off of his face, but the pain in my hands became real again and I was trapped just like last time.

His laughter filled the room. " I'm as real as your memories Jane. I know you still dream about me and I am always watching you. I almost had Jane, but that doctor of yours…" he stops and thinks about how Maura gave me power to end him once and for all. "…. Now she was something special Janie. I could see why you love her." He finished pulling out a scalpel and slowly running the blade over my jaw to my ear, just like last time.

Swallowing the bile that threatens to come up I couldn't help but flinch. Why was this experience as real as the first time? God can't someone hear me! Please someone!

"Oh Janie no one can hear and no one will save you. Not this time." Then it went black again, but the pain still remained.

"Look at my beautiful niece. Angela you did an exact job here. What's her name?" Some one asked as I saw the darkness slowly turn to a bright white and saw someone carrying around a tiny baby covered in a pink bundle of blankets.

Seeing my mother smile at the man she proudly replied," Her name is Jane, Francisco. Also I wanted to know if you would like to be her god father," curiously showing in her brown eyes.

"Of course I will. I am her only uncle. Tell me Janie do you like the idea of me as your uncle?" He cooed to the tiny bundle. And all it, or I, did was a small giggle. Then the darkness faded back in but the sound of the laughter ranged around loudly.

"Jane…" a familiar voice called but a face couldn't be matched.

"Yes! Who is it? Where are you I can't find or see you!" I yelled out trying to catch their attention.

"JANE NO!" was all that was said as a gun shot followed soon after.

"God Damn it! Where are you?" I yelled as I grabbed my stomach. I wonder if I'm still alive or if this is my hell?

Then I found myself in the warehouse again watching myself fire at Doyle and watching, as if in slow motion, him fall off the catwalk. Regret and anger is all I see on both Maura's and my own face, then, as if someone pressed play, everyone suddenly was in regular speed.

"Don't you touch him." Came Maura's harsh command.

Taking my jacket off I tried to stop him from losing anymore blood.

"Maura…." I started but never completed.

"No! Don't Touch him! Just leave him and myself alone Detective.", was her cold and distant voice.

"Jane, please, just wake up. Please for me, just wake up…." Was the last thing I heard as I lost my self in pain.

Now I know why Jane hates the hospital, they never give you enough information. I'm sitting in an uncomfortable chair waiting for either Jane's family to come and meet me or her doctor. I have my money on her family showing up first.

Suddenly the doors to the waiting room opened and the Rizzoli clan came pouring in.

"Oh thank God! Maura, I'm so sorry that you had to find Jane like that." Frankie said as Angela came and hugged me, crying into my shirt.

"It's ok, Frankie. I rather it had been me than one of you guys." I replied back with tears still in my eyes but never spilling over.

"God Maura, it's must have been hard walking in on Jane like that. But it wasn't for you walking in when you did…." Frankie looked down unable to finish that train of thought. Not being able to handle the fact that his older sister tried and would have succeeded in killing her self if not for me.

Then the doors opened revealing Frost and Koresak with envelopes. But before they could say anything the Doctor came in.

Okay I know it's not as long as the first two chapters, but I didn't want to give too much away just yet. As usual please review, I honestly do read every single review I get.

-KathyMata