here is chapter 3, enjoy

sorry if i wrote something wrong

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(Alex's POV)

Mitchie drove us home and went to ask if she could stay over, i walked in the house and Max immediatly ran towards me and hugged me

"i'm sorry i didn't listen i'm so sorry" he cried out

"it's ok Max"

"where is Mitchie?" Justin asked

"why can't you shut the fuck up, Justin you know i don't want people too know all that shit about me"

"she was worried about you you idiot" the bell rang and i turned to open it and Mitchie came in

"ok good your here, everyone too the livingroom" Justin said and walked away

"what's wrong" i asked as we all sat down on the couch, but Justin kept pacing around the room

"we can't leave eachothers side ok? from now on Mitchie stays here"

"ok? but don't i have a say on this? and why?"

"Jack is dangerous, and he saw you with Alex so he can come after you"

"what" i asked with my eyes wide

"no he's not he is after me not you Mitch nothing is gonna happen too you" Alex said grabbing my hand

"your right i can't make you stay here, i don't think your mom would want that and i don't think she wants something too happen to you either so i have one other option, you guys have to break up" Justin said and Mitchie gripped my hand tighter

"what? no no we are not breaking up, Alex tell him we are not breaking up" she turned to me but i only stared at her

"i think he's right" i said

"what?"

"Mitchie i want too know for sure that your save"

"and i want too know for sure that your mine"

"i am, i'm yours forever and i wanna be with you forever but for that you have too stay save"

"it's for the best" Justin said

'ok he is really pissing me off now'

"shut up" i said

"i'm only trying too help" he said

"yeah i need all the help i can get right? cause i'm a trainwreck right Justin?" i said standing up

"Alex calm down" Mitchie said grabbing my hand

"no i'm sick of it, i'm sick of him ruining my life"

"how do i ruin your life? i'm only helping"

"helping? is this helping Justin!" i said and pulled my shirt up, Max looked away he never liked too see my scars and burnmarks and i heard Mitchie gasp

"can i just stay tonight?" Mitchie asked

"sure" Justin said

"you don't need his purmisson" i said and grabbed her hand

(Mitchie's POV)

me and Alex were cuddling on her bed, my back fasing her front

"Alex?" i whispered

"mhm"

"those marks and scars..are those the reason why you never take of your shirt when we have sex" i asked hesitatly i didn't wanna make her mad

"yes..." she said

"you don't have too hide it" i said turning in her arms too face her

"i'm sorry Mitchie i never want this too happen i w-" i cut her of by kissing her and she immidiatly kiss back

"shh it's ok let's forget all of that and make this night about us" i said straddeling her

"well i can't say no too that" she said smiling

"can i ?" i asked slipping my hand in her shirt, she took a deep breath and nodded taking her shirt off

"oh my gosh" i breathed out

"i knew you would get disgusted" she said grabbing her shirt but i stopped her

"i'm not" i whispered and kissed her flat stomach, i kissed my way lower and you know what happens from there

"Mitchie?" Alex asked as we layed next together

"yeah?"

"if something happens, promise me you won't forget me" she asked, i think she was about too cry cause her voice cracked

"Alex nothing is gonna happen, your strong and i believe in you, i'm not liking the idea either but id rather be with you later then not be with you at all" i said grabbing her hand under the covers

"i'll make sure that motherfucker gets caught fast, then we could be together again" she said pecking my lips then a knock came on the door

"is save to come in?" Max said

"yeah Max" he opened the door and sat on the edge of the bed

"Dallas is outside"

"why"

"Justin told her she wants you to come home"

"why did he tell her?" Alex asked

"don't know"

"i'm gonna fucking kill him" she said and jumped out of the bed and ran downstairs me and Max followed

(Alex's POV)

i looked around the house and couldn't spot anyone then i heard voices come from outside, i saw that the door was open and walked outside

"i'm sorry for all this" i heard Justin say too Dallas

"you fucking pig!" i yelled

"Alex?" he said turning around

"you can't shut your fucking mouth can you! you have too tell everyone!"

"it's for Mitchie's saf-" i cut him off by punching him on the nose, he fell on the ground holding his bleeding nose

"Alex!" i heard Mitchie yell i turned too her but then got pushed and fell on the ground

"i always protected you! i always looked out for you, everytime i told you too take your fucking meds! but now i think i shouldn't it would be better if you fucking killed youself! you fucking piece of shit!"

that was all it took too get the anger out of me i stood up and jumped on him sending us both on the ground, i started too ram my fist in his face, stomach everywhere i didn't know where i was hitting him all this anger made my mind blank

"Alex stop!" i heard Mitchie's voice

"Alex, i-im sorry" i heard Justin say beneath me

"Alex, get off him" i felt them trying to get me off him but it didn't work

"come on Alex, the neighbours called the cops" i heard Dallas say as she tried too catch my arm

"ALEX STOP!" Mitchie yelled, i stopped and looked at Justin, his face was covered with blood and he was trying too catch his breath

i stood up and looked down too my hands which were shaking and covered with blood

"what the hell were you thinking" Mitchie said grabbing my hand i quickly pulled away

"you can't say anything, we broke up remember" i said and i could see the hurt in her eyes, i really hated myself right now but i wasn't myself

"Alex.."

i heard sirens in the distance and i knew it was for me, and i knew what i had too do that moment

i grabbed Mitchie and kissed her on the lips

"i love you so much" i said after pulling away and then i took off, i ran as fast i could i could here Mitchie yell after me but i didn't stop i kept running

running away from the one i love the most