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Chapter 3 – Thoughts to Ponder…
You are now Mal Fallon of the S.P.F.D…
You stand in the lab with Blaise, and Natara by your side, waiting for the lab results from Amy. "Are we almost done here?" You ask frustrated. "I'm supposed to be having dinner with B-"
You stop short when you remember Natara is in the room. Telling her me and Blaise have dinner tonight, is probably not such a good idea… Natara looks at you quizzically. "You know with um…" Should I say "with bacon"… NO! Why the hell would you dinner with bacon, what are you thinking Mal!You pray desperately for a distraction.
"I'm waiting for Kai to come back with the results…" Amy adds.
"What where you saying, Mal?" Natara sticks one of her eyebrows up. Oh shit, come on… You are disrupted from your thoughts when Kai comes in "Hey guys, I got the results! You will not believe what this guy-…" Kai stops short to look at Blaise. "Well look-ey what we have here! Hey agent shiny legs, did it hurt when you fell from heaven?"
"KAI!" Amy's scream makes Kai jump.
You are now Special Agent Williams of the FBI…
You are standing in the lab where Kai has just tried to flirt with Blaise, and she accepts it. "Why thank you, Sugar Plum" Blaise sticks out her hand. "It's Detective Corso, but you can call me Blaise." She takes Kai's arm with both hands and looks deep into his eyes
"It's like I'm in a trance…" Kai mumbles weakly while looking at Blaise. Oh great… You think… Practically, the whole freakin' world is in love with her…
Blaise lets go, but it seems like Kai is still in his "trance". He starts talking to you, but is still looking at Blaise "Hey Natara…Heh…Looks like you've got some competition!" For a minute you feel as if you might just burst into tears, while everyone is just staring at you.
"Okay, Kai get out of here!" Amy breaks the silence.
"What-? Why?" Kai seems to be broken out of his trance. "No but I have to…"
"Kai, LEAVE!" Kai leaves without another word.
"Ok, like I was saying…, so this new killer seems to be a handful. The first victim, female, blonde, about 5'2 was walking down a forest."
"A forest! Hold on when was this?" Mal looks slightly confused.
"Two days ago, around midnight" Amy answers.
"Was she going to see anyone? I doubt that she was just walking down the forest in the middle of the night just to get a walk…Unless maybe she was drunk…"
"No, her sister says she was going to see a boyfriend. Tyler Wild, he lives near the gateway" Amy scribbles an address down on the paper. "I'm pretty sure he's at home right now, and Captain got you a warrant for just about everyone on that street."
"Thanks Amy" Mal gives her a smile that makes your heart melt. "Alright let's go ask this guy some questions"
You start walking with Mal, just looking at the floor and thinking… Does she know I like him? Does he know? What they both-
"Um Natara?" You thought are once again interrupted when Mal looks at you with that same guilty-as-ever-pout.
You are now Mal Fallon.
You where in the lab when Natara has just started walking out with you and Blaise. "Um Nat?"
"Huh?" Natara looks up at you with her sparkling green-grey eyes, shining with innocence. You are in a trance by her eyes, and you realize she is too. The two of you just gaze into each others eyes, cherishing the moment. Her eyes are beautiful, windows to her soul. You where supposed to say something, but you now are speechless. Suddenly, Blaise breaks the silence.
"Sorry, Sugar Plum, but only Mal and I are on this case." Blaise leaves confidently and coldly without another word.
Natara's eyes follow her out. Her mouth, slightly open. For a minute, you hear her say "but…" under her breath. She looks back to you, sadness filling her eyes. You want to hold her, comfort her, never let go of her, never look back from those gorgeous sparkly eyes. But you know you have a job to do…
"Mal what's taking so long!" Blaise yells angrily from outside. You look at the door, and then back at Natara. You can only say as much as a "sorry, I….I".
Natara interrupts you, trying to make you feel less guilty, and more comforted. "It's um… Well, anyway I'll see you tomorrow".
Natara leaves, and sigh heavily as you go outside to join Blaise. You are still thinking about Natara's eyes and don't hear Blaise say "God, girl sure is…"
You are now Natara Williams…
You rush out of the bullpen, trying to swallow the tears down you're throat. I can't break down here… You rush past Mal, and quickly run outside. Usually Mal would be giving you a ride home but… For a minute, you think you can hear Mal softly call out "Natara!" But you know it's just your hope. Stop it Natara, you say angrily. You need to stop dreaming things. It's over now. He's already found someone… You are unable to control your tears, as you lash through the street.
You jam the key open to your apartment, and lock it. You quickly run to your room and huddle up in a corner, just crying, and crying, and crying, letting out all the emotions. It's never going to happen now…He'll never love me… He'll never understand how much I loved him, how much I wanted him, how much I cared. All he cares about now is Blaise, and he doesn't care about me…he doesn't care about me…
You are now Mal Fallon…
You want to run. You want to run to her, and hold her, and tell her how much she means to you. You don't want her to leave, you want her to stay by your side, so you can tell her how much she means to you, how you trust her with your life, how much you care for her, hug her and never let go. All you can do is weakly mumble "Natara!" as she leaves. You just stand there, thinking, and wishing you could do something. You're about to run after her, when someone grabs your arm...
"Where do you think you're going!" You turn around to look at Blaise. She looks completely different now. There's coldness in her eyes, making the blue twinkle look like red fire burning. You're a little frightened, but stand up confidently.
"I have to go help Natara" You say, making a frown. You try to show Blaise you're not afraid of her, but she looks uncontrolled, wild and jealous.
"Why would you do that?" You are a little taken aback by her tone. Why? Is that even a question? It's because she's my partner, my best friend, the love of my life. I love her more than I could possibly do to anyone else, I would give up my life for her…
You are trying to hold back all these emotions, and all you can say is "…well, she's my partner, I have to make sure she's okay". You tug your arm away from Blaise standing up straight and tall. She sees the anger in you, and can see how much you care for Natara.
She puts an innocent look on her face, and loosens up. "Aw, Sweetie, I know you care about your…friend… and all I can say is that we have a job to do. I promise you we can go and see her later ok?" She runs her finger along your jaw and pulls you closer.
"Oh…Okay…"