Heey:)! Sorry I haven't updated for along time. So much has been happening (BREAKING DAWN TRAILER) and i've been thinking of another story line thats happening in my life right now. Anyway I wanted to just say if your loving this story why not read Edwards Makeover and Connected because I'm trying really hard on Connected and I know people are reading it but Its only got one Review "/! Of course I've been trying hard on Memories to :')! Anyway Enjoy and dont forget Read my other stories if you can!
Life can be simple, but why have it simple when you can take the risk's and enjoy the Adventure's 3
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Me and Edward sit in Bed as we look at the photo album. I felt so comfortable and safe when he puts his arms around me and holds me close, how he smelt so sweet and all mine.
"Is that you," He points out a picture of my second birthday party.
"Yeah," I role my eyes.
"Why are you-?"
"I don't know," I cut him of giggling.
"Your covered in mud?"
"I had a mud party okay," I explain to him cuddling into his side even more.
"Because you love the forest," He says leaning down and kissing my forehead.
"No because It rained the night before and I feel in a mud puddle," I snigger at my stupidity. Edward turns the page as we reminisce in our memories.
"Are you going to put the pictures we take on this holiday in this book," Edward murmurs as he Nussle's my neck kissing it tenderly.
"Ohh course," I whisper trying not to moan in pleasure. Edward lent over me and grabbed my camera from the bed side table.
"Your not taking a picture now," I say almost threatening.
"Why,"
"Because I look awful,"
"You look beautiful,"
"I look like shit as well as feel like it,"
"Bella please…! Do you still feel bad?" I role my eyes.
"Common lets take the photo," I say changing the subject. I take the camera from his grasp and hold it up making sure we were both in view. Edward grabs my face so that I was looking at him, his eyes Ohh his green eyes, they sparkle and have never changed. he nudges my nose with his and I smile as my finger presses the button to take the camera. I scan through the pictures as I find the one I'd just taken I gasp. We look amazing it looks like one of those photos out of a posh magazine, like the perfect couple.
"That looks nice," Edward smiles taking it from my hands. I kiss him on the cheek as I sink back down into the bed ready to get a little nap in.
"Mummy, Daddy," Charlie squeals as he comes running in our room jumping on the bed.
"Common get up get ready," He giggles.
"Charlie mate go get some breakfast and we'll be down in a minuet." Charlie nods his head then comes to me.
"Mummy are you up," He says shaking my shoulder.
"Yes sweet, stop shaking my shoulder," But he was giggling so much, he didn't stop shaking my shoulder. I got irritated really quickly I didn't mean to snap at him.
"Charlie stop that," I shout sitting up instantly. Charlie's face drops and tears come to his eyes. I soften my face realising what I have done. What just happened?
"Sorry baby I was just tired that's all, go down and get some breakfast and we'll be down in a minuet," I say wiping the tears from his eyes. He nods his head as he hops of our bed and slowly walks out.
"Bella what's wrong," Edward says rubbing my arm for comfort. I pull away sharply then slump down leaning my head on the head rest.
"I don't know," I confess.
"Do you want-" I shush him by kissing his heavenly lips.
"No I'll be fine,"
"Sure," I wink at him then nod my head. I dress quickly into a long strapless dress with a floral print of pink and red on it. Then head downstairs.
"Mummy," Charlie's cheerful smile spreads across his face.
"Hey sweet," I laugh going over to him and kissing his cheek.
"What you got there,"
"Porridge,"
"Yum," I smile feeling happy and refreshed. I lean my head in my hands as I watch him eat.
"I like this mummy," Charlie natters on happily. I push a strand of hair out of his face.
"What do you want to eat," Edward ask as he walks past me to the fridge.
"Just a yogurt,"
"That it?" Edward looks at me with raised eyebrows usually I have a big breakfast like waffles or pancakes. I didn't feel hungry today though.
"Bella dear are you feeling alright now," Esme calls to me as she enters the kitchen followed by Carlisle who casually strolled in hands in pockets.
"Yes thank you," I say politely.
"Could of fooled me," Edward muttered as he sat down next to me eating a bowl of cereal and handing me my yogurt. I slap him playfully on the chest.
"Alice wants to take everyone on a tour of Paris," Esme announced.
"Yay," Charlie shouts.
"Were is Alice?" I wonder.
"Upstairs getting ready," Carlisle muttered.
"She wouldn't come down even if he house was on bloody fire," He muttered to himself again.
"Oh let her alone love," Esme shushed him, sitting down next to Charlie, wiping a bit of porridge from his face.
"Love you granny," Charlie says licking his lips. I look at Esme who's smile couldn't have been bigger, a sparkle comes into her eyes as Charlie says he loves her.
"Love you too," She reply's to him taking his bowl and washing it up. Alice skips down the stairs in a white jump suit with golden strapped sandals. I took a double take she looked amazing compared to me. Her make up was perfect, her hair was pinned back while perfect layers hung down. While my hair was droopy and with its natural waviness. I only had mascara on.
"Bella you look lovely," Alice complemented me.
"Says the one, you look amazing Alice," I almost moan, I wish I could look like her.
"Everyone ready to go?" Carlisle asked grabbing his keys.
"Yeah, uh dad why don't you mum, Edward And Charlie go in your car and me and Bella Drive in my new car," She smiled.
"Sure sure," Carlisle muttered walking out the door. We all piled into different cars. I didn't even get a say not that I minded but I didn't like the fact that I would be away from Charlie, he was with Edward I guess. I slip into the passenger seat as Alice starts the car getting ready to follow Carlisle. Her car was a beautiful canary yellow Porsche 911 turbo. It suits her so much, it's the sort of car I would really love if I wasn't so clumsy, plus it's a fast car.
"Do you like her," Alice says. Meaning her car.
"I love her," I admit. Alice drives on, leaving a manageable silence.
"Do you know were we're going?" I ask timidly.
"Were going to go all over Paris, go shopping try foods go to some sites maybe, tomorrow mum and dad are planning to take everyone to the beach, I don't know about the rest of the week, but I know I'm planning to take you out and completely pamper you," she admitted. I turn my head to her completely surprised, she was going to treat me?
"Thanks," I say kindly, actually excited to do some shopping in one of the most beautiful city's in the world, after all it is the city of love.
"No problem sister,"
"Sisters," I agree, sitting back in my seat. We take the half an hour drive to a rather large Toy shop that Esme wanted to take Charlie to, I'm not to sure I want everyone spoiling him. I want him to have a good time but then I don't want him to turn into one of those spoiled brats who demand everything.
"Bella we're here," Alice whispers. I wake up with a bit of a startle.
"Did I doze of,"
"It's alright Bella common Charlie's coming over," I get out of the car and catch him just in time. I pick him up as he giggles into my neck.
"Guess what mummy,"
"What?"
"Granny said she would buy me anything," He squeal's.
"Lovely," I mutter under my breath.
"Common chicken lets go and get you some toys," Esme says taking Charlie out of my arms. I cringe as the air is all I feel against my arms. I wanted my baby back. Edward places his hand on my back and guides me into the shop. I gasp as I see the millions of shelf with millions of toys. The massive play centre and then the second floor witch I couldn't even begin to imagine. I moan and rub my head.
"He's going to have a field day here , I don't want your mum to spend to much on him," I complain slightly. Edward just rubs my arms and smiles. How can he be okay with this?
"Bella they haven't seen Charlie in over a year, its alright for them to spoil him a bit," Edward says reassuring me.
"Right," I sigh.
"Bella come here," Alice shouts. I rush over to her as she looks at the millions of dressing up outfits.
"Pick three," Alice insisted
"Alice these are expensive,"
"Ohh don't be silly," She says.
"Ohh look Bella, Have you ever seen Top Gear?"
"Yeah sure Edward likes to watch it sometimes,"
"Look it's a baby Stig outfit, oh Bella he'll love that," Alice picks it up along with a lost boys bout fit from peter pan and a power rangers outfit.
"won't he love these Bella," Alice giggles as she buys them without a word from my mouth she had already shushed me.
"I'll be the best Auntie ever," She sighed. I gave up trying to convince Alice not to spoil my son and head to the second floor were Edward, Carlisle, Esme and Charlie were shopping. They weren't hard to find since they were the only ones walking around with a full trolley.
"Ohh Esme you don't have to spend all this money,"
"Nonsense dear it isn't expensive stuff in fact its mainly toy cars and Peter Pan stuff," She says stroking Charlie's hair as he nibbles on some sweets. Edward comes up from behind me and grabs my hand, squeezing it for comfort.
"Common dear we need to pay for this and then do some shopping for the grown ups," Esme says pleasantly. Edward pulls me down the slope for trolleys and push chairs. I look at a couple go past as the lady pushes their sweet baby girl and it makes me smile. I've always wanted a girl and a boy but if my one piece of heaven is all I get then I'll be happy. Esme's just as bad as Alice when it comes to shopping, she has eyes like a hawk and adds a few last toys into the trolley as we get ready to pay. The service was quick and we were soon in the cars and ready to go.
"You didn't have to spend all that money, but thank you Charlie will love them," I say putting the play outfits into the boot of Alice's car then getting into the passenger seat.
"Don't be silly, I wanted to," She says casually as she starts the car and heads of to follow Carlisle.
"So how's romance going," I add as casually as I can then realise its probably a sensitive subject. Edward had once told me she had been played around by a lot of boys when he still lived there, of course he always sorted them out and they backed off, but when he left to be with me, it got worse, she would come home most days crying over another boy. I fell bad because really I did that.
"It's going good I'm with Erik he's from England and my everything, well he was until his best mate Jasper Hale came to visit him last week and now I'm not sure any more," She bit her lip. Was she doing this to herself?
"Go with your heart," I advise.
"So Jasper,"
"Is that what your hearts telling you?"
"I think,"
"Then Jasper," I didn't want to push her into something she didn't want to do, but I also wanted her to be happy.
"Is he still in France?"
"I think he's planning to stay," She bit her lip harder this time.
"Well just go with your heart," I say again trying to be a good person. Alice parks the car and sits back in her seat turning her head towards me.
"Thank you," She says quickly before leaning across her seat to mine and hugging me tightly. without any hesitation I hug her back comforting her and brushing her hair. Alice sniffs then sighs. I then realise how much this must have meant to her. Me and Alice got out the car, I grab her hand and squeeze it, she looks at our hands then smiles. She practically drags me around the corner where we meet the others.
"Mum wants to take you shopping," Edward whispers in my ear.
"Right us girls are going shopping, you boys go to the arcade for a few hours," Esme announced and almost instantly everyone went their certain ways. Again I didn't get a say in jack shit. Esme and Alice pull me into a sweet little boutique at the end of the corner. It stood grand and tall but all by itself. What would Alice and Emse want with this small place? It looked sweet sure but I thought they were the sort of people that were big spenders.
"Your going to love this place Bella," Alice smiled as we walked in. It had deep red wall paper with different sections for clothes shoes and jewellery. I didn't even notice the clothes and other stuff, I just went to a beautiful heart shaped necklace that hung on a holder. It glistened in the light. I looked down at the glass cabinet. So many selections of jewellery it was unreal. It ranged from children's earrings, to bangles for girls. I loved all the bracelets with "mum" and "daughter" on it.
"They're lovely aren't they," Esme complimented.
"They really are,"
"If I could direct your eyes to this three piece of golden jewellery." Esme pointed at three small golden neclaces, each shaped like a heart. One had Live the other had love and the last one had laugh carved on it. They were perfect. I nod my head as I grab Alice's hand and go to the very end of the cabinet.
"Puis-je vous aider?" The man behind the desk asks us. I look at Alice but she just shrugged her shoulders.
"Pouvons-nous avoir un coup d'oeil à ces s'il vous plaît?" Esme announces politely as she point to the necklaces. The man nods his head and gets them out for us to try on.
"You live in France but you don't know French?" I point out to Alice.
"I went to one of those special English schools when we moved here. I know a little bit but my mum and dad are the real experts," She smirks, makes sense.
"But how do you cope with shopping?"
"I puck stuff out and when it comes to money I just give them all I have," She smirks. I laugh at how clever that is.
We try them on and decide that they're perfect, but I wasn't about to let Esme and Alice pay for it all so I pay half, they let me reluctantly.
"Picture," I yell slightly. We all huddle into the Cameras view as I take the picture. We all smile and say cheese. I love how we get along so well. We spend the rest of the day just shopping around a bit till we meet the boys again, then we all set of to go get something to eat.
"Lets try some French food Sweet," I convince Charlie, he just scrunches his nose up at the thought.
"I want a Happy Meal," Charlie announced.
"No,"
"But mummy," He begged. I sigh then rub my forehead forcing myself to say no once again. Witch caused him to go running to Edward.
"Common buddy lets try some French food you'll love it," But that's when Charlie kicked off, screaming and shouting in Edwards Arms.
"Fine fine," Edward sighs giving in. I cross my arms and look at him with hardened eyes. Its one thing to say no to our child but its another to give in when I stood strong. I never do that to him. I Never do that I always have his back I don't care if its in front of mine or his family we're suppose to be a team. We all walk to the local Mcdonalds. I sit down in a huff as I order a small chicken wrap. I watch as Charlie giggle's and coloured in a sheet of paper with the clown on. I don't mean to make him unhappy but I also want to be in control of him. Everyone sat ate and chatted all having a good time, everyone but me. I don't know why it bothered me so much, but it did, facing the fact is I was pissed at Edward for nothing. The warp was quite nice but again like yesterday I was pooped and just wanted a bed to sleep in.
"I think we should get Charlie back home," I sigh in relief as Charlie's little body goes limp in my arms. His sweet snoring fills my ears. I carry Charlie into Alice's car and get into the back so I could hold him as she drove back home. It had been five minuets since I had got into the car, I was starting to get agitated on why we hadn't left yet so I carefully get out the car with Charlie still in my hands. I walk quickly over to Carlisle's car only to find Edward hugging someone. Obviously female but it wasn't Alice or Esme… So who the fuck was it?
"I cant believe you're here," he woman squealed. Hugging him again.
"I know its been so long Angela," I've heard him say that name before, I just cant remember.
"Well we better get going, don't be stranger Angela," Edward says hugging her again before getting into the car. Who the fuck is this woman?
"I want daddy," Charlie moaned in my arms. Perfect a reason for me to go over there and see who this woman was.
"Edward wait, sweet Charlie wants you," I gesture kindly to Charlie with my head and Edward comes over.
"Daddy," Charlie yawns.
"Angela This is my son and my wife Bella and Charlie," Edward showed us of proudly.
"Nice to meet you," Angela smiled but didn't move or some over to shake my hand, did she want to make this awkward.
"Come here buddy," I hand Charlie over to Edward. He smiles at me then gives me a quick peck on the lips before going back to the car with Charlie. Like always my lips buzz with excitement, it also makes me feel better about this Angela lady. Alice walks to her car and I trail behind slowly, getting into the car, realising that I now have nothing to hold and kiss in my arms. I lean back in the passenger seat and once again sigh to myself.
"Long day ay?" Alice says sensitively as she gets into the car and starts it up.
"Yeah bit tired now," I ponder on my answer trying to decide on weather to bring up who that woman was.
"Your wondering who she was aren't you," Its like she read my mind. I just nod my head.
"She was Edwards ex girlfriend, he dumped her a few months before he started getting letters from you, she was also his first kiss," Holy shit. That's were I've heard that name from of course she was Edwards first kiss.
"Why did they break up?"
"He got bored of her and then she cheated, there just as bad as each other, just like the first time, they screw each other over each time, promising they would never cheat and then giving into temptation" She explained.
"How many times did they go out,"
"At least five times,"
"What?" I blurt out completely shocked.
"Ohh fuck yeah after the first time they just kept coming back to each other." I had to admit I was really gob smacked. I never knew Edward was like that.
"In between all of this on and of shit he was playing girls hooking up for one night stands and shit like that,"
"You what," I put my hand over my mouth. I never knew any of this. I would be ashamed. I guess that's why he kept it from me. Worse of all has he been doing fucking shit behind my back. I like to think not.
"Shocking isn't it,"
"It really is," I mumble to myself.
"Bella don't worry, he's changed since he's loved you. When he told me he loves you I was shocked I didn't think he meant it but when I caught him packing his stuff and getting ready to sneak of I knew that he might be seriously but Bella that night when he came home after that massive fight with Jake, he broke down into tears thinking you didn't care, he loves you and Charlie more than anything I've ever seen. I wish to find love like that Bella," Alice says in a mouthful making her point quickly.
"Thank you," I say convincingly trying to hide the fact that now I was worried about our whole marriage. I didn't feel like sticking around once we got back but I didn't have much choice when it came to watching a family movie, witch of course had to have been Peter Pan. I probably know all the words that Peter says. I didn't really watch the movie but looked at the Photo album instead. I skipped straight to the photo of mine and Edward first dance at our wedding.
A sweet melody goes on in the back ground as Edward twirls Bella around then brings her back into his arms were they then slowly sway side to side.
"I love you," Bella whispers as hers and Edwards faces inch closer and closer.
"No measure of time will be long enough for me to have you but we'll start with forever," Edward mutters into Bella ear. A single happy tear drop strolls down her cheek. Its impossible to Bella on how he makes her feel so special so beautiful. She loves the fact how she always has his full attention and that he never looks at another girl.
"Forever,"
"And always," Edward smiles, leaning down and absorbing Bella's lips with great kindness and greed. She takes control, as she traced the his bottom lip with her tongue. Teasing him, he moans in her mouth.
"Your such a tease," He moaned happily.
"I know, it just leaves you wanting more,"
"So much more," Edward tugs Bella towards him more, making their body's feel each other, want each other. They danced the night always knowing that life couldn't get any better.
The words Edward first whispered in my ear that night while we were dancing, still ring in my ear. Obviously the smile that I had on my face that night has never disappeared, it never really had a chance or a reason to, but now thinking about it, I don't really like the fact that Edward was a player when he was younger I've always followed the rule once a player always a player, but I know that doesn't apply to Edward. I look up to the telly to catch the last bit of Peter pan where he takes Wendy and her brothers back to their home. I grab a handful ofpopcorn and munch on it surprised on how hungry I am.
"Mummy I want to go to bed," Charlie says a soon as the credits come on, crawling into my lap.
"Alright sweet," I yawn myself.
"Night grandma, night granddad," Charlie say's sweetly cuddling them then kissing them each on one of their cheeks. Before going to Alice and kissing her too, she still hadn't given him the play outfits. I swiftly pick him up and climb the stairs to the bedrooms. Charlie was already a sleep when I quickly change him into some pyjamas then tuck him into bed, I look around his room and naughtily I imagine a crib too, wouldn't it be nice for Charlie to have a baby sister or brother?. I would love another baby, but I don't know about Edward. I sluggishly walk over to mine and Edwards room, I push the door open and throw myself lazily on the bed, not even bothering to change into some pyjamas. Something's been bottling up in my stomach over the last ten minuets and I'm not sure what, but it doesn't feel great. I sit up and lean myself against the headboard. I rub my eyes and then sniff my nose, then I realise I'm crying, I just let it out and cry hard into my hands, having no idea why I was crying my guts out. The door swings open and I gasp with fright as the sudden movement takes me of guard, but I couldn't say anything before I'm consumed by Edward holding me.
"Bella what's wrong, why are you crying what's happened." I rest my head into him and let my body relax, only sobbing slightly.
"I don't know," I pant finally calming down.
"Bella tell me what's really wrong I'm worried about you," He admitted pulling me into his lap.
"I really don't know Edward,"
"Are you sure I haven't done anything?" He says pulling my face to his, thinking he's done something and wanting to be forgiven.
"Edward I-"
"Sweetheart what is it," He murmurs on my lips," I push him away and cuddle into him, his arms wrap around me.
"I think I'm pregnant," That's it, all the stupid emotions all the quick reactions and all the thinking about a baby. I was pregnant I know because I'm already convinced after saying it just once. I look at him expecting his face to fall or something, but it didn't a smile just spread across his face, I look at his eyes, all I could see was pure happiness.
"Really," He whispers.
"I don't know yet I'll have to get a test, but I think so," I smile once again. Edward grabs my face kissing me with pure joy.
"Another baby," He whispers. I could tell he wants to shout it form the roof tops.
"Edward you cant tell anyone not yet not until I'm sure and we have to wait till its been three months because you know that the first three months are the most likely for me to lose the baby," I admit getting all excited only to sadden myself. Edward pulls us both down to the bed. I cuddle into him and soon enough fall asleep. Thinking about how happy Charlie's going to be.
Common you gotta say you didnt know that was coming ;)! but in the next chapter I dont think its going to be so good for Bella and her Emotions.