"...Yu..."
I have a habit of talking in my sleep and not noticing it. Technically i'd want my dreams to stay in my mind, but sometimes they slip out...why'd i have to say his name? I don't want him like that...it's hard to say that when your body says otherwise. It's also hard to say that when he's sleeping right next to you...wanting to feel him...wanting him to be there...
My eyes woke up but my body wanted sleep. I saw the creeping of sun light in my window, and knew it must've been early morning. It was Monday, but we didn't have school due to some convention for teachers. I'm glad i don't have to see King Moron for another day...but I have to see Yu's face when he wakes up. He looks so peaceful though...sleeping with sheets covering his body. It wasn't that hot or cold out, it was typical April weather...almost a year sence i knew Yu. I never knew more about him...it was basically him learning about my insecurities and problems. I don't know...i guess i just like seeing him...being with him...what am I saying? Stop thinking like that Yosuke! You're just going to get hur-
"Yosuke..."
I heard a tired Yu start to wake up, yawns escaping his open mouth.
"How'd you sleep?" He said with care in his voice, sitting up.
"Oh, I slept fine...kind of tired though"
"I heard you say my name." My heart stopped as I paid attention to what he was going to say. "Everything ok?"
"Oh y-yeah. Everything's fine!" I said jokingly. "Why wouldn't they be?"
I reassured him I was fine as he shrugged it off. He stood up giving me a view of his ass...it was bigger than i thought...his boxers a pale blue...what am I thinking? Why am I thinking about his ass? I don't want him like that! He turned around and gave me a faint smile, the pale sunlight hitting his hazel eyes. I couldn't stop starring at them...he was too perfect for me...
"Want to get something to eat?" He suggested to my wondering mind.
"O-Okay." Showing him downstairs to the kitchen.
It was a small kitchen, everything in a small secluded area. I suggest eggs and start to pull them out of the fridge. Yu comes from behind and grabs the butter, his hand reaching through the space between my arm and chest. I jump a little, holding my breath because the feeling of having him behind me felt too good...why am I thinking about him like this...he just says I'm an amazing friend, nothing more...
I turn around and see his face looking at me. I have to tilt my head up to make eye contact with his brimming smile, and just continue to get a bowl for the eggs. I grab one from the sink and stir the egg yolk with a spoon from the same sink. Yu places the butter next to be and leans over my shoulder.
"Should I start to stove?" He says into my ear.
"Uh yeah...get a pan from inside the oven."
He gets what I asked and does what I told him too. How the kitchen is set up is the fridge next to the sink, and the stove (or oven) across from the sink. So basically, Yu is behind me. Again. Why does it feel secure when he's behind me? I don't think he wants me...he doesn't really care, he was being nice and sympathetic...like everybody who just enters and then leaves my life...
I kept stirring the eggs as Yu toke my spoon unexpectedly.
"Hey!" I was shocked and turned around to get the spoon, though the yolk was already stirred. I just wanted to see his face...
He was smiling, getting a spoonful of butter and putting it into the heated pan.
"See?" He said sarcastically.
"Fuck off." I said in a playful tone.
"When?" He says grabbing my hips, my face blushing and my body starting to get tense. He laughs and pours the bowl of yolk into the sizzling pan. He must've gotten the bowl when he shocked me...and why did he say it so seductively...he was just playing around...that's it...
Yu kept an eye on the eggs, still in his wife beater and boxers...looking really hot from the table in the next room. I set up two plates and forks for the breakfast, and poured a glass of water for the two of us. He brought the eggs over and poured half into my plate and half into his. It was starting to get brighter outside, the time becoming 6:30. I never woke up this early in my life...maybe because he's here...i wanted to see how he sleeps...NO...i don't feel like that for him...
I kept staring at Yu whenever I could. I felt myself get hard, and tried to deny the urge to just rub it off in the bathroom...but I didn't think of Yu like that. Just as a friend...a really amazing friend...a really beautiful friend...I kept eating my eggs remaining quiet the entire time. Yu would look at me and barely catch me starring, and smile. I smiled back, noticing how different he looked early in the morning. His eyes looked more natural, not worn out by the afternoon sun or the fog. They looked clean...
"Done!" Yu got out of his seat and went to put the dirtied plate in the sink. I was still finishing my last bit of egg when he asked, "Hey Yosuke! Want to spend the day together?"
I nearly choked on the egg i was chewing on. Me? Spend the day with Me? Why? He could have spent it with everybody else...
"Why me?"
"Because." He smiled as he sat back into his seat. "Yukiko and Chie are hanging out at the inn, Rise is out of town, Teddy is out shopping in the city, Naoto is helping the police while Dojima's out, and Kanji is helping his mom at the textile shop. That leaves me and you, and I want to hang out with you."
He said that so confidently and I knew he meant it...I mean he slept over cause he wanted too, and you let him...so why not spend the day with him?
"S-Sure..." I studdered and then paused. I got up to bring my plate to the sink then motioned Yu up stairs
The thought of spending an entire day with Yu was weird...i knew was wrong...two guys sleeping in the same bed, being with each other...but it felt so right when i was with Yu...we entered my room and i got out my clothes i was going to wear.
"Ummm," I said to Yu. "Umm, I-I'm gonna get changed now..."
"Okay. I'll just put on some of your cologne, is that fine?"
He didn't leave. I don't him to see me naked...and nodded to his request but still...I don't want him to see me. He slipped on his skinny jeans and sat on my bed, me still in my boxers and night shirt.
"Aren't you going to get changed?" He asked me.
"I mean...I'm gonna get naked..."
"So? I don't mind. I won't look if you want." He smiled as he said that. I was still surprised...he was going to see me naked...I became self-conscience...what if he doesn't like my body...why do i care? We're friends, it shouldn't make a difference...
I got over my fear for a bit and toke off my shirt. I had a small body with little muscle, so I doubt he was looking. I put on my new shirt as I slid my boxers off...i wasn't hiding anything with my dick out...i mean, Yu was watching me...I turned around so he couldn't see my body reacting to his beauty...he saw my ass though...i blushed as i quickly put on my new boxers and jeans. I turned around, only to notice he was covering his face.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. Let's go." He said the hurriedly as he put his arms down. I saw his face...but a little red...does that mean he was blushing when he saw me undress? maybe...no, he doesn't like me like that...i mean-
"Fuck!" I said as i bumped my knee into the hard dresser. I lost my balance for a bit and fell backwards. I closed my eyes fearing i'd hit the floor, but i didn't. I saw Yu's arms...he caught me...
"You ok Yosuke-chan?" I began to blush, and this time he saw.
"Y-Yeah, let's just go..." I said rushing out the room, but i was stopped. Yu was holding my hand.
"I don't want to let go." He said, looking into my dark brown eyes. I was blushing, and getting hard just looking at his face.
"Let's go Yu..." I said hesitantly, not letting go of his hand.