Title: Keep My Heart
Author: Janyce
Rating: M
Word Count: 1,646
Genre Drama, AU, AH
Characters/Pairings: Edward/Bella, Rosalie/Emmett, Alice (Canon Pairings)
Short summary: A sequel to MeiMei42's fic Disintegration. Recovering addicts Bella and Edward are expecting a baby any day soon. Will this baby be the knot that finally ties their crazy lives together, or the razor that tears them apart?
Any warnings: LEMONS in this chapter!!! If you find Lemons offensive, you probably don't want to read this chapter. But I did rate it M for a reason!

Disclaimer: I own nothing; Steph Meyers created the world, Danielle broke it (fabulously may I add), and I'm gonna pretend I know how to put it back together.

Author's Note: Thank you to all of those who have added me to author alerts and/or favorited this story!! Sorry about the formatting in this chapter. I'm using my sister's computer, and it's a dinosaur that is really not good for anything aside from feeding my facebook and twitter obsessions! Thanks for reading! Please Review and let me know how I'm doing! Hugs for you all!!!

Edward had me in the car and to the doctor's office faster than I could even process what happened. We sat in the waiting room for nearly a half hour before we were called in. Just enough time to send Edward into full blown panic mode. I couldn't even reassure him, because I was terrified myself. In the seven and a half months I'd been pregnant nothing like this has ever happened. Sure, I'd passed out before, but not since I'd found out I was pregnant.

"Isabella Swan?!" The secretary squawked. I jumped out of my chair at the harshness of my name.

"Whoa, calm down love!" Edward whispered velvetly in my ear as he took my hand and we walked to the main desk.

"I'm Isabella…" I said nervously to the woman sitting behind the bank teller like glass. She smiled unreassuringly looking straight at her computer immediately after.

"Miss Swan, your regular doctor is on holiday, so you'll be seeing Dr. Volturi today. Here is your room number; it's down the hall and to the left. The doctor will be in shortly." She finished and mechanically handed me a small card with the number "7" on it before going back to her computer.

Edward took the card from my hand, holding it in the hand that wasn't holding mine. We walked down the hall holding hands, and Edward helped me onto the exam table. It was quite an experience- getting on a table with a beach ball for a belly is just as hard as you might have imagined. Looking down at myself, I realized I was finally coming to terms with how pregnant I really was; in just six more weeks, I was going to be a mother. A mother.

Dr. Volturi came in just a few moments after I had gotten settled, his nose in what was presumably my ever thickening charts. "Hello, Miss Swan," He looked up from the thick file smiling, "What brings you here today?" It was then, that I had to catch the gasp that accidentally escaped my lips. Edward, who had not taken his eyes off of me the entire time, raised his eyebrow. The doctor's piercing blue eyes widened.

"I… I'm sorry… it's just that… I mean you…." I was stumbling, running through my memory bank. Oh! "You look like someone from back in Arizona."

"Dr. Cullen, perhaps" Dr. Volturi answered smoothly, my mouth dropped open. Edward finally peeled his eyes away from me long enough to look at the stranger in the room.

"How did you …" I started but Dr. Volturi interrupted.

"His name is in your file," he smiled genuinely, "And he's my first cousin."

"Oh!" Edward and I both exclaimed. The appointment after that was pretty uneventful. After two vials of blood and a finger prick or two later, Dr. Cousin told me to keep an eye on my blood sugar because it as quite low. Nothing he was too worried about, but he would feel better if I kept an eye on it as well as eating three good and square meals. To do so, he gave me a sample glucose monitor and a small handbook called: Eating For Two… The Right Way.

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The bells on the hall clock ran, it was finally noon and a very hovery and worrisome Edward was starting to get on my nerves. Just fifteen more minutes and he would be leaving to tutor some of his piano students before their spring recital.

"Promise you'll rest?" He asked, anxiously running his fingers through his constantly bed headed hair.

"Oh. My. God." I whispered under my breath, my voice returning to normal to answer Edward, " Yes! Now go get ready for work." I got up from my comfy position on the couch and made my way upstairs, knowing that he would follow and the process of getting ready would start faster. Edward followed me, grudgingly clomping up the stairs, "I can't go in to work, I can't leave you today. Not today!"

"Ugh," I grunted and rolled my eyes, "Why not? Edward, I'm fine."

"Because," He looked at me, my favorite crooked smile of his creeping across his lips, "I want to make you say that again, and if I go to work I won't have the chance."

"Say what again?" I raised a brow at him

"What was it that you said when I asked you to rest?"

I started to answer, "I said 'Oh my God, yes'…" but I was interrupted with Edward's lips crashing into mine.

"I have been waiting all day for you Isabella." He whispered gently kissing my ear. A sigh escaped my lips.

"Edward…" I tangled my fingers in his messy auburn hair, and kissed him greedily. A sudden hunger washed over me. I wanted him as close to me as possible. I didn't want to mess around first. I didn't even really want to move to the bed. I just wanted him now. I could tell Edward felt the same as he started pulling at the buttons on my shirt.

Slowly we unbuttoned, unzipped, and tugged at each other's clothing until he was completely nude and I was simply wearing panties, whilst managing to never break our kiss. Which, might I add, is quite a feat considering the size of my belly. We did break our kiss long enough to move on to the bed.

Our kisses were evidence of how hungry we were for one another. Edward bit my bottom lip and slipped is tongue to intertwine with mine. His cool lips sent shivers down my back and I could feel myself getting wetter than ever. Slowly, he slipped his fingers in my panties.

"Holy shit, Bella!" Edward exclaimed, "You're so fucking wet. Holy crap."

My cheeks immediately flamed. I didn't know if it was a good thing he had noticed or a bad thing that he could feel how incredibly turned on I was through my panties. And all we had been doing was kissing. Edward examined my flushed cheeks and kissed each of them, most likely sensing my anxiety, "I want you too…" He said as he kissed me passionately again. I bucked my hips against his as we slowly found our rhythm.

"Oh God." I whispered, "Please, Edward."

"Please what?" He smirked at me, slowing down our bodily rhythm

"Fuck me."

"I love it when you talk like that." He smiled and took me to the bed. He laid me down gently never letting my head hit the bed without his hand behind it. He laid himself between my legs, his body holding the heat close to my own. Starting with my lips he made a trail of kisses, gently kissing and nibbling my neck, my collar bone, between my breasts, and my belly and back up. On his second trip down, he stopped at my breasts, kissing my ribs and up to the top slowly suckling my already hard nipples.

"Ohhh." I sighed loudly. His cool lips were driving my body insane, "Please, Edward, please!"

"Not yet." He smiled at me again, dancing his long fingers down my legs, massaging my thighs.

"Come onnnn." I moaned. He gave in a little to the desperation in my voice as he slipped my panties down my legs and threw them onto the floor. His fingers sliding between my legs and right to my sex. At this point I felt as if I was the wettest I had ever been. He gently rolled my clit between his pointer finger and thumb. Vibrations ran through my legs, my breathing quickened and so did his pace. My hands gripped the sheets.

Suddenly, he stopped sucking my nipples and moved back up to kiss my lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck, involuntarily digging my fingernails into his marble skin. My body was begging for more, desperate and aching for release. I tried to sway my hips to make him go faster, but he just used his free hand to hold my body still.

"Patience, is a virtue my love." He kissed my lips one last time as he lifted his fingers from me. My body was so upset by the absence of his fingers, but what he did next surprised me. He pushed his fingers inside of me extra slowly, and then pulled them back out. His eyes bore right into mine again, as he slipped his fingers into his mouth. It was the hottest thing I had ever seen him do.

"Mmmm, God I love the way you taste Bella." Were the last words he spoke before he slipped his ever hardening self into my sex. All the walls were shattered then. The sensation of his second head sliding around my extraordinarily sensitive walls sent me completely off the edge. I tried extremely hard to hold it in, I didn't want to finish before he did. But it was proving to be quite difficult. His hard cock was inside me, our lips and tongues were assaulting each other, and his hands gripped my ass pulling me into him with every thrust. I could feel myself about to fall off the cliff of no return, and I knew I didn't want to withhold myself from the waters of pleasure.

"Oh my God EDWARD!" I screamed in pleasure, my body rocking uncontrollably underneath his. My sex tightening and releasing, I could feel him starting to fall off the edge as well. His body was writhing beneath mine, and I knew he was going to let go at any moment. My body responded to his, and my orgasm kept rocking me slowly.

"BELLA, oh shit, BELLA" He screamed as he came violently. Collapsing on the bed next to me, he propped himself up with one crooked arm, he kissed my lips. "Bella. Oh Bella."

"Yes, Edward?" I said stifling a smile

"You make me wild." He said as he covered my lips with his.