A/N: So, finally here's an update of mine and "50 shades of Pitch Perfect" back and forth stories. Since my son was born in December I didn't really had the time to write or update! So I hope you enjoy this new update! As always, we don't own anything! Please R&R!
My part is Anna's POV; Brittany's POV is from my dear friend "50 shades of Pitch Perfect!"
Brittany's POV:
I've been with you for a couple of years now and I'm in love with you that I'm hoping you will have the answer I wish for when I ask you to become my wife. My nerves are getting the best of me today. You were so closed off Anna, but with the trust you have in me you opened a piece of you to me. Little by little I discovered the true beauty of you.
Anna's POV:
I know I'm not easy to deal with. And I got a lot of prove of that in the past. People only came into my life to leave and hurt me. From my father to my last boyfriend. Life taught me these lessons at a very young age. But then you came into my life, and I knew you were the exception. Of everything. But at this point I kept the story of my life well secured behind high walls. I thought you would be like all the others before, using me, being held back by my stones and then leaving for good. But you never saw my walls as an obstacle. You saw it as a challenge. And unnoticed and silent you pulled at the lowest stone like in a jenga game. It trembled. Many followed it over the years...
Brittany's POV:
I realize what a struggle you went through before me...us. Your father leaving...the divorce. I can't imagine the pain you went through. I know it has to do with individuality. Each person and their background vary from their experience. There was something intriguing about you that I knew I had to try. Now, I'm glad I did because you are the best thing that has happened to me.
Anna's POV:
When I look back on these four years you proved your unconditional love for me one lyric always comes to my mind: "I open myself, I open myself, one stitch at a time!" This song I sang, fits so perfectly. Because you pulled ever so softly at the string that sewed the stitches and ripped it open. Ripped me open, till I lay before you, exposed, bare and raw...with all that is me. And you took me. Like I am now. Lying totally open and vulnerable under you in our bed. But you won't break me, you want to set me free. And with your love and safety I could fly. There's something in your gaze I can't figure out. Your look is a mixture of genuine love, pride and desire. And a hint of something new. Something lurking, like a question that wants to burst free...but you already know all my darkness...so what could be awaiting behind your cheek biting and intense look?
Brittany's POV:
As you lay here under me in our bed I feel the need to say something now. I think it's time! Your comfort level has been proven that you trust me. I know you feel safe in my arm as I do in yours. We belong. I want to make love to you. My loving gaze connects with your ocean blues as I lean down to cup your face and press my lips softly to yours. I love to capture the low moans that escape you.
I want to declare my eternal love and ask you to be my wife. What better way to ask than to make love with you and unite not only our bodies, but our souls.
Anna's POV:
Whatever it is that's in your eyes it makes your kiss more soft and your hands that trail down my collarbone more chaste. I shudder under this touch. Even this is different. My mind struggles between wanting to know what makes you so preoccupied and falling into your love. The ladder wins over has your fingertips circle around my nipples. My moans are captured by your lips the moment they leave mine. We kissed so many times before. But in this you put more feelings then before. And if haven't gave my all to you before it is in this very moment, in this indescribable kiss.
Brittany's POV:
I love when you shudder at my touch. The ever so gentle grazing of your skin under my fingertips creates goosebumps which send little electric currents through my body. You are such a beautiful sight under me. I attend to your gorgeous nipples, circling, pinching drawing more of your vocal moan that I love to drown in. I feel your desire in this undesirable kiss. The depth of emotions by actions over power any words ever said. I kiss across your jawline down your neck to suck on your pulse point. The heat rising in me...bubbling, wanting to burst. I want to drink you, taste you...consume you.
Anna's POV:
I don't know how you do this, but I can't tell where at my body your lips are sucking at right now. Pulse point, collarbone, breastbone, rips...they're everywhere. And I realize that you're sucking and biting on purpose... Imprinting yourself so completely that I don't know if I'm still myself or you. What you're doing changes my soul, my core. I am lost and grounded at the same time. You get up a little to watch me...
Brittany's POV:
I get up a bit to look down on you. Your eyes are closed, head tilted. My eyes follow the pattern I conjured on your perfect pale skin. Small red signs of my love for you. Red on white. Like blood drops in the snow. Imprinted on you. You're like my masterpiece. I created you. I love you so much Anna. You open your eyes. Blackness, endless. Like the love we share. And I lean down again and kiss you. Tender - with all my emotions. You belong to me - I think, as I enter you with two fingers. Lips still connected. Your back arches of the mattress towards my hand, I savor the feeling of you around my fingers. With the first soft push I'm already knuckle deep inside you. So I retrieve them completely just to glide them back equally slow and deep. You moan against my lips. I keep this pattern till your nails dig into my back and your walls clench around my fingers. I know you're lost and overpowered with this orgasm because you come silent. Only your body speaks to me. And I'm proud and burst with love for you at this knowledge that I can make you cum like this- my power over you...
Anna's POV:
You stop in your tracks and your hot breath leaves my skin. I open my eyes and been met with your sincere blue shining ones. What I see is endless, and there's a love in them that has no words. Your lips connect with mine and you make our body's one. Gliding inside me without any border, deep, soft. Like everything that is us. And I fall further into this surreal thing that is us. All my senses are concentrated on this one movement inside me. And when I cum, it is silent because noises and words failed me so completely this time. I forget how to use my voice, because of you.
Brittany's POV:
I've never felt closer to you than I do at this very moment. Your walls are completely down, unguarded allowing me to become your new protectant...your strength. I drew every ounce of you into me tonight...a fusion. A molded sculpture of beauty on a pedestal...that's what love is. Beauty...above and beneath the surface. We are like an eye of a cyclone...objects twirling around us as we are steady and secure in the center. Safe.
Anna's POV:
In this moment every guard, every stone of me is down. Irretrievably, forever. Replaced by your love and safety. I would tell you everything if I had the words. But it's not necessary because my all is displayed in my eyes that lock with yours. And I give myself to you, with all that I am and all that I once was. Putting my small broken world in your protective hands. And you take it. The intangible gleam appears again in the blue. You're looking down on me intently...
Brittany's POV:
I look down on you intently as my world now opened to new things...things we share and I know it's the right time. You gave me ALL of you at this very moment. I climbed from the bed to the dresser. My heart pounding in my chest yet, I'm filled with excitement. As I return to you, my hands are shaking. I sit on the edge of the bed looking in your deep ocean blues.
"Anna, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've seen a change in you from this closed off person blossom like a flower displaying beauty beyond anything I have ever seen. I'm prove to be a part if thus transition in you. I love you with all that I am and give everything I gave. You're it for me...my soulmate! I will spend the rest of my life showing you how special and treasured you are. Will you marry me Anna? Be my wife?"
Anna's POV:
Suddenly you leave the bed...leave me...And with this unreadable expression in your face I feel a bit afraid. Do you have enough of me, was my all too much for you to handle. Sadness starts flaming up in me...I messed it up, again. You return, sitting on the edge of the bed. A distance. I bring my knees up to my chest. We lock eyes. There's such a depth in yours. It pulls me towards you but at the same moment it scares me away. But then you speak, and your words are so pure, they fill me and wrap a security net around me. And you hold the turquoise box in your hand, asking me to become your wife. And all of a sudden my life has a reason, a meaning. I have a place where I belong. Love is bursting me like stars exploding in the sky but their light shines on for millions of years. And I don't hesitate a second as I whisper "yes"...