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Diary of a married Lily Potter-Malfoy
Dear Diary,
Well since I wrote you last. Things have been going good. But there are still times were I was sure I mess something up & he'd get mad at me but he won't, he'd laugh and then I relax. Or he'd get mad about something and it'd be my fault some how.
How can anyone live with this paranoia? We have been working out 2 times a week. So that new gives us something in common and to bond over.
But he still has not talked about us seeing a marriage therapist. Maybe he wants to see how we do without one or maybe he thinks we may not be able to work things out so why bother. Damn I sound messed up even to myself.
I can only imaging by cousin what Rose would say about my random way of thinking. She'd say something like you need to keep positive your only making yourself suffer, because males don't think or feel how we do. So keep cool. But she'd says it like she was my mom. :/
My cousin Dom would be short & sweet. Stop thinking and it he makes you mad you leave first. Get a new model if he can't see what he has. Etc, etc, etc.
I love them but they are stronger then I am emotionally. I've always been a bit of a drama queen when it comes to getting hurt feelings. But I am trying. So far he don't seem to notice anything them what I do around the house for him without magic.
My way of showing I appreciate him & want to spoil him. Time will tell it's been almost a month since we had any fights. Wish my well that we keep it up
Wrote more soon diary.