Chapter 3 coming up! Acafellas

When I first wrote this chapter, it was shorter. Then, reviewing it yesterday, I realized that I missed some parts... like Finn talking about Acafellas. It started as bits and parts of what they could think, on a few moments per episode. But with the diary side, it wasn't enough anymore. So, I extended the part. Because really, how could I have Finn not talk about Acafellas? It is kind of major for him.

As for the chapters, expect at least 22, maybe more as I'm not limiting myself to the episodes anymore. A few here and there will take place too. And I'm definitely taking into consideration a suggestion about make them find each other's diaries.

Thanks for the reviews. I'm learning fanfic etiquette... am I supposed to answer to each? Please, tell me. Don't forget to leave an opinion. Enjoy

(Finn)

And then Quinn joined glee. Okay. And then Rachel made Mr Shue quit. Not okay. At all. Her lame excuse-cookies were just that: lame. I tried to talk sense into to her. So I say I'd quit. And when that didn't work, it hurt. But I forgot, she knows everything best. She can be so annoying at times!

Life isn't all bout winning. I know. Our football team sucks, but we're still popular. I even tried to understand, and see if she wasn't pissed at me for running off last week. She kind of told me off, saying that I had feelings for her and I lacked confidence. I'm not sure about the feelings, but I don't really think well of myself, thanks to Quinn. Because joining glee didn't help me with her. At all. She's still bitching and yelling. At me. Not sure how much longer I'll be able to stand it.

Dakot-ass made me feel even worse, so I really did quit. And I loved Acafellas way better at that point. I'll always love Acafellas, even if we disbanded (that's the word, right?) a few days ago. Because of Rachel. But that was a good thing. Rachel made us all come back. I was very proud. Of me, but mostly of her. Under her bossy act, she really is important to our group. I'm proud to be her friend.

Acafellas... one of the best times of my life. I would have loved for Quinn to be there. Bu she told me she had better things to do (yeah? like what?). I was disappointed that she wasn't there, but I swear I could feel Rachel, somewhere in the room. I just know she had to be there. She's not only my female lead, she's also a real friend. And that's what friends do. They come see each other perform. On the stage, I had the time of my life. I think that I didn't suck too much at dancing (even if that would be kind of a first), and I definitely didn't suck at singing with the others. I actually even enjoyed not being the lead more. Mr. Shue does have a voice. I can see why he won Nationals back in '93. I felt so good I can't write properly (I think Rachel begins to rub off on me. Not that's it's a bad point. I can use a wider vocabulary). The time of my life.

I can't believe it's been five years. Five years since I started to write stuff up. Everyday stuff, what happened in my life. It started as one-liners. And I never directed it to anyone. But that has changed. Ever since I joined glee, I was in search of someone to write to. Because as you sing to someone (even if this someone is yourself), I wanted to write to someone. And I think I found my someone. My dad. The only person I can tell everything to. He's never going to judge me, but he'll be always here, even if I don't remember him. From now on, I'll write to you, dad. Sorry it's a bit messy. A lot happened.

(Rachel)

When he threatened to quit, it was really hard to say that it wouldn't change anything. Because it would have. Finn is a great singer. And he's the rock that holds glee together. Everyone likes him. So if he doesn't like me, no one will. When I made a fool of myself insisting that we hire Dakota, I wouldn't listen to him. Even if he was right. When he asked me if I was still mad for the auditorium, I realized I'm not anymore. I was mad because I couldn't sing or talk him into my point of view.

When they all quit, it broke my heart. I couldn't believe the Cheerios had me, with my irrepressible urge to win and be the best all the time. I couldn't believe I was ready to make them all go through this. Endure a yelling midget doing nothing more than taking them down. I could feel Finn tensing beside me. And then he quit. I tried my hardest not to cry. The others followed him in what is probably a second, but to me, it felt more like a lifetime. So I did my best. To have them rejoin glee. When Finn lit up to what I was saying, I knew I had him on board. He had no trouble following me this time. I was very proud. And I got to fire the midget. That was the high point of that period. Okay, almost. The high point was Finn's full blown smile. I realized why I could never hold him grudge too long... my physiological reaction to one of his smiles is going stronger. He would have to get me really, really mad to have me not forgiving him almost instantly. But I don't want to think about that now. I'm more focused remembering his face...

I was there, in the shadows, when Acafellas sang. I absolutely loved it! So sexy, even with Coach Ken and Puck in the group. They can sing. But Finn... I already know why he's my male lead. I'm never gonna get tired hearing him sing. And when he pointed his fingers 'Girl you know I'm hooked on you', I'd love it if it were be at me. But I took every precaution to make sure that he didn't see me. He was amazing. And I hope Puck will be joining us soon. He can dance too. But Finn...

So there it is. After saying Finn had feelings for me, I just recognized mine for him. He became a really soft spot in my heart. And I don't know if he'll ever leave... I don't even want him to. Finn...

Edit: that was the first chapter that more or less looked like something. Told you.