PROMISES UNWANTED

Truth revealed Part 1

AN: I have a couple of points to make. 1. I am sooooooo sorry that this is so late. I was ill and then i had loads of work to do so please forgive me. 2 I hate Peter too so stop yelling at me. The point is, is that when they were younger they were all really good friends so they must of liked Peter, and they made him their Keeper in the end so they must of trusted him Okay so he's a backstabbing bastard but they must of like him some time to trust him with all their life. And don't say i dont read the books, i do no that Sirius was their Keeper but then they changed to Peter. 3 Um well i cant remember what i was going to say so on with the story.Oh yeah i remember, the title is going to change to UNWANTED DREAMS, its still about the same thing but i have the plot better in my head, also the summary will change but again it will still be about the same thing. I will change the title if i do another chapter.

~*Girls dorm*~

Lily slowly crawled under the covers and drew the curtains around her bed. Everyone was still down stairs in the common room and she could here the loud laughter through the door. She had told everyone that she was tired and used that as an excuse to come upstairs, hopefully when the girls came upstairs they would think she was asleep and leave her alone. Lily knew that she was being ungrateful, not wanting to talk to her friends but she just needed time to think.

" What did everything mean hay Boo, there must be a reason that i feel so tired and wore out."

Lily looked at the cat again and he raised his head slowly, it was weird but he seemed just as wore out and tired as she was. Turning her head away she reached over the edge of her bed and picked up the photo that she had left on her trunk.

Turning it over she felt tears threatening to fall. The picture had been taken four mouths before her mother got ill. They had gone to the beech and her father had asked one of the tourists passing to take a picture of them together. That was the good days, her mum was holding her while her father had his arm around her shoulder, Petunia was there too holding onto Rose's skirt.

Lily felt her tears spilling over and she let them trickle down her cheek. God she missed her mum, her warm smile, her comforting hugs and words to re-assure her. Yes she had only been two but there was still that ache in her heart to see her again. That was probably the last picture that was taken of them together.

Hearing people start to make a move to go to bed Lily tucked the picture under her pillow and turned her back to the door. It had been twelve years and yet she still hadn't told anyone about her mother's death. She new she was being stupid but she found no reason to talk about it, people would just feel sorry for her and she didn't want that.

One of the last things her mother said to her was for her to be strong and not let anyone see her cry, and she had kept to that promise, at the age of two she didn't really understand her mothers words and yet she still never cried in front of anyone, not when her sister was horrible to her, or when she was bullied at school and the older she got the more she realized how much that promise meant.

Crying showed you're weak and vulnerable and that was what Lily was not. She had learnt over the years to look after and fend for herself. So no one really noticed how upset and emotional she was inside and that was the way she intended to keep it.

The only suspicious thing was when the Christmas holidays came and each year she never went home even though she supposedly had a loving family, she would just say that she wanted to spend time with her friends and her family understood, but she new in her heart that people wouldn't believe that much longer. Another thing that was hard to cover up was how her parents never came to see her off as a new school year started, each time she would have to think up more excuses luckily no one noticed yet. Her bruises, they were hard to hide. Before coming back to school she would buy special concealer to hide the really noticeable ones. Petunia wasn't one for being fair, it was strange how Petunia and Lily were inseparable when they were younger but Petunia then blamed Lily for their mothers death, a two year old having to have that said to her every day, sometimes Lily actually believed that it was her fault, her father never seemed to notice what was going on and Lily couldn't really blame him, it fell really hard on him but surely he could of noticed the unmistakable marks on Lily's skin.

Soon Lily started to drift of to sleep her eyelids slowly closing over her lively emerald green eyes.

~**The Dream**~

She was there again. In the beautiful meadow, the smell of fresh lush grass, the feel of it under her bare feet, soft and cool. The sun over head shining, brightening everything the raise of light met. Poppies lay scattered across the field, daisies dancing in the cool breeze.

Looking down Lily saw that she had on a beautiful sky blue summer dress, her hair let down to shimmer in the summer sun. No matter how many times she had this dream it always felt fresh and real. But yet it always started the same, although Lily had never been or seen a place quite like it she felt almost at home.

Looking up she saw blue-tits swooping in and out the full oak tree that lay a few feet away from her, its rich viberant colours twinkling. In front of her she saw that same white house she saw every time. Running Lily passed flower after flower smiling happily for the first time in along while, spreading her arms out as she ran she could feel the light breeze kissing at her skin, when she reached the wonderful house, she stopped.

Walking slowly closer she could smell the fresh paint, oh how she loved that smell, reaching out her hand she lightly touched the pure white colour and felt the sticky wetness under her fingers, pulling back she looked at her hand and saw the smear of white paint that was left. That was when she heard the small cry, it was like music to her ears, wanting to find out who had called to her she quickly opened the porch door and entered without a care in the world.

She was shocked to find that the inside looked as new and fresh as the outside had. Listening again she heard the faint sound of someone calling to her, she still couldn't tell what gender but it was so soft that she couldn't resist following it. Roughfully guessing that the sound came from upstairs Lily carefully placed her hand on the banister and started to climb. She could here her feet making soft slaps against the wooden floor. Then again she heard it, only this time it was louder, to the right was where it came from. Walking cautiously not wanting to miss another call, she passed door after door until the sound came right beside her.

Now that she was closer to the person she could tell it was a male's voice but how could it be so soft and caring she had never heard that before in someone's voice. Turning Lily reached for the door nearest to her, her hand gently closed around the knob and was surprised at how cool it felt in her hand. Turning it slowly, inch by inch she started to push the door wider and wider...............

AN: Right thats it for now. I hope u liked it but im not sure if i should continue, so please tell me what u think. Thanks to all the reviews and i hope that from waiting so long this pleases u. Don't worry it does all fit with the story so continue or not continue? that is the question. I need help i dont no what to do so please answer the question. And i hope everyone one and a fantastic Easter i no i did, the only problem no is that there's too much chocolate, but i have plenty of time to eat it. *Hehehehe*