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DISCLAIMER: All recognisable properties and characters from twilight are in the sole ownership of Stephanie Meyer.
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Adopted from Keliathewolf, by laiceyb with her momma's guiding helped.
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Recap: I was still lost in my thoughts when I entered my room and didn't really notice that someone was there. And not just someone…
"Jasper!" I gasped. Jasper was lying in my bed looking really, really sad.
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Chapter 4: Feelings
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Bella's POV
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"Hi" He said, sadly.
"What are you doing here?" I asked, still in shock.
"Do you want me to leave?" Pain was all over his voice and face. I felt like the most stupid and dumb person in the world. I never did anything right.
"No!" I said, honestly. Hope filled his expression and he got up.
"What's wrong Jasper?"
"I just…Get over here, please." I did as he asked and sat on the bed, tapping the seat next to me. He seated and stared at the floor for a few minutes.
"Now, tell me what's wrong?" I was really stupid for asking that. I knew perfectly what was wrong. Of course it was Leech 2.
"I…Can I stay here for the night?" He asked shyly, like if I didn't want him around. Well, a normal person probably wouldn't, but I guess I was not normal.
"Of course you can stay here! You can stay here whenever you want!" He looked at me like if I had grown a second head. What? Was that so weird that I wanted to help the most handsome Cullen ever? WAIT A SECOND! What had I just called Jasper? Handsome? I was tired, yes, that was the only possible explanation. I couldn't be falling for Jasper. He was still broken because of leech 2 and there was no way that he could feel the same way towards me. And why was I moving on from leech 1 so fast? Oh, yeah, cuz he slept with my former best friend, that's why!
"I can sleep on the floor if you want… Just don't send me away, please…" He offered, letting his Southern accent slip. He projected embarrassment.
"No, you can sleep in my bed. Why are you embarrassed?" I asked.
"It's my accent. I'm sorry, it's stupid, I know" He said sadly.
"No, I don't think it's stupid. It's kinda cute…" We got into my bed and he took all of the pain of me, so could fall asleep in peace, which I gladly did.
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Jasper's POV
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I watched my Bella sleep… What the hell was wrong with me? I was already calling her mine? She was obviously in love with Edward and… Wait, what? I was falling for Bella? How could this happen? But my beautiful Bella was so…fragile. She needed someone like me to protect her.
I was still thinking about that when she talked.
"Edward" She said. I let pain overtake (is that even a word?) me. "No, I have Jasper now." I could dance right now. "Yes, I'm in love with him, but don't tell him" Well, too late for that, darling'! I was SOOOOO happy right now! Bella loved me! Well that was fast. And easy. I got there broken and I was going to exit with a joy filled heart.
I was really lucky! That's when she talked again "Jasper smells great" So I smelled great… "Jasper is very hot" WOW, I FEEL GOOD, SO GOOD, SO GOOD, THAT I GOT YOU!
The morning finally came. It was time to face love like a man.
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still dreaming talking
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Bella's POV
(still during her dream…)
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I was walking through the forest. Again. Maybe it was the same old nightmare. But something was different. This forest was…brighter. I finally reached the clearing. Edward was there with Alice, his arms wrapped around her shoulders and both seemed happy. That hurt a little bit. I walked to them and Alice smiled.
"Bella" Edward said.
"Edward" I said.
"Do you feel lonely?" Alice said, staring at me. I blushed.
"No, I have Jasper now." I answered. Wait, what? So, now is official? I'm falling for Jasper? I am sooooooo doomed. He won't even feel the same way…
"Do you love him?" Edward asked. His golden eyes never left mine.
"Yes, I'm in love with him" that sealed my fate "But don't tell him." Alice hugged me. For some crazy reason, I wasn't mad at her.
"You will be great with him." She said. "Tell me one thing you like about Jazz…"
"Jasper smells great…" I said and we all laughed. "And… Jasper is very hot."
The conversation lasted a few more minutes and then the sun hit me on the face.
I woke up, just to find jasper looking at me. I blushed, knowing the dream I just had was part truth.
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Jasper's POV
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She looked at me and blushed. She was adorable when she blushed.
"We have to talk" I said.
"Did I talk during my sleep?" She guessed. I could feel her embarrassment.
"Well, yes. But don't worry darlin'…I mean…" Fuck. I was so screwed. I was a shy guy. I never wanted people to notice me. Well, of course I wanted someone to love me and…YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!
"What did you called me?" She asked. Then, horror filled her expression. "What did you hear?"
"Well, I heard you say that I smelled great and that…"
"What?"
"That you loved me…"
"OOOOHHHH NOOOOOOO!"
She was feeling so much embarrassment that it was drowning me. Well, fuck that. I leaned in and kissed her. And, most of all, she kissed me back. Isn't that awesome? Well, after we broke for air (even if I don't need it) she asked if I would date her. Uh, DUH YES! THAT'S WHAT THE KISS MEANS, DUMMIE!
Well, we kissed again and she got up, very worried.
"I can't believe I just kissed a vampire" she gasped.
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End of chapter 4-5 combined.
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