13th letter: June 18
Dear Renesmee,
I think I'm getting worse. My hair's almost touching the grown, and I can barely pull my wings back in. They want to be out like all the time. I can't go out in public. Can you image what people would think if they saw me in a pair of wings. Not that I care, but others might. It might get to the Volturi that you're hanging out with a fairy, and you know how Caius is, he might find that as an excuse to kill you, even though he does know that you've stopped growing and you're not a danger to the vampire world. I could hear the urgency in her voice as she wrote that, it almost made me smile. Almost. Kyle's friend came today. He sure kept his distance from me. He looekd like he was fighting something in himself, just by the look of his were covered in red scars, so deep, a human would need stitches. I want to talk to him. But, Kyle said, 'No, you can't talk to him, he's my friend.' He's such a dunce. Hey, do you remember when you asked me about how this whole fairy stuff started? Well, it turns out that first, a fairy bit a human-like the vampires did with grandpa. The myth said that we go into a full blown rage like, like we're hunting, and we just bite them. It's pretty comical, really. Then, you asked me how we could have kids? Well, I'm going to tell you something really disturbing, well for me, anyway. Us fair-maidens, each have a reproductive system in ourselves, like humans, but we also have it like fairies. It's complicated, so I'll try dumming -no offence- it out for you. We have a choice, whether we want our children to human with the hope that they become fairies, like my mother did, or we can choose them to be grown in a incubator like thing, and have them turned into full fledged fairies. Now, if you have full fledged fairies, they can become out of control. They're newborns, so, they cry for little things. I met one before, he got mad because I didn't given him the cup in my hand. 'I'm really thirsty,' he was such a baby. If you have a human/fairy child, then they grow up, like me, well, like my siblings. There's always a chance that they can die, until they go through the transformation. If the transformation lasts more than two days, they usually die. Mom says that I have to rest, so if I wake back up, I'll write some more.
3 Krissy
14th letter: June 18
Hey Ren,
So, Luis -Kyle's Friend- came over today, I already told you that, but I'm refreshing your memory. LOL. He said 'hi' today. My wings were beating against my back, as if they had regain some kind of strength, just from his voice. Kyle went to the store, to pick up some fruit for me, I told him that I want highlights, so he's getting strawberries. Yum. I haven't had those since I was a kid, I hope they taste just the same. Luis came up to me, as if he couldn't help himself. I sound cocky, don't I.
"I've seen this happen before." At first, I had no idea what he was talking about, but then he pointed to my wings and my hair. "I mean, the other persons wings were growing, but, I guess it's different for everybody." His voice was smooth, he smelt like chocolate. I looked into his eyes and stopped breathing. His gray eyes were beautiful, with little flecks of blue on them, his hair was jet black though, and in spikes. They were hypnotizing. He was hypnotizing.
"That's what my dad says," I said after a few unneeded breaths.
"Yeah, where is the old man?"
"He's in his office, looking for something to save my life." He looked heartbroken, I felt like touching him, but my hands don't hold their warmth anymore, I don't think that I've made any initial contact since I found out. "He doesn't like seeing me like this." I looked at the floor, I could feel my pessimism coming on. "So, did this- this mystery person, did they, did they survive."
"No." His voice sounded filled with so much sorrow, I couldn't help myself, I touched his cheek in a soothing manner.
"I'm sorry." I murmured, pulling my hand back.
"It's okay. I was in love with her, but then she died. Much like you are right now." Well, thank god he wasn't in love with me. ~Nessie, {Wow, I thought, she never calls me Nessie} why does that thought make my heart throb? My wings started to droop. "Actually, it's went on with my sister and my brother too, only my brother survived. His was like Kyle was, though." I nodded my head. "My mom abandoned us, when we were all born, she chose for them to be human-fairy children, I was full fledged, ever since I was born." Hey, Ren, 'member when I said that the full fledged was a big baby? Well, I guess he grew up. "So, my brother had to keep me from doing something drastic when she died. I hated him for that, but, now I'm kind of happy he did." He has the most beautiful smile.
"Why is that?" I asked confused, searching for an answer.
"Man, did my sister call you down here?" Kyle said, from the foyer.
"Your mom stepped out, I thought she'd might like some company."
"Uh-huh, sure." Kyle said walking back upstairs. Before he went, Luis turned around and winked at me. The last thing I heard before I fell asleep was a bag fall on the floor upstairs. "Dude! That's my sister.
15th letter: June 19
Wats up my peep. I think I'm high right now. My dad read somewhere that drugs can ease the pain. Krazy Kris is on drugs watch out! Important: There's fairies out there that aren't like us, well there's a lot of fairies that aren't like us Ren. You have to be careful, okay? Scratch that first part out, because we've all had times when we turn into something entirely evil fairy. Haha, Evil Fairy. What a good name for that? IDK, I'll find out tomorrow. Evily Fairy! Haha. It rhymes. You can trust me, I swear, but if I get too far, I go into a rage, that nobody can ever pull any of us out of, unless me hunt. I don't want you to see that side of me. I'm not bubbly all the time Ren, just remember that. But, sometimes I do it for your own the Lillian?
16th letter: June 20
Dear Renesmee,
I found somebody. I love him, but I'm not sure he even likes me back. I feel more alive when I see him. He smiles at me, but that's about it. It's the guy I told you about, Kyle's friend, which is another reason not to like him, but I can't help it. It's like when you feel for Jacob. I asked mom about it, and she told me that it happens like this. "When fairies get sick, and they fall in love with other fairies-" I didn't tell you he was a fairy, did I? "they'd fall in love, and when one dies, the other is in despair, and kills themself." That's why he came yesterday, you think? No, I look too ugly to have somebody like Luis love me. It's like a Romeo and Juliet, but get this Ren, my dad found something yesterday. It's not a potion, to make me better, it's HOPE. I haven't had hope ever since this sick disease got to me. It's actually a myth, but why not believe? It hasn't happened yet, but I still HOPE. Fairies can fight this thing, our immune systems, just have to be strong enough. I've never been sick in my life, so my immune system should be just about right. Right? It says that the one who beats it, is the strongest fairy, I think that last parts a lie though, we all know who the strongest fairy is.
I Hope you're having fun in camp. I would love to come, especially see Emmett 'unintentially' throwing clams at you. Ren, did you tell Dad yet, I hope he's not sulking. Tell him to stop, please? I know that you guys think that I'm going to die, but there's a chance I can beat this thing. Luis is here, I'll send you a picture of him.******************Sorry, I didn't mean to. I just had a fit. Do I still look beautiful, it's a good thing my hair isn't falling out, isn't it? I haven't looked into the mirror for the longest. I want you guys to be happy, I'm around sulky creatures every single day. Have fun, please, can you imagine what I'd do if I found out you guys weren't having fun? Especially Alice. Ask Jake how it is when I hunt with him, it'd be ten times that. Well, until next time.
3 Kristina...
p.s. Emmett's sulking, it makes him look like he's constipated. Nessie you have to tell them, about this quickly. They have to have hope too.
I read the last letter out loud, so everybody heard. Alice looked heartbroken, she was about to lose her most beloved shopping partner. We were all going to lose something if she died. Alice~her shopping partner, Emmett~his little sports star, Daddy-his second princess, Rosalie~her car friend, they use to race to see who could fix cars the fastest. Mom~her book friend, Jasper used to tell her about the Civil War, and she was always enthralled, the look on her face was priceless, and when the 'lesson' was over, she'd gush everything to me; she was the only one that acted like that when Jasper told her about the Civil War. Carlisle and Esme didn't even know yet. I think that I was getting the long end of the stick though, I will loose everything if she dies. My friend, my sister, my partner in crime, she was everything to me, I mean, besides Jacob.
"She has a dad?" I asked, dumfounded. She never told me, I thought her mom was a single parent, she's the only one in the family I met.
Alice let out one of her laughs."Of course, silly. Everybody has a set of parents, Edward, did you tell her about where babies came from yet?" I tried to hide my blush. "Emmett stop sulking, you look constipated." Emmet let out a low chuckle.
"Alice?" My dad said disbelieving, my eyes were open in astonishment as well, how could she laugh?
"Didn't you hear guys? Her immune system is strong, I mean we practically stuffed her with vegetables and fruit while she was over at our house. I mean, she doesn't even eat meat unless she goes hunting with Jacob-"
"Scary stuff, too." Jake murmured.
"She's going to beat this thing, and look, she found somebody."
"What are we going to do?"
"Well, I got blobbed already, and if she's just going to keep getting me blobbed, then I guess we can go back. Right? Dad, she only has about two weeks left."
"Yeah, I think that we should go." Everybody agreed, and by the end of the day, we were packed and explaining to Tim that we had to go immediately.
"Hope to see you guys next year!"
"We'll all hope." We said, meaning the same thing. We'd only come if Kristina lived.
Dad called Esme and Carlisle as soon as we saw them in the house. Esme looked like she was going to cry. I forgot, Esme and Carlisle were going to lose a girl that was like a daughter to them. It was amazing how much one person could change a family so fast. I remember the first time that Krissy met my grandparents.
"Esme, this is Kristina." I said, introducing them. Kristina gave her a hug.
"Hello Kristina, I've heard so much about you." Kristina gave one of her prize smiles back.
"I've heard wonderful stuff about you too, maybe I could help you with your blueprints? I love designing." She gushed. Esme smiled back, her face looked jubilant. There was a sound at the door, and then Carlisle came in. "Krissy, this is Carlisle."
"You're the one!" She shouted in excitement. Everytime I talked about Carlisle living in the past, she got excited, when I said he was a doctor, she looked even more interested. She drew him in a hug, he hestitantly hugged her back.
"Well, I guess we have a new family member." he mused.
"Isn't it lovely?" Esme said with a smile, she looked happy.
We were on our way to the Lings' house, when I started to think about Kristina, and what she said about not trusting fairies. There was always something about Kristina that made her like everything. Well, except for spiders, which was weird because she loved snakes. One time, she brought a snake to school, and I screamed when she showed it to me. She looked at me and rolled my eyes.
"It's just a snake, her name's Lillian, Ren, jeez." She left a pat on the slimy creature's head and it stuck it's tongue out, she covered his mouth with her hand, popping that sucker back in there.
"Kris, how can you touch that thing?" It looked like she threw the snake somewhere, and it slithered away. That part was foggy, until I really looked at the picture, it cleared out. It was clearly still in her hand. She grabbed my hand with her free hand, and I watched in horror as the memory came back to me. That's why her hand felt slimy. She didn't answer me until it I started stroking the slime, as if I trusted it. Then she really threw the snake and it disappeared in mid air.
"Ewl!" I shrieked as I realized what I had touched.
