Daughter of Destruction
I sat in D's apartment staring off, I had no home, no mother, probably going back into foster care, and today I have to bury my mother, if it wasn't for Harley I don't know how I would've done this, d offered to have the after thing at his place, I put my head down between my legs putting my hands on my forehead, what the hell am I going to do now? I felt D pull me to him and hold me, I sighed I had to go to my house and get some clothes, D was making me stay with him.
"You okay?" he asked me looking at me concerned
"Yea I'm fine, Thank you D" I told him looking at him serious
"For what?" he asked me
"Letting me stay here, it means a lot to me" I told him
"Baby I told you its fine no need to thank me" he told me and lightly kissed my lips he pulled away and smiled pulling me to him turning on the TV we laid there watching it until someone knocked on his door, we both sat up and D got up answering it we saw my friend Angel and his friend Sean.
Angel and I grew up together see if I let my hair go to its natural color which is an auburn color you can see the Mexican come out in me, Angel is 100 percent Mexican so she kept most of the other girls from trying to kick my ass once I started bleaching my hair, its not that im not proud to be who I am and my heritage, im just not proud it came from my mother is all, I try to change anything about my self that has anything about my mom in me.
Angel came to me and hugged me sitting down next to me "How are you? Oh my god what happened to your face?" she asked me looking a my face which was bruised and my lip had a cut on it, I shrugged.
"My mother's farewell to me? Im alright stressing" I told her as I sat back, she looked at what I was wearing and smirked over to D, I had on his blue Yankees shirt and a pair of his boxers, I looked at her and then to D.
"What?" I asked them
Angel shook her head "Nothing girl"
I rolled my eyes as Sean and D walked into the kitchen.
"Angel you want a beer?" Sean asked she nodded her head yes as D came around and looked at me, I smiled.
"You want one?" he asked me
"Yes please" I told him he winked at me and walked back into the kitchen, angel looked at me and smirked.
"So what's up with you to?" she asked me
"We're back together" I told her
"Yea I figured that, but what about how he broke your heart and constaly cheated on you?" she asked me, I sighed I knew this was going to happen.
"He promised he wouldn't ever do it again" I told her
"Yea like all the other times" she said, I sighed.
"its different this time Angel, I mean damn his letting me stay with him, you know for a fact six months ago D would've held me while I cried and then told me I needed to find a place to go" I told her, she sighed and hugged me.
"I just don't want to see you hurt anymore by anyone" she told me, I smiled at her.
"I wont I promise" I told her smiling as D and Sean walked out, Sean and Angel had been together for a good four years, they were cute Sean handed angel her beer and sat behind her as D came and handed me mine and sat beside me putting his hand on my inner thigh.
"So when did you two get back together?" Sean asked us but looking at D, Sean and I have a love hate relationship as long as im not with D he likes me.
"Last Monday" D told him sitting back and pulling me with him, I sighed taking a long drink of my beer and getting up.
"I have to go and get dressed" I told them and walked back to the room I was sharing with D, I only packed a few clothes well D only packed me a few clothes, I sighed going through them and it seems he pack mostly my sluttish clothes, Gee great I thought as I pulled out my black straight skirt that had to little slits on each side along with a pair of black panty hose and a black tank top I quickly got dressed and then walked into the bathroom, I pulled my hair down, god I hated my hair its so freaking thick! That's the Mexican in me, I brushed it out I smiled it had gotten long, right underneath my shoulders, I just had layers put in it to, I leaned over the sink and put my make up rolling my eyes, I hated getting all dressed up if I had it my way I would go to her funeral wearing a pair of sweats and a shirt, but Harley made me promise I wouldn't do that. I went and grabbed my black strappy high heel shoes; thankfully I remembered to grab them before D rushed me out of my house.
I walked out into the living room and saw Harley sitting there drinking a beer with everyone, I sighed sitting down next to D bending down to put my shoes on, D , Sean and angel were going with us, so Harley brought his truck, thank god! I wouldn't want to ride on the back of his bike wearing this skirt, which reminds me, I glared at D, he looked at me and smirked already knowing.
"What?" he said trying to sound like he didn't know, I just rolled my eyes and looked at Harley.
"Everyone ready?" I asked starting to feel moody everyone nodded as we all stood up and walked down to Harleys truck, I sighed having to sit in the middle of the front so D could sit next to me.
"Do I have to go Harley?" I asked him, he looked at me and put his arm around me.
"Kido I'm sorry you do, you need to do this for you otherwise you going to grew up to be a biter pissed off women" he told me, I smirked
"But im already bitter and pissed so what does it matter?" I asked him looking at him with a straight face; he just rolled his eyes and chuckled.
"I love you kid-o" he told me I just leaned my head against D's chest as D put his arm around me; I felt him kiss the top of my head and smiled.
We were all at D's place everyone sitting and talking having fun I was sitting on the couch, I heard a knock on the door and sighed standing up, I answered it and saw Mrs. hart. FUCK!!!!
"Hello Mrs. Hart" I told her, she smiled at me as I moved to let her in; she sighed turning to look at me.
"Can we go talk in private please?" she said, I nodded and could feel knots in my stomach as I walked her into D's room, thank god I had put all my stuff in his closet so it didn't look like I was sleeping in here with him.
We sat down on the bed and Peggy sighed "sweetie I know with your mom just passing you have a lot to deal with and I hate to do this to you today, but I have to take you into foster care"
I looked at her and stood up "No im not going I have a place right here I can stay" I told her, she sighed.
"Jenna you can't stay with a twenty two year old man who's not related to you" she told me, I shook my head.
"What about Harley?" I asked begging her with my eyes
"I'm sorry sweetie Harley wouldn't be proven fit"
"What about emancipation, I mean I could do it I've had my job for six months and I still go to school and get good grades"
"Sweetie that would take at least six months if not longer now with no parent's" she told me as she stood up.
"If you have any information on your farther and if we could find him to either sighn the papers or take you it'd be a different story I'll give you until after this is done so you can be with people you care about and I'll be back around six to get you" she told me, I felt tears coming as I glared at her, she sighed and walked out, I sat on the bed thinking for a minute, I refuse to go to a foster home, why when I have at least two people willing to take me, I feel like one those ugly puppies people look at and you know the kids want but the parents don't want it because they want one of those cute fluffy puppy's, so this poor little puppy gets stuck with the mean kid.
I sighed changing into a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, I bit the inside of my lip as I walked out into the living room, and D looked at me and walked to me hugging me.
D grabbed my hand and pulled me to him.
"So what did Mrs. Hart want?" Harley asked me, I sighed looking at my feet.
"To let me know im going back in foster care as of six pm tonight" I told him.
"WHAT?!" both D and Harley yelled making everyone look at us, I sighed.
"What about you living with me?" Harley asked, I sighed
"She said you wouldn't be found fit, and I cant live with a twenty two year old man who's not related to me, and it would take at least six months if not longer to emancipate me seeing as my mother's dead and my farther well who knows where or who that asshole is, so im screwed" I said Harley sighed and looked to d and then back to me.
"Kido can we talk in private?" I looked at Harley and had never seen him so serious I just nodded my head yes as D bent down and kissed me and me and Harley went back to the bedroom, I sighed sitting on the bed looking at Harley, he rubbed his forehead and looked at me.
"Please Jenna don't hate me for this, but I know your farther and I know where he is, infact I have his number, and his in town" Harley said I stared at him in disbielf.
"How long?" I asked quietly
"Your whole life" Harley said looking down I jumped up as my blood started to boil and I could feel myself shaking.
"MY WHOLE LIFE! MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE, THE WHOLE TIME THAT THAT WOMEN! WAS BEATING ME YOU HAD THE NUMBER TO SOMEONE THAT MIGHT HAVE SAVED ME!" I yelled at him I saw D open the door and glared at him "Do not come here and shut the damn door" I told him he looked at me and slammed the door, I sighed putting my hand on my head and shook my head "So why are you telling me this? Why now?" I asked him, he looked at me.
"So you wont go into foster care" he told me, I nodded my head and slapped the wall as tears started to fall.
"Why not last time HARELY!" I yelled at him as the tears came running down my face Harley came to hug me and I pulled away from him.
"Jenna last time I knew your mom would get you back and I could keep an eye out on you, now I know we wont ever see you again and I cant stand that thought" he told me, I shook my head.
"Your right YOU will never see me again, you purposely kept me in HELL you have no ideal how horrible my life is and the whole time you had the phone number to the one person who could maybe put a stop to it" I told him
"Jenna im sorry" Harley said, I sighed.
"Please just leave me alone Harley" I told him, he sighed and walked out of the room, I sat on my bed in complete shock, this whole situation just sucked ass, I couldn't believe this was happening, I heard the door open and D walked in, I couldn't tell if he was mad or not he leaned against the door and looked at me I sighed.
"I'm sorry for yelling at you, Harley told me my whole life he has had my fathers number" I told him he looked at me and his face dropped, he walked to me and hugged me.
"I just got so mad D, I mean damn why not last time?" I told him I felt myself being picked up and laid down on D's bed and D lay on top of me he slowly kissed me and pulled away, I put my arms around his neck.
"What's something you want most in this world?" D asked me, I looked at him embarrassed.
"I don't know why?"
"Yes you do tell me" he told me, I sighed.
"Okay don't freak out but to get married and have a couple babies and be thousand times better then my mother" I told him, he looked at me and I knew I should've lied when he got off of me and sat at the foot of the bed I sighed scooting down to him sitting behind him, I put my legs around him and wrapped my arms around him and kissed his shoulder.
"Im sorry D I didn't mean to freak you out, im not saying I want that now" I told him as I felt him reaching in his pocket, and sighed moving away to the edge of the bed, I felt D put his hand on my lower back and I looked at him, he had a straight face holding a jewelry box, I looked at him with a questioning look.
He pulled me to him.
"Jenna I fucked up the first year I had you, I fucked up bad and you was willing to give me a second chance, which shows you truly for reals love me, and I love you, I know io don't want another female only you, will you marry me?" D asked me as he opened the box to show a princess cut pink diamond ring, I wiped my face as more tears came down my face I looked at D.
"D Im going into foster care" I told him, he nodded looking at me.
"I know and I'm still willing to do this still" he told me looking at me with a puppy dog look I laughed wiping my eyes.
"Yes D I will then" I told him he smiled and put the ring on my finger and then kissed me, I smiled smiling kissing him back as he pulled away I looked at the ring.
"How long have you had this?" I asked him seeing as we have only been back together for a week
"I don't know about what six months" he told me looking at me, I smiled six months ago was around the time I broke up with him.
"And you kept it?" I asked him shocked, he looked at me and just shook his head yes I smiled and climbed onto his lap kissing him passionately putting my hand on his stomach making him moan into my mouth, we heard a knock on the door and I groaned pulling away looking at him and to the clock it was five fifty five I sighed figuring that Peggy was here I looked at D and got Tears in my eyes.
"D I don't want to go" I told him, he sighed pulling me to him kissing me.
"Hey it'll be okay" he told me as he stood up and opened the door seeing angel and behind her was Peggy hart and Harley, I sighed glaring at both of them as I got up off of the bed and walked out, damn I couldn't even get to celebrate my engagement with D Peggy sighed as we all sat down, D stood against the wall next to the door with his arms crossed.
"Well Harley here informs me that he has gotten a hold of your farther, he says your farther is taking you tomorrow morning, from here, so I am in a dilemma, I have to wait to talk to your farther and make sure this is true" she told me, I glared at Harley and looked at D.
"Okay and?" I told her
"Well you will not be going into forester care tonight BUT Jenna if I do not meet you Farther tomorrow you will get taken to foster care" she told me standing up I sighed glaring at her as she walked out and then looked at Harley.
"Why did you do that?" I asked him
"I was trying to do the right thing" he told me sounding offended I saw D step forward and I stood up.
"Harley I know you are, but do you really thinks this is a good idea?" I asked him, he looked at me.
"Yes Jenna I do, I know your farther his a good man, and I know he'll do what's right, I got to get going I will see you in the morning im bringing your farther here" Harley said walking out, I sighed sitting down on the couch, for the first time I noticed everyone was gone.
D came and sat down next to me.
"What's so bad with meeting your farther? It has to be better then a foster home right?" d asked me I sighed looking D right in his eyes.
"That's the problem D I know what foster care is like, I don't know what this man is like, what if his worse then my mom? Or some perverted asshole, I don't know him and i h aver to go live with him" I told d hugged me and then pulled away from me.
"You want to get fucked up tonight?" D asked me, I smiled and laughed.
"Yea"
"Alright I'll call Angel and Sean and some other peoples and we can all chill tonight" he said getting p and walking to the phone I smiled watching him.
A/N Alright I know I said this chapter but sorry! I promise within the next two chapters she will meet her dad, how did you guys like it? I had a hard time doing this one; I might have another chapter up tonight!