Sorry that you guys had to wait a couple of days for this update.

Rhiannon da crazygirl (thanks for the review BTW) pointed out that I didn't do Regulus Black so I am going to do him after Lily. I would do him now but you can't have Regulus between James and Lily. James and Lily just go together (poor Snape) so here I go with Lily Evans (Potter).

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.

My name is Lily Potter (well until recently it was Lily Evans).

My husband James Potter just died. Voldemort killed him. It would have killed me if you know, I wasn't already dead.

My baby Harry hopefully isn't dead yet. Why would Voldemort even want to kill him? What did Harry ever do to him? Was it more the point that he exists? That is such a horrible excuse. I told James off for using that one against Severus.

My darling baby, my husband, all gone. I would do anything to save them. Anything. I would die for them. In fact, I did.

There are a million things I wished I could have done before my death. Made up with Petunia and Severus for a start. I miss them so much. But I would trade them to see my son grow up any day. I will never know Harry, even if he is still alive. Why is live so cruel? Why do we all have to die? What is it that makes us? Why does anyone have to die? Even if it's for the Greater Good.

There it is; the greater good. The thing that is greater and more good than anything in the world, yet it is also the least extraordinary and the least good thing in the world. Its funny how those things happen, isn't it?

What I wouldn't give to see Harry again. I'll see James when I go on but I might not see Harry ever again. He might die right this minute. He might suffer great hardship even if he is still alive. Poor Harry, I'd do anything for you. I gave up my life for you but it still doesn't seem like enough. Please survive Harry. I'd never live (figure of speech) with myself if you didn't and it was all my fault.

Well actually it's Peter's fault. Oh what I would do to that rat if I were alive! Oh Sirius and Remus better get him! I usually don't approve of violence but in these circumstances, since he gave my live, and more importantly James and Harry's lives to Voldemort. I wish him death. Nothing more or less. He doesn't deserve to live the weasel. Oh that would have been a good animagus form for him!

Oh Harry, James, I am so sorry.

For the Greater Good sounds noble. It really isn't. I didn't die for the greater good. I died for my dead husband and my barely alive son. But I suppose that is the greater good isn't it? For Harry's life I gave mine. A fine price to pay and worth it.

It wasn't like I was extraordinary or anything. I was just following. Following my husband to death for the Greater Good. For the Greater Good and for Harry. Many people died for the Greater Good.

I was the one that died for my son.

Author's note: What do you guys think? I'm not too sure. My writing isn't very good for this story. Hopefully it will get better when I get to characters I know more about. Lily I did know a bit about so that was good.

Please review.

Thanks to EVERYONE who has.

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